Mental Health

How're you holding up, brehs?

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I'm pretty motivated at the moment, doing good in school, getting strength back after a long break, still lonely and fat though.wbu?

I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling. I'm 6'1, more than decent body, have a beautiful face, great style, confident, big dick, etc. (I want to say funny, smart, and nice too, but I know you shouldn't describe yourself as such) but I'm not happy. The only reasons I can think of is because my living situation sucks but its temporary, I haven't fucked a girl in a while, or I have some kind of chemical imbalance. I pretend I'm happy all the time though and I'm good at it too.

Recovering from the end of a 2 year relationship, just split it off a couple weeks ago. Doing my best to distract myself with clean eating and consistent gym scheduling.

She dealt with a lot of mental health issues and over time i just lost feelings for her. The last time we talked i felt like an emotionless robot. I'm worried she feels like i gave up on her, I'm also worried that i actually DID give up on her but i just can't admit it.

Even though I initiated the split, it's the first time i've done so so im not sure how to feel about any of it

>haven't done anything with a female in 6 months
>about to go back to university to party for a week
>get rash on cock

What the fuck

About to fail an entire semester of classes due to an overwhelming sense of sadness I've had over the last 3 months.

Hopefully I can turn things around next semester and work my GPA back up.

Normally it would have been video games or something that would have caused me to fail in the past, but this time it was nothing like that, I've just sat around doing nothing all day for weeks on end, just feeling sad. Also I feel to embarrassed about the whole situation to even get professional help.

i havent got laid in 2.5 years and its eating me alive. i am THIS CLOSE to getting an escort.

I feel the same way, man. I don't know what it could be, maybe it's just this shitty winter that's bringing everything down.

maybe t's a sign, i'm betting the rash is less troublesome than an STD, m8

I'm kind of in the same boat, i've just lost a lot of motivation to keep up with classes and i hardly ever get any decent sleep so im always exhausted and just want to stay home and sleep. Hang in there, brother, and do your best

>life is going no where fast
>lifts aren't progressing as fast as they did or should
>nothing seems to help or change anything
>everything that used to be fun is no longer fun
>every other person, regardless of how they say or feel, confident or unconfident, seems to have a place or role

pic related

Bad. Slept too little and my workout was terrible today. Feeling like garbage.

...

I think I finally am happy

Been spending a lot of time with this really skittish accountant recently. That stupid shy smile makes me feel comfortable.

that sounds nice user, good job.

I've been trying to flirt with a new qt at work but im not making much progress

I still have a ways to go, physically, before i feel outwardly attractive so that's probably some of my troubles. Just gotta keep at it

Yeah I meant to edit accountant because I originally just wrote "account", but was too stupid to do it before I reposted because I got distracted by adding other things. I just finished working out. My brain isn't exactly in high gear right now.

I wonder every morning if I'll make it through the day.

I got a pencil dick and I feel like working out just misleads women because they expect a better dick feelsbadman

Realized i have it pretty good and that all my problems are my fault. Just gotta fix them

I am about to finish my finals, i have not been to the gym for two weeks but i'm trying my best to constantly do bw and static hold exercises.

Mentally, i'm barely keeping up. Recently i have been trying to be a better muslim, i stopped smoking weed & stopped chatting with girls and trying to hook up and its been very difficult.. I know everything will be fine and this just a small obstacle, i ask Allah for guidance and assistance everyday, i have no idea how i would be keeping up with all these struggles if i had not been a muslim.

I'm worried a little about my health, my diet is consisted mostly of sugary stuff and snacks and junk food because thats what all my friends are eating during the exam period.. Hopefully once this is over i'll start to focus more on a clean system of eating, hopefully doing some low carb because i feel like my body needs to have zero glucose for a while..

Fat and strong and dedicated, better than most. Best of luck

There has to be something that you are neglecting which is causing the unhappiness, i hope you will get over this period.

I sort of broke up with my girl a month ago because we both need a break from each other to "do our own thing" , i'm not sure how i feel about this but it is helping me to grow and nurture myself away from her influence, and i like it.

I still feel like she could be upset about one thing or alot of things especially because her current state of affairs (away from her family etc), i don't want to leave her alone when she could be in time of need, i fear for herself from herself...

Just be safe bruh


Hopelessness or just lack of motivation to do anything? in either case, you need to be pushed towards your goals, how have your friends been? what about family? we all go through this struggle, when i go outside and see everyone going on with their days, i get motivated because i know all of them are dealing with lots of shit as well.

>i don't want to leave her alone when she could be in time of need, i fear for herself from herself...

I worry about my ex too, even though the breakup happened only shortly after she got a new round of doctors and medication that im sure will help her be okay. Part of me feels like i should have stayed on and kept trying, believing that she /was/ going to be better, but then part of me also felt like i wasn't caring about myself and just letting her "walk all over me" in regards to how she acted due to her mental health issues

dude why so long?

About to buy some DNP to escape skinny-fat. Feels good.

>Hopelessness or just lack of motivation to do anything? in either case, you need to be pushed towards your goals, how have your friends been? what about family? we all go through this struggle, when i go outside and see everyone going on with their days, i get motivated because i know all of them are dealing with lots of shit as well.

No friends

Family doesn't care

Just trying to get through by myself as usual.

Hey, is there a way I can contact you?

Just need someone to talk to, and preferably a brother (don't mean to sound weird).

i do have a kik, zoozkun is the username.

feel like i'm holding myself back at nearly every opportunity. Why do we sometimes fear success, Veeky Forums?

I have a huge problem. I have about half a year now where i only work 12 fucking days a month (i tried picking up more shifts but we're over staffed). I still make about 1600 - 2000$ a month so i'm set financially.

but i don't know what the hell to do most days. I usually read a few pages ,watch a movie and go for a walk, but like 80% of the days is spent "doing nothing" on my computer. I just don't know how to be productive. I've been thinking about learning coding but i just get so lazy sitting around doing nothing


fuck

Success usually means change, user, and sometimes it's difficult to handle change

Why does your relationship need a pause - what could possibly come out of it?

It's not your job to fix her, man. Yours sounds like the same situation I went through. They say 2 years is the point where you either know or you don't.

I also think you're looking at the end of the relationship from the wrong perspective. There comes a time where you can look at something and realize that no matter how much you love someone, there comes a time to let go of the relationship. Maybe you'll get back together, maybe you won't. Either way, you made your decision for a legitimate, logical reason at the time. Learn from it and stop feeling so responsible for her well-being. She's an adult too.

This Buddhist monk has a good talk that really helped me gain some better perspective on the situation.
youtube.com/watch?v=VD0mave5zZU

Hope it helps.

To clear things up:

1. She's in Canada and i'm in UK

2. We had initially planned to marry eachother once we're both done with university and moved back to our home (Saudi).

3. As any relationship, there are good times and bad times, she's now just started her first semester and i'm willing to give her sometime away from my communication to let her settle in a sense in her new climate (We did the same thing when i first started uni, it was like an 7 months break).


4. This pause has one premise, we are both free to rethink our relationship, see that if we're better off away for good or that if we are both persistant to have eachother. (Kind of like setting a bird free and see if it comes back to you)
Overall, i think it is not that necessary for us to do, but i really appreciate the idea that we both agree to go on our own paths and decide to be reunited at some point in the future and determine from there whether we're still fit for eachother or not. I've known her since i was 17, and i'm about to turn 22 this year.

Thanks, good point. Made me realize that the hardest part about change is thinking about it.

>It's not your job to fix her, man.

Thats what I'm trying to get myself to believe. Everyone I've talked to about this stuff has told me the same thing, but it contrasts with how she would always say that she "knows the way she is but can't help it" and always expressing a lot of remorse after an episode and telling me how good i was with her so i got in over my head wanting to "save" her or something but nothing that i did ever seemed to improve how she was, and anything she did would, generally, not improve things much either

Youngest brother died on Thursday . Shits fucking surreal. Not going well.

Wow, that sounds exactly like my last girlfriend. At about two years, I started asking myself when she was finally going to stop having those emotional outbursts so that she wouldn't have to apologize later. It is an emotional tactic she uses because it's hard for her to address her problem. Maybe due to the fact that she's embarrassed about it.

Either way, I think you made the right decision. She can only ever fix herself, but that doesn't mean that you have to take the abuse until she does. Who knows? She might take this as a major sign that she needs to change. She might also never change. In either case, you made the right decision.

that's fucking nuts. sorry, man.

My condolence.

Take some rest for some time.

>Not going well.
I know how you feel. I had diarrhea all morning because I was hungover.

Sorry to hear that brother, hope if passing is none to painful for you or your family.

How do I stop being autistic and fall in love with someone?

I have never had a crush in my life and I feel like I'm missing out. I tried to make myself like this girl who I've been talking to but I feel nothing really for her

Went back to school to get my HS diploma after dropping out at 16, doing good so far, making friends there and I have a part time job in the field I want to go to college after. Things are finally looking up. Hard to believe I went to my mental hospital this summer for being suicidal

Do I see it correctly that you both however probably have sex with others during that pause?
It seems weird that you "negotiated" a marriage but still then need a pause to see if you even want the relationship.

But that's probably where your culture comes in.
You being religious alters the way you think and act so much that I probably just cannot even comprehend it.

So it probably doesn't make any sense to argue about it.
Good luck with your life and relationship, hope your marriage works out - stay true to her.

Having a crush on someone you don't even date is mentally disturbed and you should be thankful that you are not one of those that feel that way.

If you want to develop romantic feelings for her then go and date her.

Stop jacking off to anime my man.

Used to live in Saudi too

Tough life senpai, I feel you on the highschool love thing but damn I respect your trust in her. Usually chicks just hoe around and personally I can't do breaks because of that

>You being religious alters the way you think and act so much that I probably just cannot even comprehend it.

She's a slut though I would never want to date her

Can't do my man

You are insanely stupid if you think that this statement is anything but simple truth.

And you are butt hurt if you think it was an insult.

Not very good
32 yo, kissless virgin, no friends
Could have a couple of close bros that are really trying to get me out of my shell, and why wouldn't they? When I try I can be very charming and funny to be around, I just can't being myself to give a fuck anymore about anyone
Being bullied since I could remember throughout my formative years and to my late teens ruined my chance at social development, can't speak to a girl for the life of me, on top of that I have a tiny dick that I'm sure would get anyone laughing
Lost all motivation for running and lifting around halfway last year, now I just work my shitty part time job, fuck around on the PC, sleep too little and wait for death

Pretty good senpai

Got my life back on track this last 8 months. Stopped drinking, started working out and made some gains (went from 5ft 10 50kg to 6ft 62kg, still got a long way), actually happy with work out and exercising, working a decent job part time and starting uni next September after 3 years of fuck up after fuck up.
Also started dating a chick that keeps my autism in line, makes me comfortable and relaxed and is helping overcome some minor trust issues.

Only problem I have is, after 2 years without getting laid and watching too much porn, my dick don't work as good as it should, but since August I cut off all porn and most jacking off and my erections are doing better than since high school. Bit of anxiety about PE, but slowly working on that as well.

This board was Health & fitness 4 years ago. There threads no longer belong here

Just got news my sister died.

Dad called put that weight on my shoulders, it took me 10 years to even get a working relationship with my father, that ended today. All the terrible things that happened he brought up, crushed my walls. I LOST my center...

On the plus side I deadlifts 405 this morning....

Also gave up my cat today for adoption, my car exploded two weeks ago, got denied the promotion at my job and had to throw put my bed, haven't fucked since August and my roomate left last week shafting me for the rent.

I am atlas....

Fuck man, that's tough... I don't know what to say to try and comfort, but don't give up, shit shifts from good to bad and back again

I'm sorry to hear that... But why would that ruin your relationship with your father? It seems to me like it's time for you to be there for each other more than ever

Depression is starting to go away, there are actually moments when I'm genuinely happy now, think the trip away I had with my girlfriend in January really helped. Training is going well and I'm getting more sleep despite waking up at 4.00am every weekday for work. Job is shit but I have a good opportunity to leave and relocate soon. It's looking up boys.

Better than normal. I'm going to play squash with a THICC qt3.14 this week. She doesn't have a bf and I really want to fug her. If I spill my spaghetti and blow this chance I'll never forgive myself.

Going on the second date with a real qt tommorow, the moment I met her it was love at first sight.. At least for me. I better not mess anything up tommorow or it will take a toll on my psyche.

>Can't tell if I'm attracted to a gril or attracted to the idea of having a relationship
>Qt I'm pursuing wants nothing to do with me anyway

i am being cucked by my ex gf who's a stripper who's dating some faggy australian photographer of psy trance festivals

Just try 50mg of 5-htp. Try to get a brand that's worth something, though I don't know what that might be.

good luck user, go squash her if you know what i'm sayin ;)

Just tried to take a photo for online dating purposes.

Just fucking lol. The lack of bones in my face makes me look like I am melting. I look like a ugly dyke with MPB. Isn't this enough? No senpai. Standing at 5'8" most 10 yearolds are taller than me, and broader too. These genes are a fucking joke.

Just end it.

Going to gym again after 3 weeks off. Bench day Feels good brah

>sinking deeper
>falling further away
>getting colder

Ah, you know. Can't complain.

Dunno, the girl I love rejected me like 5 days ago. When l wake up the first thoughts are still about her. While I was drunk I sliced my torso skin with razor pretty badly, though cuts are not really that deep, so let it be my memory.

started dreaming of a qt muscle gf.

I don't into society much and barely have friends let alone a qt muscle gf

feels bad man

Had a dream that i finally met a qt and she loved me, in the same dream my parents forbid me from seeing her and i woke up before making the choice between my parents or her. To top it off havent even eaten lunch so struggling to survive. Saw a qt in traffic looking at me and i stared back afterwards i thought of what life couldve been like together. All in all im doing a-ok

I'm doing okay. My depression and anxiety are medicated enough to be manageable. My biggest issue right now is that I didn't shower last night and look gross as fuck, but I don't really have time to shower this morning.

>i am being cucked by my ex gf
I am going to stop you right there: if she's your EX then you have nothing to do with each other anymore and she can sleep with whoever she wants without making you a cuck.
Unless you keep paying for her shit and letting her live with you, in which case, yeah, you are a cuck.

This is literally the year of me. Just need to hang on for a few months.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH

I'm motivated. I feel positive about life. But at the same time I get angry really easily. I find myself getting tired of listening to the same people. Getting lost in my thoughts over things that happened 10+ years ago. You would have thought by now these insecurities would have ironed themselves out. I am new to working out in general but I feel better for doing it.

i'm not lost, but I don't know where I am

I feel ya, bro.

I just go through the motions of my life. I'm a bit numb I guess. I don't really chase goals because of some childhood stuff.

Being able to say this anonymously is pretty good though.

Fuck bruh, I was in the same situation. Flunked a shit ton of classes, I tried concentrating the best I could but nothing worked. I kinda figured I was depressed but I refused to believe it because I thought it was pussy shit. I only got professional help after my advisor basically set up an appointment with a psych for me. It kinda helped, I got meds for concentration, still haven't used them though because I've been out of school for a semester. But you should prolly get help because it only gets worse. Or take a semester off and try to regain focus. Good luck bruh we're all gonna make it

objectively ugly
5'7
obviously tfw no gf and no friends
poor, in university doing my best in hopes of getting a job that would allow me to live life at an acceptable level but still have a really long way to go
it has just turned out I have psoriasis

convince me not to kill myself

>Shits fucking surreal.
iktf, total disbelieve that the present is not some sort of weird dream (no hunger, no purpose, no thoughts, just sadness and wanting to wake up from the nightmare).
dont isolate yourself, spend this time with those closest to you, it will help greatly, even if no words are exchanged, the mere company of someone else is great (these feels will/might never go away completely but it gets "easier" with time)

Don't do it user.
Oops it seems like I dropped an image. It was an accident.
[spoiler]The exit bag is the last thing I think about whille drifting off to sleep every night[/spoiler]

If you wanted to truly kill yourself you would have done so already. Forward is the battle cry. I wish I could tell you it gets better but I do not know and won't lie to you. Peace be upon you

Does this not give you the same reaction as hypercapnea where you physically cannot inhale because your chemoreceptors stop you?

I can't believe you'd be able to inhale this freely without some kind of instinct stopping you.

Physique's doing better but psyche's taken a blow. Falling behind on studies, in an area that I'm actually passionate about. Living with mother still, she's terribly moody from divorce still and it's really rough on me taking all her shit. Just want my own place to eat/study/work in peace for a couple of months to get to be myself for a while, but that's not happening anytime soon. I don't even know.

Theres no one to talk to so i start having conversations with myself and i move my lips and make facial expressions and that only makes people want to talk to me even less

Why the fuck do prisons fuck around with execution chemicals that barely work when asphyxiation by nitrogen or helium is so much easier, cheaper and more humane. Just gas em! I'm against the death penalty but let's at least do it right

fuckin horrible

sleeping like shit, eating like shit which is causing my lifts to go to shit

stalled on 155lb squat and took last week off squatting because the inner part of my right knee was hurting, so I was hoping giving it a week off would help it heal but it still kinda hurts sometimes

my OHP is stalling for the second time at 75lbs

SL tells me to do pull ups & chin ups on the same day but that always means that whichever one I do second will suffer hugely

my neck and back have been constantly stiff for like 1 year and a half now

and to top it all off my boners are still soft and the doctors don't know why

life kinda sucks famalam

Sick with cough so I can't brace for lifts. Lifting is like the one thing that I enjoy right now and I can't even do it. I'm full on cocoon mode. Pretty lonely honestly. I'd really like to just even hang out with a girl for a bit. But I have no idea how to meet people.

Not too good fellas.

I finally achieved my dream job, have goal body, and am financially secure - all the things that I used to worry about when I had a gf. A week before I left for said dream job, my gf cut it off with me. She was special, brehs. It'd be easier if I could find a new qt, but the dating pool in my new town is more like a dating puddle. It's either single moms or hambeasts with meth teeth.

For you guys still in college - find a QT and hang onto it. It's hell meeting someone out in the real world if you have standards.

I was home alone once for a week. Started making videos of myself talking and then playing them back because I was so lonely. Being alone makes you crazy.

>She was special, brehs.
no, she wasn't.

Lol

Because there's a lot of things that could go wrong with that stuff. If the mask isn't sealed perfectly shut you'll stay alive and just wake up when the tank's empty with a terrible headache. Too much pressure and you'll burst your lung, which is definitely an inhumane and torturous method of execution.
I imagine it's also general perception of death by asphyxiation as inhumane
Also if true would make exit bags not all that they are supposed to be. Though I think hypercapnia is triggered by an abundance of CO2, not a lack of oxygen; basically the principle behind an exit bag is that your body is still filling its lungs with some gas that isn't triggering a strong reaction. By "I think" I really mean "I just checked it on Wikipedia."
Though the instructions recommend to strap the mask tightly because people have been known to tear them off while unconscious. Fucking stubborn body, your brain just needs this bullshit to end forever.

You know what should be used as an execution method? Guillotining. 0% survival rate, though no one is really sure if your head has a few seconds to panic and feel pain before shutting down from blood loss. But I don't think being electrocuted is a walk in the park either.

Right here, senpai, I post in these threads a lot anyway. Also, yes, I've been getting help for a year now, doesn't stop the urges, just slows them down.

>23
>been in college for 5 years now
>still a junior
>did part time, dropped and failed a few classes
>passing 2/4 of my classes
>hate my accounting major
>not sure what I want to do with my life
>still very behind in my classes
>trying to finish school so I can get a better job to help my mom
>whole family is having money problems
>all my friends are moving on with their lives
>no gf ever
>still a virgin
>constantly falling in love with pretty much any girl that shows me attention
>have feels for my old lesbian classmate who’s in a relationship and now lives in another city
>trying to make friends at uni but no one is really accepting me
>tried meet up with people from /soc/ and /r9k/ but they all bailed at the end
>the small amount of friends I have left aren’t really doing much with their lives>My only best friend I have is also depressed, but he won’t talk about it. I feel like he’s gonna kill himself and theres nothing I can do to stop him.
>lost all my baby gains
>life is beating my ass

Being a muslim, if i cheated/had sex with other girls, i'd worry more about myself than worry about her reaction to it. Knowing that Allah gives countless rewards for chaste men who avoid lust completely and that i have fallen into this sin, is a huge guilt that i have to carry with me. Knowing that i was tested and failed my test, probably outweighs many other things.


The thing that deters me most from actually going out there and finding me a sidechick is my desire to be a good person and a pious muslim.


About her, i trust her enough that if she does something similar, that she'll carry the weight of that guilt herself as well. She has the desire of being a chaste girl too, and if she breaks that i'm pretty sure I would be less important in her mind than the fact she had committed a major sin and she dragged herself into it.

I provided life saving CPR for my father 2 days ago but still feel ashamed and can't shake the feeling I did something wrong. life shouldn't feel like this bros.

Blow yourself dumbass

dunno man

no idea if i've offended this girl

no idea if she wants me to text her

no idea at all if what she's been telling me has some truth behind it

i'm clueless lads

"I have a boyfriend, sorry :/"

JUST

Go climbing and hiking. Learn basic survival things like knots, how to make a fire, get a hunting license. That's what I would do.

Thought I was on my way to get my first gf but today she texted and told me that due her situation at life she doesnt really have energy for a relationship.
Feeling a bit disapointed

>gets with me
>goes back to her ex
>texts me that she wants me etc.
>breaks up with her guy twice
I am at my wits end guys