Veeky Forums feels

Making great gains in the gym and financially (got a new job that I like.) But am perpetually alone. Always getting crushes on straight guys and end up wasting my time pursuing them until I'm 100% sure I have no chance. Meanwhile, get mired and hit on and lusted over by little twinks, old guys, a women but I don't want any of them at all. Have been *this close* to fucking some random twink sluts from the internet but luckily never went through with it (I know I would feel used and regret it after.) Going to be 24 next month and still never been in a relationship or had sex.
And for some reason whenever seasons change I feel extra lonely. It's starting to get warmer and sunnier where I live now and it makes me want somebody to be with even more.

Congrats on the drinking and smoking progress - keep going m8. And that's an interesting situation. What do you think it is it about him that is making you fall for him?
Have you told him/do you know how he feels towards you?

Pretty tired. I know there are couple of things I would be wise to do today, but after such a long streak of self-discipline and hard work I just feel powerless. Because I am not doing what I should, I'm without anything to do, and this makes me bored. Also, I've felt tfw no gf today after a few days of not feeling it.

To summarize, I don't necessarily feel bad, but I don't feel too good, either. I feel this evening has been and continues to be a waste of time, but I just can't bring myself to study etc.

>virgin at 28 yo
>meet girl, shes very open with sex and stuff, immediately sends cute pics. Little slut vibe
>need to leave for a week, text and talk a lot surfing that time.
>Come back, she got a room in a hotel.
>go, talk, drink, fuck. Was great, couldnt really cum due to alcohol.
>next week is great, feels finally like i might make it
>sex in the car for the first time, first bj
>then ... all crazy in her comes out. She makes crazy arguments, tells me how my character doesnt really suit her
>next day its the opposite, says shes maybe in love
>talks about her ex A LOT. Doesnt help if i tell her i am not interested in past. Shes mainly talking negatively about him how he cheated and lies
>meet up 2 days ago. She starts talking how good he was, how she wants to maintain contact with him, how 3 years with him were important.
> spend night together, fuck
>she goes to the bathroom in the morning
>see her phone next to me ... decide to check it.
> see text from ex " lets try again "
> check further, see a convo with a guy she said he wanted to fuck her but she broke off contact
> she was talking to him first ... asking how he was ... sending him the same pics as me ...
> she comes out.
> Get caught
> dont really talk about it, just leave the hotel in mostly silence. Drive her off, say only goodbye.
> not a word since then
> check facebook that she is again friends with the ex
>
>
>mfw
Feeling really devasted. .. dunno if it is the sex i am going to miss the most since overall she was really screwed up ...

Got rejected for the first time in my life a couple weeks ago. Still hurts man. All my friends will be celebrating Valentine's Day and I will be the only one alone..

I learned that from meditating nigga thats why I feel so much better

I'm doing a lot better now and for a few days have been feeling pretty good and have a game plan i',m going to be sticking to

>I use Veeky Forums as therapy for myself and a way to figure shit out
>It can be like a blog/journal you write in
>Doesn't require anyones input, just writing this shit out sometimes helps you analyze your situation a lot better

>6'4
>perfect thick hair
>perfect shoulder to waist ratio
>at least 8/10 face
>rich family, never have to worry about money
>women constantly chat me up
>real micro dick
>virgin
>27 years old

never had a relationship because of it. most i ever did with a girl was kiss. when it starts to progress beyond that i bail because i don't want anyone to know.

workout is the only thing that keeps me going. i'd rather be ugly and a manlet with average dick so i could at least have a normal sex life.

>be 13.9% body fat at height of 6'5"
>still have a sagging gut because I used to be 300 lbs and lost 110
>Trainer at the gym said I can't make it without surgery to remove it
Life is endless pain

micro dick being how many inches? 2-3?

lucky you found out. good you enjoyed sex, don't sweat the rest. get some distraction.

almost 2 inches erect

Nigger, you dodged the bullet, you should be happy. I also attract crazy bitches, but I learned not to fall in love with them.

Thanks man, those few days plus valentines day are going to be hard but whatever.

Yup made the mistake falling for her so quickly. Lesson learned

my cat died last night. I was petting her to try and calm her convulsions. I saw the light leave her eyes. I know animals lead short lives, but she was a good cat.

Very very bad
im on quetapine 0.25 mg
xanax 1mg
prozac i dont evne know how much and zolpidem tartrate to make me sleep.
I don't really want to talk about it brehs

>have qt gf
>lifts going well so close to 1/2/3/4
>good job at the Hospital
>just bought a second home as investment
>keep banging ex on\off I proposed to her at one point...still love her
>feel like a POS cuz I can't get over her
>been like this for 2 years now ruined several qt3.14 relationships

I just can't seem to get over those 10/10 titties and how good the sex is. We had so much potential but I was young and immature at the time and she has looooads of daddy / mental health issues

I am losing hope of ever becoming normal. I'm pretty sure I'm not fun to be around and I'm not good looking enough for people to overlook that. FeelsShizoMan

i just think all girls are boring and less worthy of my time than working or spending do other projects.

i just have no interest in talking to them anymore. it's like i discount them immediately from ever being my partner. different problem from yours though mate.

we're both cocks.

went clubbing yesterday for the first time, ended up snogging a guy on a stage in front of 100+ people. had a rlly good time, felt like a normie.

i got the guys number and in preparation for our date i bought some fancy underwear for the first time.

only real problem in my life right now is that i dont like my wide hips at all, but i think that wont matter if i bulk up a little more and focus on my lats.

Any advice on how to induce diarrhea? I'm constipated but don't have money for meds.

I kind of don't know what is wrong with me, but here is what I keep doing to myself. Perhaps this is just laziness and stuck in a routine?

Thing about me is I fucking love working out, I enjoy getting the weight up and just being in the gym for an hour and a half, walking around, looking at the other poor souls, stuck in a life thinking the weights will change them, I notice many young men from 20-26 in there, just lifting weights, but they look weird/odd in a way. I don't know, but I enjoy lifting weights or even just doing heavy cardio session and you get an amazing feeling, that will carry your mind throughout the week, the problem Veeky Forums I haven't been in the gym in 2.5 months, and still pay for a membership. I sit there, and think about going to the gym, but I just don't do it. I have way too much outside shit going on and influence, that just clearing my mind, getting outside of my comfort zone and going to the gym is something that requires a lot of thought for me. Am I fucked or something?

tldr. Love working out, but never go and do anything
Used to have a fitness background, so going back to the gym focuses my mind on the important things, and how fun it is to lift weight, fight against the heavy iron, But I never go to the gym :(

warm milk + honey

I dunno, he's just a cool guy and It's been years since I've had such a good friend, we're having tons of fun talking and all.
We joke around a lot so I don't really know. For all I know I could be imagining thing but it seems he likes me a lot as well. Just don't know if it's serious or a part of "lol gay innuedo so funny".

>starting with uni in a month
>moving out from parents at the same time
>cut going well

>no gf

overall, i cant complain

I'm sick.
>Tfw woke up and ate oats and protein powder on saturday
>2 hours later puke it up
>drink water
>puke it up
>piss looks like orange juice
>lay in bed until 4am sunday.
>wake up because i need to drink
>faint while walking down the stairs
>faint while outside mates room
>faint while drinking water
>Eat grapes and drink milk to make bloodsugar rise
>lay in bed rest of sunday
>incredibly cold but the feeling of wanting to puke goes away

IT'S BEEN 2 DAYS WITHOUT MY WORKOUT. WHAT DO I DO REEEE

HOW FUCKED ARE MY GAAINS REEE

Wouldn't being an actual fag be the one time its OK to have wide hips?

Teaspoon of baking soda mixed with water usually blows my guts out.

Honestly user when it comes to the humpin' and gruntin' your hips will be the last thing on both your minds. In my opinion your hips look in proportion with your body right now. Enjoy your date man, good luck.

its nice cause it gives you a good ass, but im not sure thats worth looking terrible in tight shirts

Slightly tired right now, and likely will be for most of the day. Annoyed that I didn't get up to my alarm at 7:10 am. Frustrated that everything I do seems to take too long. This anger will culminate into pure rage at the very end of the day, by I will get a huge surge of energy just before I need to go to bed.

Does anyone else have this problem?

From the thumbnail I thought it was this image.

u just wasted those quads, fucking faggot

I lost my virginity yesterday. At 25.

>mfw i wasted those double dubs

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congrats user.

how did it go, we need details

we're all gonna make it bro

Dino

good, my cut is going well, it seems like the fat on my inner arm is actually the outer head of the triceps, IF is really nice but the lowered calories are making me a little edgy.

>try getting a personality
how

That sucks man my dog had seizures the days before his death. You feel hopeless all while you know what's coming. Stay strong brah

get some hobbies, join some social clubs, talk to people a lot and you will start to formulate opinions and perspectives that will constitute your personality as they accumulate

thanks man

My girl of 6 yrs and i broke up last week because we didnt have sex for 3 years now, it hurts like shit tho.
also benched 2plate for the first and doubled on 3,5 deadlifts again for the third time today, felt pretty good desu.
i guess life goes on

Don't have any. Shit.

Just had aome, is it actually quick and effective?

gj, was she hot?

Dude are you being serious? If so, my condolences. You might want to look into getting a dick implant.

>be graduating senior in college
>meet and text girl for a straight week or so
>she seems really enthused
>her friend says she's into me
>I take her on a date
>goes well, we talk for hours, we're pretty similar
>doesn't respond to text a week ago, don't really hear from her since then
>see her at bar last night
>go up and say hey
>we exchange only a couple of lines before she says she has to go find her friend, I feel a little peeved
>I'm in my friend group and she's in hers, we kind of stare at each other from across the bar for a while
>I'm feeling a little frustrated and my friend wants to get food so I leave

What exactly is going on here, /fit? Am I being tested? This girl is a dime piece by the way

Just ask her what's up goddamn man

Pretty shitty. I think I am finally getting some good gains but just depressed. I keep telling myself everytime I go to the gym I am gonna try to talk to a girl but it never happens. I broke up with my gf of a long time months ago but I feel worthless now. I think I might just be 50 and lonely but huge I'm too scared of rejection.

I've been doing a lazy man's linear progression once a week since the summer. Took my Lat Pulldown from 100 lbs to 187.5 and my OHP from 20 lbs to 105.0 lbs.

Now, I've finally stalling trying to get 3x5 for 190 and 107.5 lbs for each lift.

I tryied addding a mid week workout with Lat Pulldown, but they just seems to make my recovery worse.

I think my work capacity is terrible, so I'm considering doin some mid week German Volume Training with V-Bar Pulldowns (10x10 with 60 second rests between sets) starting with 100 lbs.

I probably also need better sleep, but work seems to be preventing that recently.

Pretty terrible - every day is a battle to not end it all despite being active with the gym, work, and school.

yeah. i have got up between 11am and 1pm for the last 5 weeks. should have got up at 8am. energetic at 10pm but it's too late to do things. waste the rest of the day.

Try doing more activities you enjoy user as well as your usual routine. Start making a list each day and check off when you accomplish something and reward yourself. Just keep your head up man your already putting in more effort than those robots.

>tfw can't remember last time you had an erection without wanking at it for 10 minutes
what's the point in being a poonhound if I don't even want sex?

did you remember to say no homo???

same, and it hinders relationships when you think of your partner as a whore. Any ideas anyone?

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Well besides the fact that I have no friends, no love life prospect, very little family left, am 90lbs overweight, and currently in 40k debt, I guess I'm doing alright!

Bro consider yourself lucky I've been in this situation before. Your only attracted to the sexual ride she gave you there are no really feelings involved here. Consider yourself very luck to be out of that situation and find a girl that's compatible with you. Hate to be harsh but you seriously need to stop thinking with your dick like so many of us make the mistake of doing. I degress if you really feel like you want a hoe for a housewife then I can almost promise you she will be back just like she jumped back to talking to her ex. HEED MY WARNING do not run behind her do your own thing and just like she appeared there will be another user. We often forget there are so many women on this planet don't let one be your down fall your a man and men get women have some confidence in yourself bud. Keep your head up I believe in you.

Agreed. Don't see why you had to say nigger though. They don't typically have these type of issues.

How about doing something about it then

Oh to be ghetto and carefree

>No GF
>Bummed
>Simultaneously aware that I could not contribute to a relationship in a meaningful way
>Valentine's day coming up
>Plan to get shitfaced with adorkable tranny and other internet acquaintances and vidya all day

I have a whole in me need filling and the only solution is Jack'n'Coke.

>jack n coke
really, kiddo? you're gonna drink an entire 12 pack of coca cola in one day, completely ruining your diet, just because you're too much of a pussy to just drink straight from the bottle?

The fact I'm in this position should give a pretty good indication of the quality of my work ethic... at this point I've fucked up so much my confidence is eroded to such a degree that simple everyday decisions is hard for me... I feel I need to place myself in a sensory deprivation tank for 48 hours to reboot my mind.

Or just kill myself, who knowz.

>not talking with anyone really, just with my parents
>only activity I do is lift eat and play videogames
>tried going out with friends, not enjoying it anymore
>literally making almost no gainz for the past year, I'm putting in a lot of work yet no progress
>installed tinder, almost zero matches
>I'm in this self hate loop that I can't get out of

its finally over :) gj man you made it

>girl in class keeps making trying to make small talk and throwing all kinds of hints my way
>not sure if she's fucking with me or actually interested
>I already got rejected by a girl from this same class last year after half the class thought we were an item
>fucking touchy feely women
>losing sleep over this, can't sleep more than 4-5hours lately

I should have started getting fit earlier, now I'm too autistic to reap the benefits

at least I hit my first 10km run yesterday

sorry don't really care about your girl problems but
>first 10km run yesterday
nice work! what was your previous max? about what speed?

hows ur ass feeling user

I wasn't recording the distance properly before so I was doing 9,4km and thinking it was actually 8,5km
I'm stuck at 11,20km/h for a while now

Any tips for increasing my speed?
I don't know if I should push for speed on 10km runs or go down to 5km and google isn't helping

Thus on so many levels.

Working out like a beast since new years. Qt.3.14 puerto Rican wants to be gf/wife not sure how I feels about it. Still enjoying alone time after getting rid of estp.

>Miss her
>Didn't even break up, I had to move for work
>It was just supposed to be a friends thing, a girl I had kinda wronged and I wanted to apologize
>Insert feelings and sex.
>Message each other about every other week, for about two hours
>Moves from catching up to reminiscing to heavy feels quickly
>Can't even move back for another 18 months
>Stopped drinking because whenever I did, I'd get stuck on her

>Girl at my gym keeps getting closer
>She's one of the more dedicated females I've seen in any gym
>Ignored her for months so I wouldn't make her uncomfortable, she wears a death stare, anyway
>For whatever reason about a month and a half ago, I look over at her to see her staring at me doing my diddly's
>She smiles
>I smile back and wink at her.
>That'll push her away, what kind of spaz winks at women nowadays?
>CALC_RISK: ERROR
>Now she constantly looks at me, works near me.
>She always makes a point to pass right in front of me on her way out, smile, and say "See ya' tomorrow!"
>Other guys are all "What the fuck?" since apparently she ignores everyone else
>I can't stand to break one of my rules (no hitting on girls at the gym or their work).

>Make the mistake of offering a female coworker a free consultation (imma PT, do it for side cash out of my gym) after she talked about how expensive PT's are, no time to learn about diet, blah blah blah
>She goes from maybe a cordial conversation a week to constant conversation, maybe only half about her fitness stuff
>But she's actually going after her program hard and is super psyched about every aspect
>Constant messages of whatever inane bullshit is going on.
>Suddenly insanely curious about what I am doing on the weekend.
>She is empirically unattractive, but I am a firm believer in karma, and I have been a dick too many times to women to string her along or use her.
>Wrestling with how to friendzone her or if I'm going to have to shoot her down hard one day.

Shit man I'm sorry

Everything is going extremely well these days.
Good relationship, good gains, just smoothly cruising towards my goals regarding everything.
Still poor as shit but A LOT better than even just a year ago. No social life really aside from my relationship but I don't really feel like I'm missing out on anything so it's cool. I need to focus on other things right now anyway...

Problem is I can't truly enjoy any of this because of this crippling seasonal depression I've had since I was a kid.
I've been to therapy and tried some meds over the years but swore off it some years ago, it never did any good. Got a dawn simulator but the only difference it has made is that waking up is more pleasant.

Just following my normal routine no matter how bad it gets, waiting for spring to arrive.
The routine is comforting. Being forced to break it even a little makes me grumpy and pathetic.

>girl tells me she has something to tell me
>"but later"

Ive given enough signs (maybe too straightforward) that i dig this chick.

But the suspense is killing me.

Also, just got hired to sell knives and cutlery, really lax job and hours.

Just finished an exam for law enforcement. Did really well, 2nd to finish in my section.

W-what if she tells me my chest is t-too small bros.

W-what if i fail the psych eval for the law enforcement pipeline because I said tfwnogf out loud?

H-hold me b-bros

>11,2 km/h
that's between 5:00 and 5:30 per km, which, I'd say, is quite good. That's about the speed I average, but I only do 5km runs. If you really want to get faster, I think you're supposed to alternate between longer, slower runs and shorter, faster ones. So, maybe twice a week you try to decrease your 5km time, and the other times you just go for 10km, regardless of speed

bro try a penis extender, apparently they are the only ones that work.needs about 6 months of work though, its nothing compared to what you've been through.

pegym.com/penis-extender

This.

Veeky Forums's "how you holding up threads" are pretry therapeutic.

How do you meditate ?

sounds sensible, thanks user

>got a job and a raise in the few months following it, now making 3times the average income of my city
>got an appartment
>lost 36kg, only 10 kg from my goal weight
>started lifting, stats are good for only 4 months
>got back in touch with old friends
and still
>25yo virgin

Is there an escape brehs?

drop vidya, hit the library.try to talk with at least one person in the gym a day.smile with everyone.

See doctor immediately

chad please go

thank bro gonna try

Yes. The course you're on will be that escape, give it some time.