What's her name, Veeky Forums?

I know bro, thanks. I'm just trying to trust the process and know that someday I can get to love her as much as she does for me

Thats my story too bro. Feel ya

High school love is the strongest thing human can experience, that i can say at the high age of 22.

But i hope im wrong

What´s up with all these teens lately crying they lost their only live in the life or shit like that ? Is this what millennial drama looks like ?

this so much

Natalie

I could tell by the moment I met her that she'd be surrounded by suitors and I decided it'd be best not to get involved and just have a platonic friendship. By the time I admitted to myself that I had stronger feelings despite my better judgement and gathered the courage to approach her, she was in a romantic dilemma of her own, crushing on her casual sex friend.

It's been months now and although we don't talk or interact anymore, it's tearing at me. I tried to funnel the frustration into my lifts one day when it became too much and I just had to explode somehow, but I failed every set miserably.

I'm getting better. Looking to get a job with regular working hours, getting a steady income, then try to get back into a social life where I can meet people with similar interests and hopefully someone who I can fall in love with, again. I know it's not healthy to just swap from one infatuation to another, but it's not any better than having nothing to look forward to, either.

All we can do is hope for something in the future. I really hope that you can find something again with someone user

OP here. I don't know why, but this helped tremendously for some reason. You also described my own feelings better than I did in the original post.

I just don't know if I can last even another month of thinking of her every five minutes, which is what I do now, knowing she's far gone from me and probably taking Chad's cock. If I still feel like killing myself for much longer, I might actually do it. But what you write resonates with me for some reason.

I know I gotta man up. Change things. I just don't know how. I hate every second of my waking hours. But thank you friend. It's good to know someone else feels these feels too.

Ahhh, what it felt like to be 19 again. You're being an emotional chump right now, but that's okay because you're still young. Nothing to worry about here OP, you're just riding that wave called life.

Sometimes, shit hits the fan, but guess what? Life goes on with or without you. You're starting a new chapter in your life. That's the silver lining right there. If you were stagnant and kept being friends with this girl all the time, she would've eventually turned you into her little beta orbiter. Just the fact that you're mourning for her gives you a chance to start a new chapter in life. Don't be such a pussy, and just keep doing what you gotta be doing. That's what men do. They move on, compartmentalize things in their head, spill their spaghetti all over Veeky Forums, then become a new feels bro. You're gonna make it don't worry.

I wasn't in the friendzone. We were actually on the verge on forming a relationship. I wouldn't have caught as strong feelings as I have if all I thought was about fucking her. Of course I did, but it was only 10% of what she gave me again as a person. We would spend time together nearly every day. We kissed countless times, and all our mutual friends knew we were together .. so it's not the tale of the nerdy loser kid who thought he could marry his oneitis that doesn't even know he exists

Ahahahahahah omfg this is the cringiest and gayest shit i ever read. Serious question, how can you be so gay?

First you are 19, second she wasn't even your girlfriend, third you didn't even fuck.

Although it's pretty obvious you didn't fuck only a virgin could be so pathetic. Like grow a pair m8.

>Considered suicide many times, that's how bad this is. I cry myself to sleep every night.

You should definetly kill yourself son, we don't need such closet women going around posing as men.