I caved in, bought a hooker and now I feel like a miserable piece of shit

I caved in, bought a hooker and now I feel like a miserable piece of shit

Should I kill myself or go full misoginy?

Also is it possible to completely remove your sex-drive?
It's causing me more pain than joy

Yeah do a cycle, some of the hormones can turn you asexual. I think an NPP only cycle should do the trick. I didn't even look at Porn

What about your experience is causing you so much pain? You got pussy. You paid for it, but still got laid. It's not like you raped her faggot. Was she hot?

tell yourself this: I didn't pay her for sex, I paid her to go away after.


(attributed to Dashiel Hammett)

tell us the full story don't post this teaser bullshit

>Should I kill myself or go full misoginy?

Why would you kill yourself over something so meaningless? You fucked a hooker, big deal. What do you have against women that would make you go full misogyny? Every woman isn't responsible for whatever predicament you're in, why take your negative emotions out on them?

>Also is it possible to completely remove your sex-drive?

Completely I doubt it. Castration should drastically cut it down though. I'm sure your sexually frustrated but there are probably deeper more important issues in your life that need addressing. Ask yourself why you're unhappy (other than your sex-drive) and slowly work on improving, bub. Don't buy into the mentality that life has to be perfect or will ever be perfect. Everyone suffers in some unique way, you're not alone. Simplify and make a conscious effort to be a good person.

She was hot, but I feel like a fucking piece of shit
Also looking back, I think she might have been the victim of human trafficking or some fucked up stuff


I just want to be loved, but I hate myself so much I keep doing this awful stuff

And she still would've gotten dicked down that night if you hadn't of done it. It's literally the world's oldest profession, and it's a lot more common in the United States than what some SJW fucks would have you believe.

You're not some kind of monster, you're just a dumb faggot who's focusing on the wrong problems. Everyone wants to feel loved, everyone also wants to bust a nut every now and again senpai. Nothing wrong with it, it's natural.

Go find some kind of hobby that you're uncomfortable with at first (jiu jitsu, backpacking, playing an instrument, etc) and thrive off of it. Just do yourself, and don't go out of your way for a relationship (beating off and hookers if you have the disposable money are cool). Females will come when they see you have an actual passion for something, and aren't a complete loser.

>Love yourself, and others will follow suit

I caved in. Bought meat from a store instead of killing the animal myself.

Should I kill myself or go full store-bought diet?

Also is it possible to completely remove your appetite?
It's causing me more pain than joy.

>Good, thought-out advice on Veeky Forums

What the hell is this?

You know on tinder you can fuck whores for free right?

Except that logic is fucked because she could have left without the sex if it was just you paying her to leave.

Stop staying dumb shit. There's nothing wrong with paying for sex. If it's what you want and it's between consenting adults (ie not victims of sex trafficing) then there's nothing to be ashamed of.
It's just sex ffs. Who cares how you got it?

>10pbp

thanks for the motivation based Tyrone

Based chocolate face

Sextrade is an abomination, the most disgusting form of slavery there is. Arguably also the sole reason we still have failed to eradicate STD´s. Not only that, it also allows the omegas of society to taste what only alphas should: Sex

If you ever plan to further enable this degeneracy, then the answer can only be yes.

You beat the system user. You went straight for a professional instead fannying about amateurs

why u cheesin op you got some pussy lighten tf up

Are you brainwashed or mentally ill?

Being unhealthy or overtraining will bring your sex drive down a lot. Castration and estrogen therapy would allow you to still be healthy while dropping your sex drive, but I doubt you want to become a tranny

And if you feel bad about having consensual sex with a woman, you need to reassess. If you think she wasn't able and willing to consent, that what you did was wrong, then she must be essentially a child.

she's not.

Probably brainwashed
I grew up in a heavy feminist home

I cried in shame the first time I got a blowjob because I felt it was disrespectful to the girl

keep getting hookers and once you stop being a bitch you'll feel great again

grow the fuck up mothercucker, "i just want to be loved" yeah, everyone fucking wants! go out, meet people and enjoy your fucking life like a regular person
fuck it if she was human trafficked, she is making money now, so keep it going, fuck another hooker, drink couple shots of jack and go out to meet people

Get over yourself

Jfc

You both entered into a mutual agreement, she gets money you got to fuck her
Life goes on

She'll go on and fuck more dudes for money and you're here down however much you paid AND feeling bad for yourself lel

grow up pussy

prostitution is the oldest profession in society

most of your ancestors probably lost their virginity to one