Tfw another friday night at home alone after the gym

It's weird, we had a raging party at my house last friday. I even flirted with a qt asian girl. Tonight, all is quiet. I wouldn't normally be this reflective but feeling like a normie for one night definitely gave me some perspective on what life is like for some people. That's there more to life than going to the same gym I've been going to for 3 years, coming home and watching youtube until bed.

It's an abstract kind of feel.

I really don't like clubs or bars, I don't really enjoy alcohol and get mad social anxiety when I'm around a lot of people I don't know

Well youre pretty gay then

>finally matched with a qt on tinder
>went to sc immediately
>snapped me consstantly last night getting to know each other a bit
>have not heard anything from her for 24 hours

Shes getting fucked tonight I just know it.

Guy who made it here.
I've been fucking qts every weekend for about 2 months now. Society is filled with lassive agressive cunts who will always try to keep you down in order to feel better about themselves.
I decided to give the middle finger to everyone. Lifting, smoking weed and vidya is much better, believe me.

>Girl I've been in love with for the past few months tells me she doesn't see anything for us in the future
>This is after we made out and confessed feelings for each other a few weeks ago
>Leading me on like crazy
>Don't even feel anything
She's been fucking me up so much over the past months, confusing me and turning me into an emotional wreck, I don't even feel anything anymore, I think I've reached the deep end

Ayyy, Friday night, no girls in sight

>smoking weed
fuck off and die

dont speak to her for at least 2 weeks

>doesn't know that weed relaxes your muscles thus improving recovery
Do some research, fag.

>made it
>smoking weed and playing video games
Wew

Intimacy is kind of a private thing for me, I feel uncomfortable rubbing genitals with some random slut I literally have said nothing to.

how old are you? I'm 18 and going off to college next year, ive done homeschooling after my first year of highschool because I kept getting in fights and no one liked me, do I still have a chance to have fun and go to crazy parties and make memories and stuff?

We work together and go to school together
I'm just gonna endure, I don't care

You are a homosexual

>th a qt asian girl. Tonight, all is quiet. I wouldn't normally be this reflective but feeling like a normie for one night definitely gave me some perspective on what life is like for some people. That's there more to life than going to the same gym I've been going to for 3 years, coming home and watching youtube until bed.

do you really think most people who do this are doing it becuase they havne't tried having a real life?

I haven't had a male friend since I started the 8th grade.

I'm 23 now and the only people that seemed to want to be friends with me were women.

I make 3k a month without a degree.
I have the best body of everyone I know.
Oneitis manipulated me and now she's a wreck because she realized she lost the best guy she could ever get.
Being big will not reward you with mires and respect, it will actually provoke resentment and jealousy from lesser people than you.
Focus on yourself. That's it.

No I'm not, I get turned on putting my arm around this qt from work and having her snuggle up to me but she has a boyfriend

Is it that hard to think that some people don't like sex with strangers?

I fucking hate birthdays, people don't care about me any other day of the year then just cause it's my birthday they have to pretend to give a shit

I'm 26 and still have fun from time to time. My room mate is 29 and he's the one who organizes the parties. Just don't get complacent. At 18 your life is just beginning.

Autism it is then

fpbp

At least people who aren't related to you remember your birthday.

thank you user, I just feel like I'm being left behind while other people my age have already had a lifetime worth of fun times.

Wrong again, I'm a salesman my job depends on me connecting with people and reading social cues correctly otherwise i would've been fired ages ago.

Care to try and find some other fault to rationalize?

No, I assumed people on here were autistic rather than failed normies. Is that what you meant? Your question is vague.

Go out there, learn a skill, make some money and the rest will fall into place. You're on a more even playing field then you think. Holy fuck what I'd do to go back to being 18, I'd give almost anything. Let me be your ghost of Christmas future user.

>Implying people related to me remember my birthday

I look for guidance anywhere I can find it

at home i have a good sized group of friends from highschool but im in college in another state and i have no friends here and i have 0 clue how to make friends here

No gf, few friends by they're more acquaintances than friends so they're semi fake or flakey.

I pretty much accept that I'm a work in progress socially and physically and just try to not let two days of the week get me down. We're all gonna make it.

Damn, some of you fucks are really insufferable. Has the thought about not being a whiny bitch and trying to put yourself out there and risk it instead ever cross your minds?

>putting my arm on someone turns me on
>girl rubbing ass on my dick does nothing
Yeah autism

Some people want to blow off steam, I'm on the grind everyday and want to talk to rare my fellow austists with self-improvement complexes. Is is really that faggy?

The women don't want to be friends with you. They're just using you to make them feel better about themselves.

Instead of using buzzwords please explain to me why that's so strange, and obviously it doesn't do absolutely nothing but I'm hardly to the point past "oh this is cool and this girl is hot" and being happy I can make my friends jealous the next day.

Reporting

>trying to put yourself out there
howtho

Self improvement is a meme. Not the idea, but it's expression.

If there's one thing I learned in grade school, never declare your victories early (although at the time it was about test scores), 'cause often times it'll turn around for one reason or another and make you look like a boastful idiot. That applies to any situation, like girls, or any goals you happen to have.

You do you, just work on yourself. Why waste time virtue signalling how great you are to a bunch of randos on an anime image board? Makes you look like you're hiding something. If you're doing good, your actions says so. You don't have to say anything.

I honestly have no idea what the fuck you are saying.

Oh cool, your a door to door hawker, that's pretty cool, I guess.
"oi bruhv, you wanna change electricity retailers? No...? O-okay then..."

>tfw rode over 40 miles today
>nice weather
>met qt friend later in the day
>we shared coffee (iced no cream/no sugar)
>i helped fix her bike
>something close to feeling alpha.wmv
>had a better day than usual
>didnt want to kill myself

no gym today though sadly i know im a cuck
hope you bros had a good day today

Ok, obviously there's a minimal of attraction because that's chemical, but the whole club shit isn't more than doing something different for once. Good story to tell to friends to make them jealous and shit.

No I'm not and I'm not gonna validate my life on fucking Veeky Forums

My friends all suck major dick, so I just cut ties to basically everyone I know. Starting to work on different forms of self improvement and getting in shape, going cocoon mode until next year. When this butterfly comes out all sexy just going to do my best to try and talk to every random I encounter to build social skills and make friends. It's super hard to make a true friend as an adult, especially someone who's like you and interested in the same things, that also can afford and has time to do those things.

Sounds similar, girl I was talking to breaks up with guy and then a day after I see her and them together on snap alone like wtf you were literally flirting with me like 2 hours ago

Literally still not making any sense

Veeky Forums brahs I need ya' help

>be me
>be fit, tall, broad shouldered guy with an undercut
>be getting off subway with friends
>walking up stairs when 8/10 qt3.14 just stops me as I'm walking up stairs and she's walking
>"hey, this is kind of weird, but I always see you around. We met at the airport once and I'm always seeing you around"
>continue on conversation, she smiling the whole time
>get hungry for kebab, remember got to eat to get those gains
>cut off conversation and points fingers like pic related and say "see you around, gotta get some kebab"
>friends come up to me laughing their asses at my social autism
>tells me how i'm an idiot for not asking her number and how she was obviously interested in me

fuck, how do i undo my Veeky Forums autism? I found her facebook, should I send her message inviting to her a party tonight or wait for tomorrow and get a meal and then go to a party?

Okay dude whatever.

Ok, from what I can tell you're talking about, I think you're confusing thot slaying and le manly ideals.

Thot slayer =/= Being a man

Being a man is about taking risks and never giving up, even when all the odds are stacked against you, and even if you lose. It just so happens that attraction, and women in particular, are drawn toward men who take risks (for biological reasons - if a men isn't willing to take risks to change his place or make himself better, what are the odds he will take risks to defend her or their child when push comes to shove) that the two are often conflated. The only men that think fucking a lot of women is great are betas who never get any and men who fuck a lot of women in attempt to fill some emotional void in their life.

Hey user it's okay I go to insanely difficult high school and I feel your feel all my friends are doing stupid stuff hanging out etc and I'm here studying and lifting

>mfw community college

Just bee urself :^).

I would use the facebook thing as a last resort. It's always better to invite people in person. Just invite her to go out to lunch with you or something, if she says yes you won't have to worry about "Should I ask for the number????" because she'll have to implicitly give it to you for the date to work anyway, and she won't mind 'cause she already said yes.

Hey man I'm agreeing with you. It's that guy I'm disagreeing with that he seems to think that the only way I'm not attracted to club whores is because Im gay or have autism.

no friends and a giant stimulation machine to sit infront of for hours

Do you guys think you ever will genuinely be happy? Everyday that goes by I fell like happiness is just a meme.

I have this social autism too. I never pick up on any social cues until a friend points them out.

>sitting alone in my apartment, half asleep and getting drunk while watching stranger things
>get a drunk snap from ONS from a couple of weeks ago
>"heey want me to come over?"
>replay: "hey i'm kinda tired but if you want to i guess that is ok"
>10 minutes later: "pleeeasse"
>replay "sure come on over"
>make some cofee
>take a shower
>clean apartment
>throw together a chill musc playlist with frank ocean, weekend, chainsmokers, beatles etc

4 hours later, no replay. I guess if you're not a 8/10 + there is no such thing as a "sure thing".

I wish I had gone to community college after high school, college was a waste of money. So much so that I'll be back next semester at age 26. Keep pushing nigga.

Yeah, but I honestly don't know where I would see her again.

I've never seen this girl before honestly

OH. Now I understand what you're saying, lol. Cub whores ruin even men's souls when they go through enough. Though men have a higher tolerance, against because of biology.

Were we seriously saying the same fucking thing?

Thanks that makes me feel a little better. College is expensive as fuck, some of my friends are paying the median American salary every year but I'm getting the first 2 years free.

No, but maybe someday I won't want to kill myself

if it helps, and this might just be me but i feel it is this way for a lot of folks, a lot of the times you go out, you're just going out with the same old tired gang you've been with the last couple of years. You'll go to the same shitty clubs, flirt with some girls, get rejected and end up fallng a sleep to an episode of how i met your mother while eating your shitty mcdonalds burger.

even as a somewhat "normie" that goes out every weekend i still long for more "party-partes" and events that mostly just happens on special occasions like haloween, new years, birthdays, music festivals and such

maybe it's differnt for you down in america idk

>your oneitis is probably having sex at a party right now

Nah, it's because of your meh Yeah whatever attitude. Bitches hate that, they want you to want them. Even if it's whatever, act like they're making your day

I totally understand what you mean. Still, it's always better to do it in person. If she always sees you around then just be on the lookout is best I can say. Give it a couple of days, maybe friend her on Facebook but don't say anything, and if you still can't find anything then fire.

I met a girl at auditions for flute (Yeah I get it I'm a faggot) and never saw this girl again after awhile. Eventually I started seeing her all the time again randomly, and caught where she was working- or where she is studying, that might be your best bet.

I said hi to her the first time. bet all my chips and hoped she showed up next week. She was working the same time (front desk of a library) and I walked in, talked about stuff for a minute or two and asked her out, she said yes. And now she's my girlfriend.

appears so moj prijatelj

>even porn is boring now

That's not true at all. If a girl feels like you're utterly attracted to her it's a huge turn off. Don't ask me why but these crazy ass women like the uncertainty of not knowing how much the guy likes them.

No, you're right. I used to go out more regularly but it was always shitty just going from bar to bar, blowing $20 a night on shitty beers to be in a loud place with people you don't give a fuck about. House parties are a lost art the older you get, I don't understand the appeal of bars at all, my friends don't even seem to enjoy them that much either.

You're doing it wrong.

my gf is yelling at me as i type this. its not all its cracked up to be

how?

Yeah, I agree with you, hopefully that's what happens

I've always been a face to face person and don't really like all this social media stuff.

Kind of kicking myself for not just asking her number then. She was really good-looking, I remember my first thought was "wow you're pretty" and then "who the fuck are you?"

Just remember there's no time like the present. Next time you see her, you have to do it. Who knows when you'll get another chance.

yep, posted a story about her date tonight

I just dont' understand how this works. All the things that i was told were supposed to happen a certain way don't happen at all.

I'm just so tired.

Hey Veeky Forums not doing so good. Just watched a girl I thought was into me with her ex a day after they broke up and then she was on inatgram live watching random dudes stroke off so yeah I'm doing great :/ I guess I shoulda known she was a hoe

...

Lesson to learn: always pursue multiple girls at once.

I am, and there all hoes how do i make this mistake over and over

Idk man I'm stuck on that part too

At least when one falls out I have the other hoes to distract me

I just want a qt3.14 that I don't have to play games with desu...

I'm alone, games no longer interest me so I'm just sitting at my computer browsing Veeky Forums. Spring break ending, have to go back to uni. Only going part time and still have shit grades. No motivation to write this 11 day late paper. I'm fuckeeeed

I mean that sucks but that's all on you buddy.

Join me in Overwatch

>be me
>No gf no friends
>go to pool hall alone
>play for a little bit, scope it out
>qts always mistake my confidence at a pool table for confidence in real life
>either talk and play games with them or just play some dudes depending who's there that night
>head over to another pub in town
>sit at the bar looking happy and approachable
>eavesdrop until I hear something funny and then I laugh with the people next to me
>starts a conversation literally every single time, they'll say something like "see, this guy gets it!"
>do that, get phone numbers, shake hands
>come home to my dad's spare bedroom and do it all again next weekend
I don't know if this helps but this is what I do on the weekends and it keeps the loneliness away.. just go be a nobody somewhere and be friendly and people will see you just want to be a part of something and include you..

pretty much. been letting all aspects of life spiral down. Wouldn't be surprised If I became a friendless dropout soon.

>>>eavesdrop until I hear something funny and then I laugh with the people next to me
>>starts a conversation literally every single time, they'll say something like "see, this guy gets it!"

>tfw afraid to be seen as the creepy guy that listens to other people's conversations

Jesus christ niqqa. Fuck school if you need too, but you need to reevaluate your life in general. Like what you want to do with the rest of it.

I play it off casually like I just happened to hear it out of the corner of my ear, I don't stare while their talking or openly try to include myself.

iunno try to get swole die before 30.