Bros, this is a thread dedicated to explain what bugs you, what makes you feel bad in this moment. Get rid of those bad feels and try to find help from and for other anons.
Try to make this fitness related. If you just can't, we'll listen you, but I want to remind you that this board once used to be good. Let's not be so rude.
I'll post mine in the next post. I have omitted the background story.
>be me, 18 yo kv skinny manlet
>was working out in my home gym built my myself located at my buddy's house since September
>got the flu at least 4 times
>slowed down my progress by at least 3 months
>got gastroenteritis in March
>I weighted 68 kg at the time.
>vomit, diarrhea, AT THE SAME TIME
>literally vomiting in a bowl while shitting myself in the toilet
>I was shitting pee
>39.5 celsius body temperature
>genuinely felt like hell
>pain everywhere
>could not eat
>could not even drink water, if not very slowly with a fucking teaspoon
>at some point I had nothing more to puke so it was like my soul was trying to escape
>when I got tired and started drinking water I puked so much and with such force I painted the doorframes of my house with vomit
>doing so the virus was transmitted to my parents
>I felt so bad for them
>but the worst thing of all, knowing that at the end this all would pass is
>lost FUCKING 5 KG
>take in mind that when I started working out I weighted 62 kg
>after 10 days of this I go back to the routine, but I have to use way lighter weights
>grind my teeth and gain 2.5 kgs (most was water since I was dehydrated
>after 2 weeks, I get diarrhea again
>Lose 3 more kgs
>I still have diarrhead right now, forcing myself to not shit my pants
>It's been like this since 5 days ago
>can't eat almost anything
>I'm sleeping 5 hours every 24 hours at most since I'm always going to the bathroom to shit
I feel like shit bros, I'm not even able to write it down. I look like shit, I have shit strenght, everything fucking sucks and when I shitted myself trying to sleep last night I genuinely started thinking at my life, at my future in the world, at the future of the world, on how there was no hope and I prayed for the world to explode and for me to go quietly in the night
I'm posting from bathroom right now
>Be me, 18 year old 5"6 manlet with gyno
>have had gyno for seven years now and it's pretty bad, only remedy would be surgery
>hormones are also fucked which is why I'm a manlet
>always made fun of my height since ninth grade
>whenever friends would go to beach for pool would make bullshit reason to not go
>"Yea uhh I have to go to Costco with grandma" or some other autistic excuse
>have to wear a chest compression shirt to hide my man titties
I had some blood work done recently which should tell me what is wrong with my hormones
Gyno fucking sucks
>been living with GF for 4 years now
>haven't had sex for 3 weeks
>gf blames it on all kinds of stuff
>stop tryin
>jacks off on toilet alone
this is the part where people call you a retard for not going to Doctors.
your relationship is dying, if you dont correct it then it will end soon
once the sex goes, death comes soon after
that was a comically horrible account of affairs, OP. Seek medical advice
so this is how those doctors in mexico ended up being butchered by the cartels huh?
how about stop being a fucking thief so they don't have to put you on /b/ in a gore thread
>Had an infected uvula after new years
>couldn't eat
>got some shit from the doc for it
>still took a week to go away
>lost 5kg in a week
>was a skelly before
I've been there OP. Hope you get better soon.
If she can be with you 3 weeks and not want to fuck once it's done, it will never be right again
>be me 19 yo in uni
>realise halfway through the semester that what I'm studying is completely boring and uninteresting to me
>think of where to switch
>can't switch to economics because it requires a history exam, which I didn't think I'd need in the future
>can't switch to sound technologies because it requires some weird vague entry exam with one of the requirements being "compose a score for a scene from a movie"
>music was my passion my whole life but everything apart from sound technologies in this one university blows ass
>all that's left is to either drop out and find a job and have no time for practicing instrument or keep dragging myself through boring and hard studies being a NEET but having time to practice instrument
bitcoin. its what I did in uni with all that free electricity and internet access and now if I need money I cash them in and use them when I like
most just think I'm a poor neet though meanwhile their jobs keep going to people who will accept lower pay :^)
I recently met a girl on tinder that I really liked. We hit it off really well. Compatable as fuck. Easy to talk to. She was short, fit, gorgeous, talented (dancer) funny etc. She thought I was an oral sex wizard. I made her cum like 10 times in one night and 3 times in 2 minutes on a separate occasion.
Our first date she told me she wasn't from my town and was here for school. Shes a senior and graduates next month. Told me she was going to move to LA to pursue dancing after college. And like a retard, I started falling for her anyway knowing full well it would never work out. I got blackout drunk one night and texted her that I wanted to try something serious and ever since she's wanted nothing to do with me. Feelsbadman. I only knew her for a month before I caught feelings I have no idea what happened to me.
redpill me on bitcoin
Went to the gym today. Not feeling 100% (rain the past couple days kicked up some allergies I think). Tried squatting the bar, felt tight but just thought I needed to stretch. Loaded up warm up weight, tighter than a loli pussy in a doujin. Form was absolute shit and I was feeling pain in numerous places because I've got some DOMS after swimming yesterday. Decided it was too risky with by body acting this poorly so I just went home. Fucking disappointed and pissed off at the same time.
I won't go into my numerous non-Veeky Forums feels now
Try having this realisation 2 years before finishing your masters
Literally cant sleep
I feel strange crawling sensations in the skin. Doctor always tell me its because I am too nervous all the time. Its been like that for 2 years.
Lately started to have anxiety attacks at night too.
Not cutting weight as fast as I expected.
>She left me for a skinny fat creepy, looking guy
>our relationship ended much like the last one, the new one starting like ours did
>leaves me with many questions regarding the beginning of our relationship
>Found out she pulled the trigger because her whale roommates didn't like me and couldn't have him, so they pushed her to get with him
>flat fucking broke because I spoiled her the week before, leading up to our anniversary
At least she was fat
I have lost all my friends..
I am lonely and deploited of friendly contact.
I am in college and would like to be invited to a party or something but knowing me, that wont happen.
It is shit.
> Promised myself I would avoid girls and concentrate on me
> 7 whole months as a happy singleton
> Feel myself catching feelings for this girl
> Cannot for the life of me shake them
Just come off a months placement of having to see her everyday. We hit it off so well. But she has this ugly ass boyfriend who's ten years older than me and makes 6 figures plus a year at the very least.
Just fucking kill me.
w-what about good feels?
almost got my degree
currently pushing 115kg on bench
got a few compliments when i went out last night
my mind is eerily quiet and content after meditating
Lost a rep on my 2nd and 3rd sets of pause incline db today, as compared to this same weight 4 weeks ago. feels bad, bu hoping it was a fluke and next week I will be a bigga boi
I can't get my penis erect when im with a girl, its gotten to the point where i avoid trying to further any relationship with girls. Its killing me inside
Have to work as a bouncer again so i can train mma properly.
Fuck
Go see a doctor dude, it'll be embarrassing but they can help you at least
My life is plagued by regrets
I had amazing potential as a kid, was very smart. But I had fuckall motivation or ambition, so I fucked up college, twice.
Now Im stuck with a shit deadend job, I work my ass off every day and Im still broke.
I fucked up friendships that I really cared about, relationships that I really cared about. The last one was the heaviest. GF of 5 years at that time was going to study abroad for a long time. At first I was supposed to come with her, but I got cold feet in the end, I didnt want to leave everything here behind. We got in a huge fight and left me. That was 2 years ago, Ive been thinking about it every single day, even if I do my best to forget it.
Im 27 now and I feel like life is over for me, I had my chances and I fucked them all up. I feel like a burden to my parents, a failure, a fuckup, I sincerely hate myself. I know deep inside its never too late to make a change and I still keep trying to make things better every day. But Im plagued by my past every second of every day, my thoughts and memories just wont leave me alone.
Gym is the only place where I feel serenity
I've been getting more active lately and starting to feel better as a result, but it's only because I'm afraid of being left alone with my own thoughts. I've been suicidal for as long as I can remember and it's only getting worse, with little things throwing me back into the loop in spite of having things like a girlfriend, and a job. Self hatred isn't going away by lifting like I expected. Not even sure if I'm going to be alive by Christmas.
Sounds like you might be gay?
I'm very attracted to females, I just get anxious and can't relax which ends up causing my dick not to work. I've heard about viagra but never tried it, maybe that will help? Even though i know its not a physical issue.
Stop masturbating and watching porn if you're doing either one now. If not, then go talk to a doctor.
Have you thought about suicide? Seems like a decent solution to your problems.
I have a feeder fetish that makes me pop boners over fat grills in the gym.
I'm never gonna make it bros ;_; I'm too much of a degenerate to get Veeky Forums and spread healthy values.
>hold fast froggo
No, I would never kill myself, I will never give up no matter how hard things are.
Way to be sympathetic, cunt.
Learn from your mistakes so you don't make them again. That's all you can do about the past. Accept your fuckups and put them behind you as lessons.
It was a genuine suggestion. No need to be so bitter about it. Sounds like you'd be better of dead, why is that such a crazy idea?
>brother abuses me
>i'm bigger than him but am terribly weak and afraid to hurt people
>he beats me up every so often and i do nothing about it
>feel shit, self esteem is gone all my life
>he's 3 years older than me
>i'm 18 he's 21
>he still lives at home
>mother does nothing to help just lets it happen
>can't blame her, she shouldn't have to deal with him
>brother is 100% selfish, lets my mum pay for his rent in our rented council home
>fantasies about killing him
>never hated anyone as much as him
>one day he comes into my room
>says i've been treating him badly
>that i've been a total dick to him for months
>tells me to apologies and treat him better
>"I don't owe you shit"
>he goes in for a punch
>just try and not get fucked as much this time
>just let it happen
>run round the house etc
>one point i let go a little and try to beat him with a baseball bat
>hold back
>just imagine the brother i once knew, used to play vidya with him all the time, halo 2 etc. Good times
>he just beats me harder
>after it dies down i just go back to my room and try to sleep
>break down
>feel pathetic, i had a gf at the time and kept thinking about how someone could do something to her and i couldn't do anything about it
>worthless
>he comes into my room
>i'm just sobbing at this point, 18.
>funnily enough we have a long conversation
>i end up apologising for treating him badly
>figure i should just treat him well and endure his presence until i move out or he does
>next day he's back to normal
>i feel like a waste of a human being
>why do i let this happen
>grades failing in uni
>what'seventhepoint.png
Its almost as I was born into a shit family and have shit things happen to me as some sort of entertainment show for others.
Just might try and end it all boys, lets see if it helps.
how do I shake feelings for a girl? Shes ruining my fucking life because I dont want to get other pussy as a result
If you think anybody, who is not actively hurting other people and has a healthy functioning body is better off dead, youre more fucked up than I am
I dont want to be lonely
I KNOW white knights will call me an asshole who deserves to die, but heres my story
>be me, in my early 20s
>have relationship at the same time with 2 women in their 40s
>they don't know about each other
>I'm very bored with one of them, but don't want to break up out of pity
>The other one has anger issues and we fight alot, but don't know if I really want to break up with her since I know she is an honest person with a good soul. Plus we run a business together.
should I just kms?
1/2
>Had a few short relationships in the past, every one lasting like a month.. Never had fucked, just a few kisses and then i always got fed up after a week or two couldn't stand the girl
>"Am I gay? But i likes girls and nice asses and tits"
>summer 2014 - I met a girl, not very impressed by her, just a regular girl, didn't even like her looks
>we started going out
>fell in love
>fall 2014 - we hit it off and it was perfect
>she had one serious guy before
>lost virginity status with her
>realized she is the hottest girl I've ever seen
>was too low-test, manchild and never trusted her even when there weren't any red flags, I was just beta, she was stronger than me psychically speaking
>date till august 2016
>i felt the break up coming from the start of the summer, no sex attraction from her side
>realized all the "Hollywood movies" promises girls give are total bullshit
>lived day by day, suffering like a fuck, trying to live. It was hell
>started with boxing and lifting to dispose of my feels
>not helping pretty much, but it have rebuilt shattered ego and confidence
>new cut, new clothes, looking pretty slayerino desu
>girls are mirin
>trying this hard to be edgy
Wew lad
Stand up for yourself. Dont kill him for fucks sake but if you see he is about to hit you suckerpunch that fucker
Stand up for yourself man. No worse thing for a man's confidence to get walked all over
2/2
>i started dating a girl from my class at uni - she was damn hot, ballerina and also very smart and funny
>no sex, she had some pretty serious pain in her belly
>i broke up with her, can't forget my ex
>November 2016 she wished me happy birthday and asked me if I want to go out sometime
>"whynot.jpg"
>we kissed like mad, but nowhere to fuck because Renault Clio
>she admitted that she started fucking her ex from before our relationship after our break up
>shattered me even more and made me realize that all the time i was feeling like a living abomination she was fucking with this prick
>gave her the chance, saying if she will fuck up one more time we are done, because there are lot of pussies waiting for me and i don't have my dick so I can just fap in the bed
>can really feel she changed
>stopped clubbing, supporting me in every way possible, morning heads, she laugh at every single joke
>January 2017 she has been diagnosted with HPV from that guy before
>I have warts too
>ballerina from uni diagnosed with cancer
>mfw
>Friendless loser for the majority of my life to the point I don't really feel like a person
>At the point where I'm somewhat afraid of people because even if I managed to trick them into befriending me it'd all go to shit when they see I'm not actually a person
>Still living with parents
>Can't even accomplish most mediocre of dreams
>Started becoming more fit and felt better but let that all fall to shit
Agreed, been living with it for about 5 years, maybe getting big will help?
>at some point I had nothing more to puke so it was like my soul was trying to escape
>The only thing I have to look forward to every day is lifting and going to bed
>Uni stresses me out to no end
>Everyone here only parties and gets fat, only a few dedicated gym bros
>Very few friends, they never invite me to do things though
>No gf, ever
>Do way too many club athletics, absolutely destroy my body
>Always alone, despondent, and hopeless
What's even the point lads? I try and make friends and it never works out, I get rejected all the time, and the only joy I get is improving my body and mind. I am lost.
Yikes feelsbad, user
Maybe, but sadly the only way to remove the breast tissue that causes gyno Is through surgery
And the surgery costs around 4,000 bucks in the US
Feelsbadman
I think just deep down I know I still love him. Whenever I try to fight back all my energy just goes because I just honestly don't want to hurt him. Wish he felt the same. I wish I had the strength or will to do it, but i guess i'm just a faggot
>Very few friends, they never invite me to do things though
I know that feel, it's like if I want to be included in something I have to ask and if I have to do that then what's the point?
I started working for my uncle two years ago and I realized hes fucking up big time. Hes an alcoholic and doesnt get off his ass. And the money I saved working for him I eventually gave back (around 1500 dollars), because he said he needed it, and I see him everyday buying 2-3 bottles of wine and cigarretes.
Idk what to do, he raised me so hes basically my dad after all we've been through, but hes also a loser and only now can I see it. And i love him so much, but tbqh, he doesnt give a shit at this point and Im growing tired.
12/2016 father stabbed my brother infront of my son and nephew and later was arrested.
Now I am living with my ex husbands family with my son, his sister, her son, and their mom and dad. When ever I talk to my parents they try to con me to return to a toxic home.
I get upset because I feel unwanted and then skip out on the gym.
Recently I've been more comfortable with my body. Don't try to avoid it user, I've seen some great looking guys with gyno too, let's just strive to get there and then consider surgery
It's for fedoras and idiots
>2 years before finishing masters
So at your bachelor's graduation then
I was dating this super nice chubby girl, had a couple of boyfriends she wasn't that attractive, worst thing she did during sex was having a guy cum on her face....
I meet another girl while dating her hot great ass, does deadlits, goes to the gym... so I started treating the first girl like shit going nc, not going out that much, then I found out the second girl was a total whore anal, threesomes with another , never had a bf... I was going to keep the first girl, but today she sent me a text saying I wasn't trying and it wasn't working for her( i just replied Fair enough to act like man, she texted me she was waiting for more than 2 words).. I FEEL LIKE SHIT and have cried a little today.
>Not knowing that the hotter a girl is, the bigger a slut she is
O I am laffin
Next time, just hump and dump
My biceps have very big stretch marks on them
makes me sad
>getting into a relationship in 2017
Top Kek
just forget her and move onto the gym slut
We've all been there friend
>year and a half ago
>be me, skelly looking 5'11" kh virgin in ""prestigious""" french uni equivalent, doing really great, best student, comfy scholarship, basically never attended though (just like in muh anime!!)
>super qt autistic-ish Veeky Forums girl out of the blue starts talking to me, giving me drawings and little notes, basically acting like she's obsessed with me
>think she's joking at first
>yada yada yada we get together
>great relationship, she keeps telling me how she loves me, how she wants to stay with me forever etc
>life is perfect
>one day get back from week of vacation, as I enter the building I see her dumb fat ugly tumblrina (who for some reason hates me) friend leave with a shit eating grin on her hamplanet face
>gf is acting so fucking weird, starts giving me all the buzzword relationship stuff about how I don't respect/appreciate her and how I'm not invested enough in my own life (had gotten expelled from school because of the not attending thing)
>literally don't recognise that bitch, wonder how hambeast could've brainwashed my sweet loving gf in such a short time
>I tried changing her mind but she kept spouting her bullshit so eventually we break up
>don't know to this day what fat girl told her, pretty sure she convinced her I was cheating or something
>we break up, still fucked her a few times after though cause she loved my fat dick nbd aha
nevertheless
>get depressed, never attend second rate uni I enrolled in, get first semester though (math)
>start lifting which is literally all I have right now, no friends, no gf, no nothing. just eric vids and the will to add pounds to the bar.
>about to fail second semester, lose scolarship and have to pay some of it back
>don't even know what I'd like to study
>apparently student jobs are impossible to find
>mfw 20yo already
>life was perfect, could've done anything because gifted/high IQ
>youth and life are wasted
>no friends
>depressed & nogf
>all because of that fat cunt
>I have warts too
I was gonna say my situation was similar and give you a little pep talk but Jesus Fucking Christ that is one of my greatest fears.
I think you have an external focus of loci
TL;DR
>I thought I had something going on with a girl.
>Turns out she had a boyfriend
Unsure if I shall be mad at her for leading me on, or just ignore it. I've read up on stoicism in the last months. No expert on it, but if I look on it through a stoic's eyes I should have prepared myself better for it. People suck (pic related), and I put her too much on a pedestal and got disappointed by her actions.
I kinda feel used by her because I guess she enjoyed my attention. Another part of me feels she had some genuine feelings for me.
The stoic in me wants to move on and take this as experience. I can't really be mad, because I did my best to court her, but it didn't happen, and that's out of my power.
The child in me wants to feel like shit and fucking hate that fucking dumb, vapid whore for being a fucking piece of shit cunt
fuck.
nah I've always been a depressed kunt, felt alone in the world and weak etc. exgf made me feel like a human being. I felt strong as fuark, felt like I could achieve anything. Imagine being certain you've made it only to lose all your gainz and go back to the insecure r9k browsing, bar squatting you were before. that's what it felt like.
Sort yourself out, my friend.
You thought you made it; only to realize you were a madman in his empire of dust and ashes...everything that goes well can break/end. Especially so if we think it'll last forever intrinsically
Every time I try squatting, I get insane knee pain. I feel like less of a man because of this.
I've always wondered why so many guys are obsessed with girls and being in a romantic relationship. That should only be one aspect of your multifaceted life.
Besides, you can't go out looking for a girlfriend. You just have to wait until you meet the right girl who you want to make your girlfriend, or else it doesn't mean anything.
I've never been with a hot girl, I've never even gotten close, and I'll probably never get with one either
I'm 25. I should be over this shit, but I'm not.
Seeing pics of hot fit girls kills me inside.. Just once I'd like fug. That's it. I just want that experience once.
I'm sorry Pierre, I'm and it's my last semester of uni right now. She dumped me while I was in the middle of my senior project and it's been hurting my will to work on it. Bassically just been going to the gym and posting on Veeky Forums for the last two weeks. Wish the bitch was just honest with me from the start so I didn't have to spend a week mourning over her like a faggot until I found out the truth.
The hate and desire to fuck a skinnier girl than her has given me will, but I hope it works out for you. We're all gonna make it.
No offense but if someone I was dating flunked out of university I would give them a ton of shit too. Either you have extreme mental issues which is bad or you are just extremely lazy with no career prospects which is even worse. You can be successful without education if you have a good work ethic, you can be successful and educated with a good work ethic, if you don't have a good work ethic or education you're future is not looking bright. And I'm looking at it through the lens of being a man and counting on having an income of my own and not a woman who's going to have to rely on you for income.
Get yourself together user, for your sake.
How do i get rid of the sense of loneliness. Do i inflict as much pain as i can on myself, do i withdraw myself into private pursuits or do i find solace in another way.
Funny thing is she flunked. I didn't, I was just expelled for not attending. She also flunked Veeky Forums stuff which I didn't know was possible but obviously when I pointed that out the woman started crying and told me she really tried (and she probably believed it, normies who spout bullshit about commitment tend to confuse putting in time with actually making an effort). but yeah I'm incredibly lazy. always have been because usually I can afford to. except when I lift, gotta shock the muscle bruvv.
sheet tell that to my debt mane. my relatives can literally not pay for my apartment, food etc. Nor do I want them to. But I guess that's az's way of testing us. We have to believe.
I have the same mindset. Life is so much better when I'm not worrying about that kind of thing. Would recommend.
>had always been obsessed with grills, never tried anything thoug
>give up on them one day just stop thinking about them, putting them on a pedestal etc
>one day qt girl talks to me, just treat her like I would a child basically (I'm not nice to children)
>she's all over me
>wtf.jpg
>asks me one day if we can be together
>it's great
>she leaves me
>mfw she ruined years of hard work and self conditioning
>mfw now all I want is to get back to that warm feel of being in a relationship with a beautiful girl who loves you
> I was just expelled for not attending.
That's worse you dumbass, all you had to do was show up
The more Interact with diffrent women the more I am sure than I am going to stay alone.
I'm not a touchy feely person, nor am I smooth or sweet. Women these days are also extremely petty and don't know how to chill.
I just want a qt to love that loves me back, but whenever I start talking to one I always get in this bad mood. Why is that? How can I overcome and get the girls.
I'm a successful beta. Successful in all areas of life other than relationships. I just don't know what to do.
fuck off
I have a lot to be happy about. I married my high school sweetheart, I have four beautiful kids and weight loss and muscle gains come easy.
My only sorrow is that I am poor. I am working two part time jobs and working on my masters degree, but I struggle to make ends meet. Nothing cuts you apart more than not being able to provide for your loved ones.
>we'll go to disneyworld someday, kids. I promise.
What degree are you pursuing? It sounds like you're on the right track to better providing.
>be 19 year old dyel skinnyfat turbomanlet
>gyno, dicklet
>off to college to try engineering for funsies
>dont jerk off for three months
>develop intense crush on random shy autistic cross country girl
>can't find her for a long time, shes a shut in, no social media.
>self destruct forba while, pick up lifting in december
>lifts improve for a while, but taper after two months. By march I am stagnant.
>autstically attain a rower qt to date in february.
>take her virginity
>feel a numbness the entire time, still have residual crush on shy shut in that has not been reciprocated at all.
>haven't lifted in two weeks
>told rower we should take a step back over the summer because i won't have time to see her often, shes already upset that we only hangout once a week.
>schools hard
>still think of track girl
Its a dark time brehs.
MBA, focus in information systems. Hopefully I can snag a jobs in a bigger city, the town I grew up in/I'm going to school in feels like it's a dead end.
Tough times don't last, I just needed to vent.
I had just read pasta related
>you get up at 07:00 every day and read books all night thinking it'll get you a good job. CHAD shows up to the tests after a night of drinking and weeks of not attending and STILL gets a better grade than you. you worked hard to get where you are, CHAD just wound up there by accident, it was just that easy for him. CHAD fucks stacys and watches tv shows all day, and he's still smarter than you because of his genetically determined EIDETIC MEMORY and IQ face it, it's either ALPHA BRAIN or BETA CRAMMING
I just thought I was being a bad boy genius CHAD at the time.
fuck ever heard what they say about beggars and choosers?
ahhh YES JBP fuck me baby
>Living life off of a copypasta
Dude now you're sounding like a huge retard. Did you have her blow you too because "shit was so cash"?
Go back to school, get a degree, and make good money you fuckup. Nobody on this board knows what a CHAD does, stop trying to be him and fix your shit.
this. when i was away from my girl she would literally skype call me completely naked.
>started lifting at the beginning of this school year
>started making small, but noticeable gains
> all my friends noticed
>now
>stop lifting and lost all my gains
>On top of that, I've fell out of love with my girlfriend of 1.5 years and fell in love with someone else
>Not looking forward to having to hurt her.
Im feelin the feels in my stomach Veeky Forums
19 year old kissless autist, socially awkward. I just wanna be drunk rn to numb the pain. If a girl even talks to me or hugs me I get feelings for em, is their hope for me?
Hey man, it'll be okay. Life's all about the baby steps. Try and improve day by day, don't try and tackle everything at once or you'll feel overwhelmed.
I set myself up for failure and I won't meet the minimum gpa to keep my entry into my preferred masters program
I want to die
19 year old vigin here, I'm a bit more picky but it's the same deal.
You have to realize that a lot of guys feel this way, not just you and me.
You have to actually try, put in the time and dedication to finding and keeping a girl, and that is as difficult as it sounds. Find somebody whos personality you really like and try, that's all you can do. And never lose confidence that you can't do it, because you can, you just have to find the right girl.
were gonna make it breh
That implies that girls are hugging on you in the first place.
And you're 19, fuck I wish I was 19.
Though I'm sure there's some old fucker out there who wishes he was 30 even if it was as a kissless virgin wizard.