What brings you here on a Saturday night?
It seems like the more Veeky Forums i get, the less girls take me seriously. I got stood up today, so now I'm drinking wine and hanging out with yall.
We didn't date long but I thought we hit it off.
Let it out Veeky Forums. Tell me whats on your mind. Here's some music for the background. Play them together and let's get comfy while we talk about our feels.
went into doctors yesterday about ADHD and gyno, doc confirmed its gyno but said I just look like I have abs anyway.
broke down crying later on when talking about ADHD shit doc says it could be hyperactive thyroid.
either way I dunno how the fuck hyperactive thyroid or ADHD would affect gains, Hyperactive thyroid I read eats away at your muscle and shit.
im sorry bro. You'll figure out a way to overcome!
getting bloodwork next week to check for thyroid etc and then seeing Doc week after, then I'll be getting referred to a specialist for both.
Luckily I'm in the UK so I'll be able to get hormone treatment for the gyno or surgery (assuming surgery is only if it doesn't respond to meds) and whatever for the ADHD on the NHS
fuck man. getting stoop up fucking sucks. you dont need her bro
ehh decided to get back on the Tinder train after getting out of a relationship in March. left her because she was getting far too controlling without putting much effort into the relationship. lasted 9 months, ought to have cut the cord sooner.. but hindsight is always 20/20 go figure.
match with some grills, no replies just yet except for one that had gone silent ever since i had asked if she wanted to accompany me to a coffee spot downtown since i was going there to read a book anyways.
whatever, took the car out for a drive around town and finished the book i was reading.
now we're here, lurking Veeky Forums and reading another book. quiet night for me it seems user.
>just graduated with my bachelor's today
>tfw no friends
>everybody taking pics/videos, hugging eachother, exuberant cries of victory and hope
>mfw trying my damnest to muster up some semblance of happiness
>can't believe what a pessimistic and stoic stick in the mud i've become
>went straight from the ceremony to the gym afterward
>tried for 3 plate squat atg
>couldn't even have made it out of the hole with rocket fuel shooting out my ass
I needed something to do while I take a shit. Soon we will put the little ones to bed and keep trying for a third.
I'm so fucking bored man. I don't even care about girls. I've got three fucking months until the move-in for uni and school is basically over. I exercise 3-4 times a week, I read, I browse on the computer, I'm looking to start a job shadow, but at the end of the day I still have long periods where I'm just fucking doing nothing at all.
Wtf do you even do when you're this bored? I can't drink, I don't smoke, I hate parties, and all my friends are either super nerds who do even less than I do or are girls who are out-of-state/dating people.
go find a new hobby group.