TFW you realize all the pessimism and le depression posting on Veeky Forums has started to give you negative thought...

eh this board isn't nearly as negative as some of the others, on /v/ you're literally not allowed to like anything, like literally nothing, but you are allowed to hate stuff and find camaraderie in how much you and other posters hate something

There's no one I even want to talk to. I don't have anything to say besides what I shitpost here.

FUCK

This is me to a T. God please let these new Jiu Jitsu classes in 2 weeks open a new door for me. Fucking please

Here's the best piece of advice I have ever received anywhere, came right off this shithole.

>Self Pity is Narcissism disguised as depth, that is why people resent your 'woe is me' type bullshit

Got me to live my life differently and make something of myself, now I have an awesome GF, and I'm working on getting my gains back since I broke my collarbone before

>tfw had pessimism and le depression well before going to Veeky Forums

I come to fit for an ego check.... everyone in my life and that I mean always says "you can do it!" or things like how I'm already good enough...

I have no doubters to give me that rage to prove them wrong. This is where I use Veeky Forums I can always count on y'all to tell me I'm still fat, and it doesn't matter how much muscle I have if I am this fat still. Thanks you, I am 50lbs down now.

This is not a meme. I was at my worst psychologically when I would frequent /r9k/. I'm a normie btw.

This.

>Blaming an anime-based image forum for your problems

Never going to make it

No shit. If you speak to depressed people you become depressed

You can leave Veeky Forums, but it's only temporary.

It's just a ride senpai.

youtube.com/watch?v=D7CH9cRN8Rg

>Implying you can leave this hell hole.
I've tried leaving 3-4 times now this place is addicting, shitposting is addicting, trolling is addicting and the negative trolling has carried into non ch0n related forms of social media. This place has caused me to hate society and 90% of the blue pilled normies living in it that drift through life blissfully unaware of the globalists manipulating their emotions and thoughts to get them to give into hedonistic consumption. This place will probably warp your view of women, sex, relationships, and society as a whole. If your new here my advice is fucking run. I've had some great laughs here and read some very interesting things that have caused me to do my own research that has given me a depressing view on how the world works. I've also learned some decent things about fitness, some great music suggestions, and interesting things and topics to read, and have given up porn because of this site but it was at the cost of having an extremely misanthropic view on the world and I know see agendas behind everything.

I used to watch Alan Watts all the time about 2-3 years ago, but now I can't bring myself to do so. Not because I disagree, but because it feels like I disappointed someone. Kinda like the Mr. Rogers goodbye video.

>frequent a japanese sudoku enthusiast bbs
>be surprised when you start to like sudoku

I've distanced myself from this website and my video game friends in the pursuit of social interaction and the "world" and can say I haven't been this depressed since when I was fat in high school.
Does it get better, Veeky Forums? What am I doing wrong?

>Blaming other depressed people
>making yourself depressed
>making them more depressed knowing they're the Debbie downer and already know they're shitty
>then you become more depressed
>implying it's an anonymous website that is the root of your thought patterns and implying you have no control over them

Seriously leave Veeky Forums but know this. You're already miserable. There is a reason for your thought patterns and it ain't just Veeky Forums. It's the world that's pretty shitty. It wears you down over time and you have to distract yourself. Read the news, read your facebook,talk to people irl. Be kind to "friends" buying them lunch occasionally. Being the only one to actually make plans to hang out and and get screwed out of money and feel like shit because they would never do the same for you. The most they do is buy you coffee every now and again. So many times you do the whole social interaction game you begin to lose count.
Shut yourself away from the world and you'll be lonely because very rarely does anyone give a fuck.
This is life. Yeah I guess it's my own fault for not being able to make better friends and instead I have become a neet.
No one cares in the end OP
There are no better days just days.

Your on the website again buddy

I've recently broke my foot and have regressed to my old ways.

also, **You're

>he's a neet

opinion immediately discarded

Being negative isn't a bad thing as long as it doesn't stop you from doing things in real life.

>he
>implying a male autist would be taken care of for years like I have been

Yes but it's very hard. The longer you wait the harder it gets to leave.
I'm convinced that this place creates more autists than it fixes.

>he fell for the generalised "wisdom" meme

Sounds like you already wanted to change faggot.

>tfw life is shit but the amount of bullshit in how the world works and sheer number of other depressed autists makes it bearable

I find it more depressing going on facebook.

Why is it either or? Both are shit.

How is this better? A feeling of home ..good company? If you can call it that.
Or is it the idea of other people not being so far up their own asshole that they realize that the world is not okay?

Why is everyone so "woke" on this board, no, website?

>she
>implying a female autist wouldn't have gotten attention and favors showered on her like spring cherry blossoms just for existing

i had negative thought patterns before i came here.

>implying life works like your delusions and precious animus

I guess most people were given a bad deck of cards here and we manage to bond with others here in some form or another because they are like us in some way. Whether that be a negative trait or positive.

This unfortunately. I've tried multiple times to leave but couldn't.

My advice would be that if you're going through hell, keep going.

t. Churchill

>general statements don't apply to me because I'm different than everyone else
>I can't abstract a specific application from a generalized statement because I'm autistic
>I am 14

pick one or all idc

The ability to entertain an idea without taking it into yourself is the sign of a healthy mind.

>strawman to defend the abstract meaning you got from a generic 'le be urself xD' statement on a tibetan boat building forum
>not just accepting the thinly vieled compliment that you changed because you wanted to and not because user told you some ancient wisdom

Wow maybe you are really just a fag.

This site has taught me some pretty good wit/humor honestly, Veeky Forums is especially not bad if you have questions or want to get something off your chest.

>Or is it the idea of other people not being so far up their own asshole that they realize that the world is not okay?

This and the behaviours that stem from the realisation.

Facebook is much less self-aware and more censored. This morning I saw photos of two different ugly faggots getting cucked by stacey's with the "my best friend" routine, followed by a 30 post long debate on why fat-shaming is the worst thing since the holocaust with no opposition because having opposing views on 'social justice' gives you a terrible image and some of the people work in my company. In comparison, on here I see people admitting their fuckups or bullying others for their faggoty behaviour.
Take the manlet bullying for example, it's positive in my eyes because it encourages people to learn to be happy with themselves if they actually take it to heart. Despite still being a depressed sack of shit, I would put the majority of my self-improvement down to motivation I've gleaned from Veeky Forums and I've managed to avoid making some very ill-informed life choices due to the prolific bullying of such ideas on this website. When people get so wrapped up in their hugboxes they never consider other ideas because people are afraid of poking holes in and critising other peoples life choices lest it falls back on them.

I think I may have learned differently user and maybe it's the test or whatevs but your outlook while not wrong could use an adjustment. Less aggressive maybe? It's an emotion that doesn't help anyone in the end.
>I find that people on Veeky Forums are honest to a fault like myself I can appreciate this. I don't enjoy the bullying though to people who can't control it. Manlets and uggos they have a shit deck just like us so why push them down more than they already are by fucking life.
>I too dislike the fact that facebook dwellers tend to be very Tumblresk in that they let their emotions run wild and don't realize that people can have different opinions but still be okay and even friends.(No me thinking illegals are disrespecting the United States isn't racist and the only one who brought up race was you) politics brought out the fucking worst kinds of people.
>on facebook you can't ~be urself unless you want to be perma friendless and jobless. It's garbage but it's the way the board is set for all of us.
>honestly your best bet is to see the Stacey and Chad shit in a different light and not give a shit because it doesn't affect you.
>I can never tell if someone is talking cheating or cuckold fetish these days and if they're into that who gives a shit let them experience what they want.
It's not my jam so I won't do it that's my view. Idk I'm still depressed and don't see too much improvement but I have been doing what I can. Going outside even when I don't want to has helped. Still hate most people but can't survive without interactions.

I like building others up if possible

I'm defending generalized wisdom you mong. which is kinda what "you changed cus you wanted to" is. know how I know that? watch what happens when I apply irony-o-vision:

le u changed bcuz u wanted 2!! xDD

general wisdom gives you a handle on a specific perspective to help you, and it works because we're mostly not that different. if you can't accept that you're either a snowflake or an edgelord.

Chad posting is the best

I'm a pretty optimistic dude; I just like shitposting.

>leaving this place
>is doing something impossible possible guys?
no

>le ad hominem special snowflake xD

I didn't realise you took shit from a random user to be so personal to you. Must be upsetting to be so self-absorbed. I guess you swapped fake narcissistic self-pity for real narcissism.

>Less aggressive maybe? It's an emotion that doesn't help anyone in the end.

Here's where I disagree. Emotions are subjective in how helpful they are and most of that comes from how you express them. You might call my views aggressive in some way, but having that aggression there feels beneficial and right to me. Aggression is wrong when it's expressed as a means of directly impacting peoples lives negatively. I'm not going to go out there and confront manlets and uggos to tell them to kill themselves or something similar. However, everyone has got parts in their life that can be attributed to a shit hand and I know that well enough. What's harmful isn't these actual attributes but instead the attitude towards them. If somebody is a manlet, there's nothing wrong with that. If somebody is a manlet and bases a lot of their self-esteem and personal views of that one fact, there is something wrong with that. I don't hate most people and will treat them well even when I find their way of life disgusting unless fully warrented. However, I maintain the right to my own views and judgements on those people.

N E 1 else not see Veeky Forums as this big life altering force? just don't browse all fucken day and it's no biggie, can even make you a better person because anonymous people can give you feedback on your greentexts and shit.

facebook is worse than Veeky Forums

shitpost irl

I dont know how but wow and Veeky Forums managed to save my social skills from shriveling and dying but maybe its just that I see the analogs they all share.

>If somebody is a manlet, there's nothing wrong with that. If somebody is a manlet and bases a lot of their self-esteem and personal views of that one fact, there is something wrong with that

I think you have a big misunderstanding of what manlet threads are like. They're not just simple banter to make you feel less insecure of what you have. Not to mention the Chad threads.

don't worry bro, you'll make it

Nice dubusu

I used to think he was really strong when I would see this video before I started lifting. IT's odd how much my perception changes.

Eh. It lingers even after you leave. For the past month or so I've barely been on here, and my depression has still been well bad

If it's the only thing you do all day, then yes it will depress the shit out of you. It's important to keep in mind not to take anything seriously, not to expect anything, ignore negative bullshit, etc.

What's so hard about leaving exactly? I've left like 2 times already...oh

I don't know how to love myself or what that even means.

yes

>leaving

I've been here since 2010, buddy. I have tried to leave this place multiple times, but I just keep crawling back. This is really the only place where I do the most "socializing".

Also even though 90% of Veeky Forums is shit, I have still learned how to do some useful shit on here. I have also even met up with some chill people as well. I don't think you can really leave this place permanently . You always just end up coming back.

That's not true man, I come here BECAUSE I'm a depressed pessimist, and because this is one of the few places that matches my mindset. I like it here.

You can't just hope things will work out. You have to put in effort yourself (cliché but facts). If social interaction isn't your forte then you're going to have to consciously push yourself to talk to people and get better at talking to people. Cause you DO get better at it. People want to like you if you're new, they're just the same insecure faggots as you, thinking about stuff like "omg what does he think of me? Does he think i'm a loser? Why isn't he laughing at my jokes? Maybe he doesn't like me!" while you're standing there doing exactly the same. Just go for it, talk, be interested, learn social cues (eye contact, taking turns in speaking, listening and reacting to things said, not just waiting for your chance to speak without listening) etc. TL;DR PUT IN EFFORT ! Further reading: How to Win Friends by Carnegie is a classic for a reason. PDF's are just a simple google search away.

I always think that everyone hates me so I keep to myself.

Is just bantz mate

Yeah well everyone is thinking the same. No-one has his shit figured out. Also then become a person they will not hate/laugh at to increase confidence m8. Lift, take care of your appearance and hygiene, dress well, have good posture, don't say stupid shit.

idk about thought patterns but spending all day doing nothing is what depresses me
I've gotten rid of everything else, all social medias, message boards, funny picture sites, low investment time kill, all forms of video games, news sites etc. every waste of time I have gotten rid off. basically the stuff I lived for for years while "depressed". I've gotten rid of the addiction to time kill and I'm so much happier for it.

but then I come here and do nothing because it's easy and hate myself

>people only work out to gain points in social situations
I can already tell how insufferable you are in real life

R9k is so cancerous to your mental well-being. I left r9k like 2 years ago and I'm steadily getting better. Even got a girl really interested in me on a dating app. She calls me all the time and she makes me feel really good about myself. Feels good bros

most I ever got out was maybe 12 months. been here 13 years and hate what it does to my life but simultaneously my favourite website

what sorts of analogs

Don't just leave Veeky Forums, leave the Internet.

The one board dedicated to self-improvement on Veeky Forums is still not very motivating desu

this, but Veeky Forums is the only site I visit anymore (outside googling store opening hours or bus routes etc.). Veeky Forums is my last weakness but it's a strong one.

Just delete your account breh

That might seriously be it. I deleted ALL accounts on every website except my email like 2 years back. I don't sit on the computer anymore for entertainment, it's just a tool to use when needed which was my goal all along.

..but then I think of something to post on Veeky Forums to get a second opinion and spend the rest of the day refreshing the catalog

>This
I love to have people who can tell me what I need to improve without fear of making me angry.

Loving yourself is doing things that are good for yourself for growth,self improvement, and your happiness.
>Keep eating well and exercise often. >Make a meetup if you're shy for shy people
>Make friends doing activities that bring you joy
>Take up painting or writing and go to the park
>Don't sit in your room all day.
>Get hobbies that don't consume your life as if it's an attachment of your personality
>Goodluck user we're all gonna make it

I've become rather addicted to the pain, I genuinely like getting sad, I hate my life

self-pity is narcissim disguised as depth

>tfw you've only had doubters in life

this is the ultimate red pill, Veeky Forums is just as cancerous as reddit and facebook to the mind.

>as long as it doesn't stop you from doing things in real life

what if it does? what do you do

>a board dedicated to self-improvement
>a board in which half of the discussion is about every genetic shortcoming from a to z and how you'll never make it

you seem wise. i've got this fear that people will start treating me like shit despite me being a nice person and i won't know how to react. i think this comes from me being bullied when i was younger. i have no idea how to handle myself if an adult were to do this, so i just kind of avoid social interaction all together. any advice?

I've lost count of the number of times I considered suicide.

Never trust anyone that puts the word friends in quotes.

>tfw already hated normies before I even started coming here

Do I belong here?

What's particularly self-absorbed about thinking someone's wrong and wanting to correct them? user just didn't agree with you. Honestly it sounds like you're the one with an issue.

You had the negative thoughts before you came here
You just couldn't properly express them