July 25th, 2017

>July 25th, 2017
>Still made almost no progress since January on any of my goals including lifting

we're all gonna make it brah

>July 25th, 2017
>I turn 24 today, KURISTINA turns 25.
Wew lad does time fly.

>lost 40 lbs since January after my bulk
>lost all my strength too
>spent last month trying to get strong again
>new PR today
>going to bed early for gains
>nobody has said hello to me today yet
>just another day
>tfw happy birthday to me

>came back from an broken wrist after being out for 8 weeks
>Did a PR session for deadlifts
>Hit 165kg
>Nearly two months later
>Hit 195kg
>Strength only keeps going up
Feels good man

...

Tfw this is the first day i regretted past to the point of crying. Played vidya through all my teenage while hearing "stop user, you will regret that you wasted so much time doing this" with answering "mom you don't know what you are talking about, it's vidya, i will never regret it". By shutting away i lost all my friends i used have. Tfw this is the first day i regretted past to the point of crying. Played vidya through all my teenage while listening "stop user, you will regret that you wasted so much time doing this" with answering "mom you don't know what you are talking about, it's vidya, i will never regret it". Thought this shit is just a /r9k/ tier meme, but fuck i cried like a fucking baby today. What a life i could have

We'll pal, when you hit the bottom all you can do is rise back up.

Tfw this has been eating me alive and Ive been trying to make up lost time but its no use, its too late. I wasted my fucking youth.

Kek

This. I wasted my teens. All the adventures, amazing parties, drama, girls, stories and memories that regular teens have, is something I do not have.

What's your age anons?

>bulking when you're natty
not even once.

same

>added 25kg to my OHP, 80kg to my squat, 20kg to my bench and 60kg to my DL
we're all gonna make it, OP

I don't feel regret as much as I feel self-hate. I'm absolutely disgusted by my own personality and life choices to the point where i've just given up and accepted that i'll forever be a piece of shit career and social wise. I just sit on my ass and play games when I should be working. I know I should change but I don't want to which makes me loathe myself even more. I've fucked up school and friendships. I know how to fix it all, but I won't do it. I'm just in this circle of hatred/confusion/indifference about myself.

>Its been 5 years since I graduated from high school and I haven't done jack shit with my life.


How long has it been since you guys graduated?

I know this feel, but after noob gains things slow down a lot presuming natty

>tfw actually bulking for the first time in about 6 months
>tfw lifts actually going up and looking joocy af

happy birthday user xoxoxo

I've barely made progress for 2 years. I'm at about 1.5/2/4/5

>I did this with my early 20's

4 hear same situation
only had one job and lost it after 2 weeks
lifting is only thing keeping me from becoming an hero but i'm losing the will to lift t b h

I LITERALLY SPENT AT LEAST 6000 HOURS ON FUCKING VIDEOGAMES

At what age do you think its too late to turn your life around?

Happy birthday you massive faggot

Happy birthday bro

30

I'd say anything past 30. Your test levels start dropping. The neurons in your brain are already set and don't regenerate. Women hit the wall and want to "settle down". Let's face it if you don't have your shit together by the time you are 30, you are fucked (and not in the way you like to be fucked).