Tell me about your insecurities, Veeky Forums

Too many to count

I'm almost certain this is a reddit repost.

Being a hapa is the least of your worries, you're clearly mentally deranged.

Is your father a beta? I see plenty of betas with asians and I imagine they give rise to the hapa male problem. I know a few perfectly normal dudes who have asian gfs/wives though and their kids are perfectly normal.

>1/2
I received my fleshlight today. Katsuni Lotus - the cheapest and according to others one of the more realistic ones. I just tried it and I here is my review. Other reviewers said it made them cum very hard in a matter of minutes. It took me personally about 20. I started by looking at pictures, then I looked up some masturbation porn and finally I went back to pic related. I was about 75% hard throughout the whole experience and found it very challenging to maintain hard and stay concentrated.

I'm about 17cm erect and over 18 when close to ejaculating. I'm also uncut, which didn't help because my foreskin rolled a lot - reducing friction. I thought I might be doing something wrong so I tried playing around with the amount of lube to try and get the friction just right. It didn't really help and at this point I was starting to lose interest. I tried restricting blood-flow with an elastic band. Every now and then I do this when I'm masturbating and it usually gets me super hard, but this time it was counterproductive so I took it off after a minute or so.

At this point I went back to pic related and just tried to cum because I was losing interest fast. It took a lot of fast jerking with the toy to get me to cum. Every now and then I held the stem of my penis to hold back my foreskin and restrict the blood-flow. After about 5 minutes of jerking with my hand on/off the stem I came. It felt very good cumming deep inside the thing, but the process of getting there wasn't worth the reward. My cum did look very good though, it was light, well dissolved and nice and runny. One of the best ejaculates I have ever experienced.

Cleaning it was very easy. Most of ejaculate was in the rear cap of the case. I ran warm water through it until it seemed clean and than folded it inside-out to check the inside. I dried it mostly by squeezing it in a milking like fashion and by using a hairdryer. This got it reasonably dry. I let it hang in a tube to let it dry out even more.

i think my dick is too small after watching blacked porn all the time. last weekend i turned down sex with this girl because i knew she fucked a black mate of mine who is hung af

>fordyce spots
Literally no girl gives a shit about them

...

her feet

I'm 179 cm tall and would love to finally break the 180 mark, you're lucky you fag

Relax bro, most minority hate is just memes with Veeky Forums

minor gyno
and thats it

no its not.

I'm socially autistic and find basically no interest in other people, so I worry that i'll never be able to get into a relationship (I want one because it seems nice).

My height ;_;

>adipomastia
>I'm balding and my hairline is shit.
>I have a narrow frame and wide hips
>I have kyphosis.

>2/2

The cause of my insecurities:
I've always had an athletic build. I have a decent face but I've also been very hairy from a young age. As if this wasn't enough of a curse, I also got gyno in the early stages of puberty. In the later stages of puberty I started getting serious acne on my chest, shoulders, back and neck.

A couple of years ago I was very depressed, but I came to see it as a duty to yourself to reach my maximum potential. I started this journey by seeking help to get rid of my gyno. I got the operation two years, at the age of 22 (WHICH IS FAR TO LATE BY THE WAY. DO IT AS SOON AS YOU CAN!!) I had my gyno treated but my nipples are still huge and I have an asymmetric chest.
The doctor recommended me to start lifting weights to get my chest to fill up and become more aesthetic. I wanted to start lifting for a long time, but I was too insecure to join a gym because of my gyno/hairyness. With my self image at a new high (which was still very low) I was confident enough to start lifting. This was 18 months ago. I've gained a little muscle since, and I'm starting to look more of less normal.
January this year I stated taking accutane (thanks Veeky Forums) to treat the acne on me chest/shoulders and back. The treatment ended last June. It sucked, but my skin has improved considerably.
I'm still very hairy, but I can't get laser treatment until December because of the accutane treatment.

I've been held back by my insecurities for far too long. I had a mutual crush on my oneitis, but I didn't act even though she clearly wanted me to (her/my friends told me) because I was too insecure. I've never had a gf and at 24, but life is turning around for me. I don't want to embarrass myself when the time for sex does arrive so yeah, that's why I bought a fake pussy.

>hairy

cant you shave ?

just shave it off and trim with scissors when it grows back.

>but living in Cucknada all my friends are milquetoast intellectuals. They shame any form of madculinity and make fun of gymgoers.
Lmao fucking leafs. Not even in Sweden are we this cucked and nu-male. Also bro you should just ignore the whole ''hapas are doomed to forever be cucked'' meme. It was first spread by the author of those black pill comics who himself is a hapa, but he's a massive omega male as well who comes from a shitty upbringing so his experiences probably won't fit in on yours. This whole self pity fest was then adopted by r9k and other boards who eventually turned it into a meme. Elliot Rodger's rampage in 2014 probably has a bit to do with the ''Eurasian men are beta'' meme being spread. All in all just ignore it, Veeky Forums is gay.

>I'm balding and I hate it, I miss my long hair
>I'm skinny fat so still have to cut and have my body look like shit
>I love beer and rum too much
>I'm weak willed
>I'm vulnerable and tired

I'm a NEET

(But trying to get my life together)

my voice is baiscialy squeaky autistic noises that nobody can understand.

I dont even know if i can shout. I never shouted.

My vocabulary is mixed with english and my native language making me hard to understand by normies.

my posture is fucked, i look like a goblin. My jaw is weak.

ive failed this whole "lets gain muscles and be healthy" 6 times now. making me feel like its only matter of time until i give up agian.

I have a werid profession i cant even talk about with normies.

Im 25 % jew and i hate jews. I feel insecure just going outside.neet kiss less virginia.

I'm waaay too hairy for that. It would take 2 hours and by the time I would be done it would have regrown.

I used to be a little chubby, looked decent in a shitt but skinny fat shirtless. Lost some weight and lifted. Now I look great. But my body grew too fast I think and I have stretch marks on my back, shoulders, ass, and thighs. Some of them have faded. I don't even go to the beach because I'm so insecure about them. I've turned down multiple girls because of what might happen when they see men naked. Feelsbadman

I'm studying communications science and I'm afraid that a degree in that will do jack and shit for me. I realized not long ago that time is our most precious resource so I'm stressing out a lot over it.

No one cares about your undergrad degree bro. My sister has a good job with an english degree; my brother in law has a good job with an international relations degree; my younger brother has a good job with a religious studies degree. Just get good grades, make connections and get work experience while you're at school. My dad worked at a huge law firm in NYC and part of his responsibility was to interview applicants and advise on hiring. He said the #1 thing that they cared about when they looked at undergrad was grades, not major and certainly not grad school """grades""" (lmao)

I'm a dick sometimes and I hate it, I really don't mean to be but I'm worried I'll never be able to forgive myself for all the times I didn't treat my family, friends or ex girlfriend as well as I should have.
I guess all I can do is try to be better

>make connections
This is really underrated today. It's not about what you know. It's about who you know. Unless you're studying for a very specific profession with a high demand and often a degree higher than bachelor's (doctor, nurse, teacher, ect), you have you reach out and meet people. Speaking from experience. My degree was in biology.

>#1 thing that they cared about when they looked at undergrad was grades
>not grad school """grades"""

S-Sorry, what do you mean?

Stonking big titties

Everyone gets straight As in grad school unless you're literally retarded and many employers don't even request and/or look at grad school transcripts.

same

I've always been kind of insecure about the reality that all I am is a little kid, hidden under hundreds of masks I've used to revise myself into something that I'm most likely not. I portray myself as the alpha male in my friend group and at work and it works almost too well. I'm the man who can get shit done, who does cool outdoorsy hobbies and lifts heavy weights and smokes cigars and makes things out of wood and metal and shit. My masculinity is a ruse: I still sleep with a teddy bear at 19 and just want my mom to make me some more pie or cake or whatever.

I'm 182 and it really fucking bothers me that I'm 5'11.7

>I've always been kind of insecure about the reality that all I am is a little kid, hidden under hundreds of masks I've used to revise myself into something that I'm most likely not
Literally 99% of the world feels this way about themselves. Look it up.

>19
You're still young and around your age there is a lot of transitions you still have to go/are going through (not to mention the male brain doesn't reach full development till about the age of 25). This naturally can make one want look nostalgically back at their childhood and wish for the simpler times because it transition is uncomfortable. Learning to live on your own and finding your own goals/drive in life instead of being told what you need to do is difficult for many because it is a heavy responsibility being 100% accountable for yourself. You still have a lot of growing to do, and that's ok. It's an incredible experience if you don't resist and embrace the changes with excitement and enthusiasm.

AH gotchu senpai. Thanks :3

literally zero friends.The only contact i have is with family.

I can't pick up unknown women.
I am improving in social situations steadily, but just starting a conversation with a random female in order to get to know her is still very challenging, I block myself due to fear of rejection.

Some guy kicked me in the face when I was a teenager and broke the shit out of my nose. By the time I decided to see a doctor it was too late to reset it and now cosmetic surgery is my only option. It's a little crooked and asymmetry of the face is a bitch. You know how people say to get their good side when you take their photo? Most people are just caught up in their own vanity and don't really have a remarkable difference from a right or left angle. Not me though.

That's my main insecurity and it doesn't really effect my life much. I got dealt a pretty good hand genetically.

One of my legs is shorter and this gives me a ever so slight effed up walk, makes me terribly insecure. So much so that I avoid walking towards people if they are at the end of a street, I cross the road ore swerve.

Stop fucking complaining. Like I said I'm 179 cm and I would love to finally break 180.

I don't recall asking you, manlet

>3 cm height difference
>hahaha fucking manlet
kys

Calm down Napoleon.

My dick is below-average when erect and downright pathetic when flaccid. It's also seriously lacking girl and it looks ugly. I hide my penis in public showers. I'd love to get a blowjob but I really don't want a girl to look at it.

>Be me
>178cm at the start of may this year, haven't grown since 14
>18
>Measure my height yesterday
>180cm

There is still time my bros

>feelsgoodman.jpeg

Pic unrelated

Reddit, please leave.

I'm a big boy and nothing you say will change that

>lacking girl
*girth

I know for a fact that I'm also still growing and I'm 19. I grew from 177 cm to 179 cm from a few months before I turned 19 until late july when I last measured.

Both though.

Delete this

>ugly
>dumb
>10cm girth penis
>some spots on peen
>hairy only in the 'wrong' places
>chinlet
>manlet
>wristlet
>small hands
>crooked nose
>very unsymmetric face
>dumb looking hair
>no personality
>no confidence
>no skills
>no motivation
>boring
>no imagination
>no style
>small lungs
>gummy smile
>bad posture
>'bad' taste in music
to say a few...

I'm 1/4 nigger, skinnyfat, club footed, can't grow facial or chest hair, socially awkward, never had a gf, recently got piles and I'm only 6ft tall (my younger brother is taller than me).

5'7. But im also a chink, so i guess it evens out(norm)

lower stomach is fucked up, loose skin and stretch marks from getting fat

don't get fat

At least you have good taste in music dude.

even med school hmmmm

Can't grow proper facial hair.

Well at least Leviathan is dope.
>Muh he raped his gf with a tattoo machine
False allegation, if it was true he would be in jail, who the fuck would even rape someone with a tattoo machine? Roastie lies

I just assumed he meant master's programs and not doctorate.

We have a saying in my program that even the professors follow:
"B's get degrees."

>Shit hair
>Acne
>Stutter
>Slightly slur my words occasionally
>Awkward
>Hairy legs
>Thin wrists

how about you drop this mindset because you're sounding like a certain Elliot

I'm still really insecure about my weight for reasons beyond me. I used to be /fat/, went to skinnyfat, to really skinny and now I'm trying to make it, but I can't get over the feeling. I've had people mire, people comment on my transformation and reassurance I'm not fat, but it still lingers. I worry about overeating, becoming lazy and still being fat all the time. It feels stupid and pathetic.

Doctorates are even less about grades

>5'10
>Don't like my voice
>Not comfortable in my shape at all when bulking and abs go
>Always seem to ruin relationships
>Average dick
>Varicocele
>Very average chin & jawline

I think I am small as fuck even though normies ask how I got to big. I'm self conscious as fuck I'm small and ugly.

>today will be the day I tall to gym crush I will do it
>Gym crush leaving gym as I arrive
>catch eyes
>she is with a guy
>try to ignore and be strong
>crushed inside
>workout ruined

Veeky Forums help

medical school is a professional school, though, and isn't comparable to graduate school in this respect

also some med schools have pass/fail only programs

This is truly the saddest thread on Veeky Forums, we're all gonna make it bros.

I was heavily into olympic weightlifting in high school, but had to quit due to injury (broke my forearm real bad). Gained some weight after quitting, got my shit together, went on diet and started working out again, lost almost all excess weight EXCEPT THE FUCKING PUBIC FAT.

Seriously, it makes my dick 2 cm (almost an inch) shorter. Too embarrassed to have sex despite being somewhat attractive and having a huge well-proportioned frame.

You can't escape your past. The person you once were will always be a part of you. Hardships change who you are forever.

I should elaborate. "B's get degrees. Unless they're C's. In which case, you're dismissed from the program."
But yes, it's not about the grades. It's about a thorough understanding of the material and being able to apply it.

>I should elaborate
Pretty sure the guy you're replying to has a pretty good idea of how grad school works, dunno why you keep posting this didactic crap

I'm a complete social wreck, I don't have any meaningful relationships and I can't make new ones because I'm autistic and spent an overwhelming majority of my life isolated from reality alone in my room with video games and/or books. Every single interaction with another human being paralyzes me and makes me feel like I'm being watched and analysed. I have seven non-autistic brothers and even though I can feel an emotional connection it feels like there's absolutely no way for me to actually express those emotions in a socially acceptable way. This makes me sad but the feeling that I'd only burden them with my presence still keeps me from even approaching them in conversation. The reason I got fit was because of an epiphany I got when I was high, that made me realize that everyone I know only spends time with me out of pity or need, and that I'm a pathetic waste of space. As I got fit I noticed that people gave me more respect but I also realized that my problems run far deeper than my appearance. The only thing my good looks gave my is the courage to look my conversation partner in the eyes as their rejection of me grows ever more apparent. All of this coupled with my inability to understand the emotions of others or even my own makes me question if life is even worth living anymore. I don't even know why I'm typing this right now, since I know you'll reject it and push me down even further, I guess I just need to vent my emotions a bit.

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I'm 179 cm and my dad is 186 cm
Its unfair

I'd say you should go for it, if it botherd you that much, I doubt that people who care about you bother about your nose ^_^

I'm around 190 cm so 6'2 and when I go out it's all good until i see people taller than me. It pisses me off. I understand that you may call me an autist, but it's really fucked up when you see a girl as tall or taller than you when you walk down the street.
I'm also balding and i go African mode whenever it's summer due to the sun

low test beta faggots: the thread

I've had people straight up tell me to my face that I give off "school shooter" vibes, eyes of a serial killer, dead on the inside, someone whose ready to snap at any moment. Shit man I may be a socially awkward and a little dumb but I ain't no killer, it kinda hurts.

190cm is like 6'4, congratulations

Fuck you I'm insecure about my low test and being beta

hypnotherapy + no fap = grow your hair back. you are welcome.

also stop being so bitter and negative all the time.

>My vocabulary is mixed with english and my native language
Ugh fucking kill yourself.

>underrated
Overrated*
Fuck merit am i right?

You need to get more comfortable in your own skin. Your uneasiness makes ppl uncomfortable stay safe lil bird

Jesus dude, you need to chill the fuck out and stop reading weird shit. There's nothing wrong with being half Asian, I'm half Asian and I can confidently tell you that my life is great and being half Asian has actually been a pretty sweet benefit at times even. Get over your inferiority complex. Just tell your friends you go to the gym to improve yourself and have time to think, it doesn't have to be a masculinity thing - either way though their attitudes sound shitty if you're being serious.

whats profession?

Bi
Last two jobs ended with me breaking down
Shitty writer for how much I read and write
Only 3.4 GPA

For some reason though I'm not insecure about my short height, acne, average dick, small gains, or social retardation

what the fuck is wrong with you. Self hating asian. Fuck being ashamed of who you are. Im 100% asian 5'8 and I have girls hotter than most bros. If you dont believe that your mindset is paramount you have been memed delusional.

I'm also a [spoiler] 16 year old underaged little shit [/spoiler] who's about to get on finasteride for his hair, wristlet, average chin. Besides other things I have heard that fin fucks with your height growth and I'd like to get as tall as I possibly can.
Please don't ban me