/Friday Night Feels/

Its a trap dont be a beta bro

Because my schedule was made by a monkey with cerebral palsy or something where I go to school for Monday to Thursday
At first I was like " cool 3 day weekends every weekend" but I can't do any regular beginner programs cause the gyms in the city

>My only friend was my cousin
>she doesnt talk to me anymore becouse a creep a friend of her in normibook
Feels bad

it's 5:35pm here

still hurtiong from my thot ex cheating on me 5 months ago

i'm going out with a qt coworker today, we'll go bar hopping but i just wanna fuck

Kind of dun goofed myself. I didn't attend classes for a week, so got called in to a meeting by tutor and he said he was considering kicking me out so i panicked and said that my best mate recently passed and that ive been having a hard time. So now i have weekly "therapy" sessions with tutor, were we discuss my grief and how to move on.

I feel ya bro I have to drive 40 mins for college multiple times a week

>going to a dance workshop this weekend
>hoping all the cute girls will distract me from my oneitis
>have to embrace the cardio from classes and social dances
>goodbye gains
>nothing at all but squatted 200lb 3x5 today and deadlifted 250lb 1x6
>nice even numbers
>tfw existence is a curse

What?

It's fine though. My best mate dieing is just a metaphor for my will to live, i've decided.

>i'm going out with a qt coworker today

Big mistake

>no clue what I want to do with my life
>went for 2 interviews for a job, found out today I didn't get to the next step as the guy questioned my work ethic for me resitting a module at uni
>wish I tried harder in school and didn't have a fucked up childhood
>thinking about suicide pretty consistently even though I have money saved up and inheritance coming in

$20 says he quits his job within 3 weeks

why my dude

>come into this thread
>start typing my sad "plans" for the weekend
>delete everything
anyone else do this

Everyone else is at uni and my freshers doesn't start for another week

Don't shit where you eat

College sucks man
Literally I have to force myself to be extroverted in order to make friends
It sucks pretending to be a normie

Yay

i've got a lot of upcoming plans now which is vastly different from where i was just a few months ago. a shut in neet

what changed was i reconnected with old friends from highschool and started going out with them

also improved myself a lot by reading books. i recommend reading on becoming a person by carl rogers then models by mark manson, you can see the parallels in their ideas. one deals with therapy the other with women. i also recommend learning how to speed read since carl rogers book is a pain in the ass to read if you were to go through it normally

Just moved a week ago over halfway across U.S. for school. Program is 80% girls 20% DYEL guys so thinking about going out tonight but all girls so far... might just pregame 6 shots and uber to the bar with them and shamelessly hit on them

>6 shots
Jesus user, that's like 60% of the way to blackout.
Just do 4 so you're drunk but not falling on your own feet.

Well usually I sit pretty tight around 8 or 9 since I'm 210 lbs. Was thinkin just gaming and working up to 6 over 2 hours. Need the buzz to communicate with a pack of females without being autistic

I mean, if you really take 2 hours you may be ok.
I was thinking back to back and then out the door.

>see normies out and hanging about
>friends talking to each other
>couples holding hands
>feel extremely depressed and wonder what is wrong with me
>why cant i be a normie as well
>so ready to take my three anti-depressants

>anti-depressants

There's your problem

I never considered suicide before working in a factory. Send help

If you are not doing 6 shots before going out you are a complete pussy

I have my routine down. Focused on my short medium and long term goals. I gotta get big and shredded. For a college student, that means no drinking or going out. Get my lays off tinder.

Any time that could be spent socializing is tome i could be using to better myself and increase future earning potential. I dont even know how to "hang out " any more. Sure it gets lonely. I think it will al be worth it when i retire at 30. Hopefully

Opinions anons?

Going to the bar with a buddy and he's meeting some of his friends from a Catholic group. How to find a qt conservative

Give tips

I ejaculated inside my girlfriend's vagina last night (unprotected, of course.)

I'm kinda tired, so I probably won't do it tonight.

>catholic
>going to a bar

Pick one

What's it like?

Meanwhile in the 1920s

If you have to drink to get confidence you are a pussy and probably small

>Conservative Christian Norwegian friend told me she likes me as more than a friend yesterday
>Been hanging out with her loads recently because I enjoy her company, realised I said some stuff that would have made her think I like her
>Unable to find her attractive even though there's nothing wrong with her I can think of

Feels bad man

Going out as a teenager always drained me. It always felt better to go home after hanging out than it did to hang. 23 y/o now and very content to do my own thing. The biggest advantage of being a male - you can make your own way in this world without reliance on anybody else.

I don't drink for confidence at all i drink to get fucked up

Its okay you're alone but not alone.

Hanging out with normie friends this weekend, we're gonna watch Kingsman 2 and it'll be fun
pretty sad because I haven't been doing well in calculus and will have to get help after class from teacher.

>when you see your friend who betrayed you for some pussy

Found the cuck athiest.

Catholics are the most fun.

Haven't been to the gym since Tuesday, so I feel like shit. Starting to realize that lifting has been keeping me emotionally above water for a long while.

Looking forward to leg day and feeling happy

It's been kind of a shitty week. I failed two of my subjects at uni which sucks because I wanted to transfer to another university because I really hate my current one but without those credits I can't do shit.

Family's been having issues and we're all on edge because of our financial situation.

I went to a concert today, and band I really like, went by myself because no other people like this band in my social circle. I didn't really socialize there, I just went to watch these guys live. It was amazing, I danced like a madman and cried my heart out and sung and screamed until my lungs were about to explode. I needed that. I just got home and am browsing a bit before bed.

I'm an immigrant, Veeky Forums. Two years now since I left my third world shithole. I miss home. I miss my friends. I miss being middle-upper class. I miss having a gf and a normal life. Now life is hard, really hard, and sometimes I wonder if I'm ever gonna make it.

>been talking to a girl for several weeks, went on a date
>says we can be friends, with no expectations of anything more
>softens rejection by saying shes still hung up on her ex, that she thinks one of her mistakes with her ex was that they dated right away, as opposed to having something develop from a pre-existing friendship
>not sure if i should just cease all contact whatsoever or be friends and risk becoming more and more invested only to find out she still doesnt want to date me

miss my exgf

think about her every time i visit this board

can't stop thinking about her even if im out with the boys

for fucks sake
i'm drunk-ish and all i want is to text her

fuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk

Best thing you can do is be friends but act like you don't want anything else and don't make a lot of time for her. If you develop feelings for fuck sake hide them at all cost. Nothing makes a woman want you like feeling like she isn't desired, but you can't completely ignore them or they will find someone else who gives them a little bit of attention but not nearly as much as they want.

Sounds like your family needs you in this time. Your parents probably cannot adapt much from how things were in the third world. It's up to you as the son to become a man of the first world. You're articulate and I assume you take your fitness seriously. Keep improving, the classes you failed will only be easier the second time around.

Get a little Asian escort off backpage instead. It's not racemixing if you wear a condom.

I know this feel all too well. Women are nothing but succubi.

nah man, i loved her i really did i can't get over the fact that she got over all of it in an instant, i'm disappointed as fuck man

it really looked like it would last user, like, she really gave me the feeling that she would give me everything, she broke up out of the blue. fucking hell man

So what you're saying is you're hung up on a girl who turns out didn't care about you, and this makes you desire to have her back.

Unrelated question, do you happen to drink a lot of soy milk?

yes, hurts more that she didn't give a damn about me in the end yet made me feel like she did

nope

Because Im a lonely misanthrope in therapy for chronic depression. I lift because its one of the only things that makes me feel alive. Things are slowly improving, however.

It's hard bro. I don't know how recent your breakup was but for me it's been almost three years and the thought of her still haunts me sometimes, every other night, when it's late.

Don't make the mistake I made breh. Don't become bitter and angry. Find a nice girl. I've spent the past two years fooling around with harlots on Tinder and they were all papermade disposable relationships. Two weeks chatting, talking, fucking, and then onto the next one. It's not worth it. I feel empty.

Embrace your pain, and move on. It's better than to be a husk of what you were before.

Be her platonic friend, use your relationship with her to meet her friends, bang her friends.

it's 3 weeks ago.
>find a nice girl
man, how? how should i find another girl like that? she was literally Veeky Forums

i don't want to embrace the pain man, i'm a relationship guy, everyone i had i treated as the future relationship for the future....

all i want is to text her...

Gotta move on. Sometimes you think you know someone but it turns out they are a cunt. Stop thinking she is the person who does all those things you love about her. She's not. She's a cunt. She's the person who does all those things you hate about her. What you are doing right now is thinking about all the wonderful things about her while ignoring all her terrible qualities. You are making her into the perfect woman. She isn't. She is very fucking far from it. If she was as wonderful as you are thinking she is, you wouldn't be hurting like this right now. Quit being a soppy vagina and fill your heart with hate. Go out, get drunk, have fun, get laid, punch a Jew, and move on with your life. When today is over, you will never be able to get it back. You can look forward to endless possibilities, or you can look backward to unfixable mistakes. Your choice my man.

>gotta move on
i don't want to user, i had to the first time and the second time around i thought it'd last man

Texting her won't make her love you user. The important thing is that there is someone out there who will love you, but you can't find her if you're too busy trying to make someone who won't love you love you.

i dont wanna change things user... i loved her but she didnt give a damn about me the last month...

im sure that somehow she loved me somewhere,... but she didnt acknowledge it herself

Jesus dude, if you want a fucking forever wife just do what I did. I spent 3 weeks touring Eastern Europe. No cities, just small towns. Married a farm girl from Latvia and life has been fucking heaven. Move on or be miserable. Those are your only two options. Your only two options.

Your only two options user. I'm staring into your eyes. I try to kiss you. You push me away and say "DUDE, WTF!" I run out stammering n-no homo and you never hear from me again...

WOW, SOUNDS LIKE A REAL KEEPER!

user as much as i appreciate your effort.... i loved that girl and all the on and off i really thought it'd last plus the way she made me feel man, i was about to tell her that i love her and she was all sweet about it, next i now she breaks up...what the fuck....
user please

How can there be so much betaness in just one person?

Well, there's no fixing stupid. Enjoy your misery.

No shit. He probably wouldn't have stopped me from kissing him even tho he wanted to stop me. What a faggot...

I ended a destructive relationship with a girlfriend last Friday. She's an alcoholic and has other issues. I feel totally drained.
Now I am trying to rebuild my life. I have done SL off and on for awhile. I have a good frame and muscle development. I started a split last night and I'm excited for my future.
I let this girl control my life for far too long. God, lifting, reading, writing, and friends are what I need moving forward.
Back on fit for the first time in a long time. Missed you guys.

>moved into uni dorms 2 weeks ago
>already missing my little sister
>she's too camera shy to Skype so we just text
she was the only one who'd welcome and hug me after I come back from a week at work.

Kill those feelings breh. Harden your heart against her

I'm getting way too drunk for a work night...

It's a mistake that needs to happen. He'll have fun for a little bit

Send her selfies. Eventually she will warm up to going on cam with you. I don't talk to my family. Be thankful you have someone who cares about you.

I mean, I have my wife and kids, and my wife's family adores me, but my mother, father, brother, grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, I haven't been in contact with any of them for 15 years. Feels good. I forgot where I was going with this...

I like it.

Lol bro just go travelling for a bit. You'll get an idea of how you want your life to be after that

>tfw stuck in Central California
>tfw there isn't shit to do around here
>tfw already went to the gym

I'm fucked guys, I'll probably play some SQUAD, get bored, browse backpage for a couple of hours before snapping out of it and jerking off before going to bed.

Also, I realized today that my form was all fucked up for squats and OHP, had to go down in weight. At least Im lifting heavier after going down that I've ever lifted before...

Good for you man, it sounds like you really have your priorities straight. Welcome back, and good luck as you move forward.

My father abandoned me and my mom when I was 4 months old. I am 30 now. And I have seen him two times in that time. I thought it would get easier but it actually gets harder.

Harder this week because he was a Marine in Vietnam and that documentary has shook me up.

I love the thread music by the way.

Feeling pretty weird/bad, I stopped taking antidepressants this week, and the effects started today. Feeling dizzy and with indigestion. Also feeling a little more ansious than before, but I guess thats to expect. Hope this shit doesnt last long.
Anyone has gone through this abstinence shit to give adivce/experience?

Damn bro. I just transferred from the office to the depot at work and it's way better than getting abused by people over the phone

What /sips/ do you have tonight, bartender? Feeling kinda down

Gave me gooseys breh. I'm scared for you

Finally got a full weekend off from my shitty job. Have an interview on Tuesday, pray for for me bros.

Repetitive work is hell. I thought I'd take a nice break from a stressful office job to do some wholesome manual labor. How the fuck do people not go crazy doing the same thing over and over again, often getting up at early hours. I'm in hell right now.

Same, living in a college town in your mid-20s is absolute hell. There's a ton of 20 year olds having the time of their lives and I'm stuck with my boring existence.

Man what a bummer. Everyone on here is either struggling to get a girl or Turning one down.

I have never related to something so much in my life.

I'm not. I'm just enjoying a nice relaxing night at home. Wife took the kids to some weird European potluck and I'm getting way more drunk than I should.

She's bringing me home cabbage rolls and spaetzle, plus whatever else she can fit on the plate. God I love that woman...

>26 years old
>kiss less virgin
>started to notice that its have a significant negative impact on my overall well being
>to afraid to fix it
>still live at home
>got over 100,000 in the bank

my only goal in life is to move out and buy prostitutes

Feeling good. Just tonight got past my OHP plateau. Have a productive weekend planned. Gonna hit the hay early tonight to grow, grow, grow.

Bro, if you've got six figures in the bank you can afford to generously help yourself out. Don't buy prostitutes, figure out why you're holding yourself back and meet a nice girl you don't have to pay to be with you.

You don't want to buy a proatitute. That's called marriage. You only want to rent them...