How you holdin up Veeky Forums?

how you holdin up Veeky Forums?

me
>girlfriend said she is moving out
>use anger and resentment to set new squat PRs
>everything else a shit

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My new regime is obviously working because people are really starting to piss me off with their bullshit.

Thanks full body routine, you really do release more test. Too bad about the anger management.

>won't be able to make higher than a D in chemistry
>probably won't be able to make any higher in my other classes either
>gaining weight in the bad way
>*literally* always tired
I think my body and mind are telling me I need to go through with my suicide

break up and get a better girl? presuming you're between the age of 18-40 you should have no problem finding another woman

I have depression
That concludes what I have to say

planning on it, still hurts though

ditto

>got driver's license finally (23)
>relationship doing better
>actually losing weight again finally
>getting more confident by the day and more eager to move ahead in life
>started deadlifting again after injury scare
>have career goals established for once
been NEET for 7 years and things finally looking up

>depression meds gave me suicidal thoughts, I stopped taking them
>sleeping schedule is completely fucked I barely sleep more than 4 hours a day
>I reclused myself from society because no one really gives a shit about me and my social circle is a farse
>I only go out for my DJ gigs, which are scarce
>no one listens to my tracks
>One guy owes me like 500 bucks from a gig but I'm pretty sure he's playing dumb about the club's payment and he's supposed to be my partner
>think about her every day, when I wake up, when I go to sleep, even when I dream, which is rare, she appears 90% of the time telling me how sorry she is (which is the only thing she tells me the few times I see her nowadays)
>gains are great but I'm extremely pale because I barely get out
>I have no money for groceries, so I resort to Uber Eats (my mother is extremely wealthy so she doesn't really give a shit) and oats+protein shakes
>the only people I interact with are my brother's friends because (unlike my "friends") they actually come and visit him to chill
>Stopped smoking weed for 3 months cold turkey, started again because life's so boring I might as well do it just to keep me entertained
>I hate myself and I want to die everyday. Sometimes I just hope I am involved in some kind of accident (inb4 kill urself faggit, I'm going to die anyways so suicide is a stupid option). Also, being in open, high places like penthouses, ceilings, etc makes me extremely anxious because there's a little voice inside which tells me to jump
>same voice asks me everyday "are you happy?" which is a fucking stupid question because if I were, I wouldn't be asking in the first place
eh I'm probably leaving out a bunch of shit

>lying in bed with this girl i knew for a couple of months now
>never tried anything with her cause it would be akward in our crew for couple of reasons
>always end up alone with her with her sitting on me, light touching, etc
>saturday night we get end up alone outside the club for some reason
>she sits on me, kisses me
>make out for some time
>busts my balls for not making a move sooner
>she made the first move and kissed me but she wont admit it
>drive to my house which nobody uses
>end up lying in bed and fucking all day till 11 pm sunday
>we spent about 18 hours lying doing nothing except
>talking fucking cuddling litteraly all day
>numerous times she feels up my arms, shoulders, legs saying she didnt wanna say anything before cause im arogant enough as it is
>during fucking she sees my back all tensed up
>starts screaming and digs her nails into me
>litteraly feel her getting wetter and wetter
>later tells me about it saying noone would believe me euither way, and does a hot smirk
>later tells me she feels so small and protected while lying in my arms in bed, and pulls me closer
>she gets so emotional and so cute while telling me
>tells me she wants to stay for days, as time passed to quickly
>i have never felt so warm brahs, no even with previous girlfriends

Never before have i ended up with a chick i dig as much as i did her, still cant believe it happend in a way.

A-am i starting to make it bros?