Excess Skin Surgery/I want to die

Hey Veeky Forums
So I've put in all of the effort of working out, maintaining a strict diet etc and have now lost about 150lbs.
I'm a 20/F/leaf, and need excess skin surgery.
My body is a total mess, I know that I got myself here, but now that I've dug myself out I'm even more depressed.
Looking online at the procedures that I'd need by doctors who give good results I'd need to pay out around $35,000. I haven't pursued college/uni yet because I was so previously ashamed of my body and hated the thought of being around a bunch of happy normies all day who are disgusted by me. Therefore, I make $3000/month working a shitty job.

I don't think that I can afford the surgery and university. I can't dig myself out of my shitty job situation without a degree, and I can't be a normal functioning person because of my skin. I have not had a boyfriend in about 5 years. I'm miserable.

I'm considering just killing myself because of this.
Does anybody have experience dealing with cosmetic surgery debt, or excess skin removal? I have nobody to discuss this with because it's mortifying.

Thanks.

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Start a gofundme, post this same thing. I'm not super rich but I would do what I can.

Get a job at a Dermatologist's office or plastic surgeon's office

So a good job for a year or two

Ask surgeon for favor

Profit

Don't kill yourself please

You know in the movie Inglorious Bastards when Brad Pitt sometimes lets Nazis go, but cuts a swastika into their forehead to remind everyone for the rest of their life that this person was a Nazi?

I'm glad excess skin and stretch marks exist. You deserve to be punished for living an unhealthy lifestyle to the point that you were obese. Every time you get in a bikini, everyone should be able to clearly see that you used to be lil miss piggy. Btw, those surgerys aren't perfect and you will always look worse than someone who wasn't fat.

>leaf

There is no recourse for you?
Or is it just docs that you don't trust that might be covered?

This. Just crowdfund, people do it for surgeries all the time. Shill it on Reddit, etc.

Post a pic, my man. If it is *really* goddamn bad and that amuses me enough then go start a gofundme and I'll pay 20 bucks.

lmao just go to college
Everyone here at leafland is just changs and pajeets anyway they are disgusted at you no matter what you do since ur white

>"People shouldn't bother successfully losing the weight"
>Wanting the world to be more obese, and not less obese
You're a ray of sunshine, aren't you.

Shitting on people who have actually put in the work and lost the weight will surely help.