How you holding up fit

how you holding up fit

>mods be pissed as fuck edition

me
>rage of girlfriend leaving me has turned to apathy
>was crushing PRs now stalling like a motherfucker

I'm going to be getting some high quality White pussy.

Playing with fire, OP.

fuck them, lets watch the world burn

gf is happy, can't complain. still saving up to move to UK. Quitting my job because my boss has blown off giving me a raise, sent in applications to other jobs. Not perfect but no life is right?

I haven't been on Veeky Forums all day, why are the mods pissed?

I’m just chilling
Probably going to barley pass college but fuck it I didn’t want to go anyway, just doing so my parents don’t have an aneurism

>that bot

state of you nigger

I’m still struggling with bulimia and anorexia, idk what to do

There’re cracking down on feel threads now

>got out of 8 year relationship beginning of last week
>see /fast/
>say fuck it and start fasting
>about 80 hours in and I feel good and i'm dropping weight rapidly

As someone with Anorexia.
Your best.

You should find a better reason and fucking fast. Life is going to hit you like a tank when the university fairytale ends.

Not great man...

>Got dropped from Marine OCS due to an injury
>Got back to find out the girl was writing to is off in France getting fucked by french guys
> I almost broke my buddies arm because he was being an asshole (hurt my hand punching his head a few times instead)
> I just don't feel right about anything anymore.

Man, this transition is just rough, but I guess it could get worse.

user got banned for the feels thread with many replies already in, second thread got deleted.

When was the last time you ate? I’m doing a no eating for five days thing

I’m trying to act but I’m in marketing for a backup
I’m done stressing about life, did it in high school and even though I was in the top17 I felt like shit all the time
At least now I’m not being super crazy about grades

We've masturbating using face time. Stop being mad amigo, and go lift some weights alone haha.

why would the mods delete these threads?

i think they're nice :)

we should have more chances to kinda get to know each other and chat about our lives. what's the point of talking to people otherwise, you know?

>be me 20
>friends set me up to lose my v card yesterday
>was flaccid even with porn
>still virgin
>realize I have erectile dysfunction

Fucking women dude...

because they hate anything successful due to that making them come to the realization they are complete failures at life

No Fap, no Porn its not a meme

Pretty shit
>kissless virgin
>manlet
>145lb dyel because I can't eat big
I'm never gonna make it.

Trying to get back into lifting consistently.
Trying to move on from a girl I've had a strong thing for for over a year now but it's going to be impossible since I'll have to see her regularly through the week until at least April, maybe May.

Someone slay me. Late-20s KVdom is not a good time.

Thots and Those Homos Over There fishing for chad/jamal cock and creepy as fuck larpers pretending to be the opposite everything while claiming they're chads or stacys or whatever

feels threads have been a fucking dumpster fire from jump

Not doing too good, user. Why lift when DYEL faggots who can only do 3 pullups max get all of the qt's?

Fine but not as well as I would like to be.
>Decide to get Veeky Forums, do as well in college as possible and get good goy job.
>Just noticed a girl in one of my classes is really cute & sm4rt
>Too much of an autist to go up and talk to her
>Convince myself it's already too late because we're more than halfway done with the semester and probably won't see her after this

Shit sucks. I got a roastie trying to ride my dick but it feels rather bad because it makes me feel like I can only attract those kinds of thots and not a qt conservative one like the one I mentioned.

Don't stop now user. Just go and talk to her. You could be missing out on the opportunity of a lifetime.

>sm4rt
too bad you're not

Fuck it, alright. I'll just bite the bullet.

:- (

what a hoor

I haven't played video games in a few days

I'm thinking of plugging in the xbox and getting a few hours in


ADDICTION needs to be replaced with something else

Pretty good in some ways and pretty bad in other ways. My company is doing very well and we are finalizing plans to move into a bigger warehouse by January so I am pretty excited about that. It’s always nice to make a shit load of money (although it gets boring after a while)

In my personal life, not much has changed since 2013 or so when I quit using drugs and broke up with my GF. I dunno, the relationship component has just been stalled since (personal, romantic, family, friendship, etc....) and it’s starting to feel very foreign to me

I also started roids a few months ago and look fucking retarded, so that’s cool

>even though I was in the top17
Mid-twenties, but currently in college because of life circumstances. Being top ~8%, I know that feel well.

>masturbating """with""" a thotgif

These two,
are wrong. It's because
Not that I disagree, but mods are autists that do it for free, you can't expect them to be humble about anything.

>tfw got a nasty cough, tight chest, shortness of breath and heart palpitations after I quit smoking
Day 36... How long for it to get better?

cut my crazy ex out. feels amazing

>apathy
impressive
very nice

I'm either depressed about it or forget about her

>How long for it to get better?
However long it takes - the short-term discomfort is worth the lifetime you'll live without it once its run its course.

>ex cheats on me and leaves me for that guy at the beginning of october
>today would have been our 2 year anniversary

I'm honestly surprised I'm okay, I still think about her but I moved on for the most part, I don't want her back and the only thing stopping me from getting a new gf is finding women in this gf forsaken city. Fuck San Antonio.

in one month one of my best friends will have been dead for 4 years. it hurts like fuck, I started getting into lifting because of him. I wish I could turn back time and talk to him again.

Not the worst I've ever been, but I could be a lot better.

>neet since graduating uni in June
>shitty days go by that all feel the same
>can't land a real job
>not interested or qualified for any graduate programs

I have a few friend that keep me floating, and lifting helps a lot too, but being unemployed is bringing me down.

I've been wanting to fuck a chubby women for a very long time now. I don't know why though. I'm a fucking skelly and I feel like a women this big would crush me. I also feel like it only looks fun in the pornos and fucking a chubby women irl would suck. Idk...I guess I just need to stop jerking off to them. Or I need to stop watching so much porn and stop thinking about fucking so much.

reported and sage

I'm in a similar position. All it takes is a few small steps to get back in the rhythm. Good luck user

>felt more empathy and emotion for a drawing of an imaginary girl today than i have for any real girl in years
i didnt expect it at all, one second i was fine and the next i got one "oh fuck shes actually really fucking cute theres more to this girl than i thought" moments, desu i dont think i ever even felt something remotely like that for my ex that i supposedly loved.

I think i've passed the point of no return, at least my mental disability grants me tard strength at the gym

you are pathetic

>We've masturbating using face time

I graduated a few years ago and I've been working small shitty job here and there. I went to a career fair at a local community center and the only jobs they were giving out were call center jobs. I was told that I would be great because I come across as a people person. I was also told that I would be able to move up and move into the field I studied for after a few month of working there.

Should I just go for it? I know it would probably take me a year or two to actually move up, but I guess its better than nothing, right?

Does anyone here have exp working in call centers? How bad is it?

show 2d waifu

Even on days I feel good, I still think about killing myself

n-no you fags will ruin

We'll make it one day, King. Don't let up

POST

Everyone's drunk at fun Halloween parties, and I'm just sitting here. "Friends" say they have places to go, but I can't go. Girls don't give two shits about me either.

At least I beat my bench PR finally...

What're you planning for Halloween? Ain't going nowhere either.

help on not being so insecure about le gf, guys?

both of us are 18, ive never had a gf and shes hasnt dated anyone since her freshman year of high school, but both of us have talked to people extensively without dating in the past

she told me that she used to be best friends with this 1 guy at our job and they that were fwb but the furthest she did was send him ass pics

shes never done anything sexual outside of kissing before i came into her life, but i feel so possessive, insecure and generally terrible whenever she mentions anyone else shes talked to or almost done anything with (i.e kissing someone on their tummy)

i was a KV before her (technically ive kissed but it wasnt intimate and heartfelt) and i just need help on how to stop being so insecure and possessive inside (i never outwardly show it)

the feeling always wears off pretty quickly but it makes me sick bc when i feel this way i dont feel like talkin to her and i feel like a bitch for it

also fitness

Drinking the rest of my vodka and sitting in my room. I've tried so hard to be friends with people but I'm just someone to talk to for a couple minutes and then leave in the end. At least my gains haven't suffered

ive spent too many halloween weekends drunk and imo its overrated as parties always are, but i know that sounds like bullshit to you since grass is always greener on the other side. thats a shit feeling user, im sorry

I would be wary of the upward mobility that they promise. In my experience you rarely follow the path that they propose to you in the interview. Call center work sucks - it gives you the true feeling of wage slavery - but I understand the desperation to start a career. I say go for it if you don't like your current job

>25 years old
>still don't have my driver's license from a combo of being a worthless shut-in my whole life and not having anyone to practice with me
>finally take professional lessons this summer/fall

>take test last friday
>live in america, test is piss easy, literally just driving around for 15 minutes and then backing up against a curb

>literally fucking fail it
>have to wait a fucking month to take it again because of DMV backup


the thing that pisses me off most (besides being this age without a license) is that i failed because i approach a 4 way stop to turn right same time as someone across the intersection who is turning left, im supposed to have right of way but wait an extra second because nervous, other person steals my right of way an instant before me and then its my fault for going

i cant even pass a basic test that even teenagers pass.

you two wont last, and yes its because of your insecurity. that being said i wouldnt believe her for a minute that she hasnt done anything sexual

Sip boy detected. Subtle, OP.

S I P B O Y S

Figure out why you have those insecurities. Then fix them and become a person with such value that she wouldn't think of cheating on you because nobody can provide what you can.

>sent ass pics

i mean bro what's that about

I had this feel except she was previously used freshman year of ha by some gigachad(read: dropout)
Met her at uni and was autistically possessive because I was KV like you except for kinda finger blasting some gross chick and making out with a thot.
Eventually your autism will subside and you'll be fine, but she might turn into a thot if you are too possessive then give her free reign.

Anyways becareful you dumb faggor because you've probably never loved anyone before and if you get your heart broken by some dumb ho you'll end up like me, depressed and alone

I need to get my shit together and find out what I want to do with my life, get a degree or cert and then get in that fucking job field. I need to get out of this shitty, toxic, cancerous minimum wage job and go into something I will enjoy. I'm fucking 24 yet I feel/act like I'm still 18. I need to act my age and mature like a normie.

>havent spoken to long distance gf for 3 days
>calls me tonight and asks what's up
>blame it on being sick the past few days and busy with work
>reality is I don't know if I want to be with her anymore

I'm a coward, I just can't bring myself to end a relationship with someone who hasn't done anything wrong... I've been on the other end of that and I just can't do it

>got an erection from a dog playing around with me with gnawing on my hand, climbing up on me with its arms on my shoulder and chewing on my ears, slobbering all over me

i want to kill myself, Veeky Forums. i dont know why this happened. obviously it wasnt sexual at all, just what the fuck

You have to get over it. It's not like she was a cock carousel. Realize your behavior is going to nuke the relationship so if you want it to continue you need to change your mindset.

I really need to get my willpower to fast. Like if I get bored for a second I'll walk and get food.

...

>Match with some chick on tinder
>1 message in:
>Tell her I am going to bed
I goofed

user I'm in your exact situation please tell me if it works

The worst part about dieting for me is that all I can think about is food. At least in a year and a half I can maybe finally talk to a woman.

...

I will, user. Hang tight and wish us both luck

Don't forget that user is also a piece of shit.
Inb4 he some nigger catch phrase.

Fuck that, nigger. Zyzz and Rich didn't die so you could just give up. Keep with it.

I've been trying to get Veeky Forums for a month. Nutrition is good and I'm putting on weight, but seeing more fat than I want.
I feel socially awkward because I am. I got tested to see if I was autistic. For better or worse I'm not. Now I just have to figure out how not to be socially inept.

My grades are shit, but that can be fixed easily, it's not my first time having to fix shitty grades.

Overall I just feel like shitty, but optimistically shitty. Like I'm running and it fucking sucks, but I know when I finish I'll feel great.

We're all going to make it, we just gotta keep going.

Aw geez. Thanks user

>had to go to normie college gym instead of my normal place
>9/10 qt that i talked to is being shady
>get really mad bc i have one of those a million friends but none are close kinda system
>lift the lights out of gym
Feelsokayman

How much progress did I undo if I accidentally had a cigarette after quitting? Is it like I would have started all over with quitting?

Asking for a friend

I know that feeling user. I bit the bullet and did it though. She cried and wanted me to stay with her but I had to hold true to what I felt.
I'm a month out from doing it much better.
In long distance, if you don't know if you want to be with the other person it means you dont want to be with the other person.

Good luck.

>Start getting abdominal pain
>keep lifting
>start getting horrid liquid shits
>Gets way worse so stop lifting
>go to doctor
>get camera up my ass
>confirmed Ulcerative Colitis
>Shiting out blood and gains
>gf leaves me after seven years cause ass problems
>Grandmother died this week

This has been the worst two months of my life, im still gonna make it...

that is fucking disgusting my dude

my problems feel like nothing in comparison

I guess they are confirmed psychomatic as fuck because I don't feel any fucking lung pain when I'm drunk

>walking home from class, end up walking and talking with this chick who has seemed to take an interest in me recently
>face is 5/10, but decent bod, bangable
>walking, one of her friends sees her from a distance, says hi
>she comes up and starts walking and talking with us
>ohshitshescute.mmorpg
>5/10 girl eventually splits, leaves me and cute girl
>talk for a little bit before splitting off but she seems cool
>know 5/10 girl wants to fuck but i don’t really give a shit and want to pursue her friend
>no means of contact with cute girl except first name and possible connection via 5/10 girl

What do Veeky Forums?

>go to social event
>fail at being social again

I-I'll get it next t-time

You crave physical contact, calm down.

>the realization that you haven't been emotionally attracted to someone in 6 years

Feels weird. I, of course, am sexually attracted to women and everything but I haven't found a single woman that really captivates me in 6 years. They're all just bland people who I'll go "yeah, she's cute" and then never feel any reason to even approach them. I think I'll just be a wizard at this point.

That's rough my dude, but things will get better, just hit a rough patch.

Why in fucks name would you want to come here unless you're some dirty europoor or poo-in-loo?!

Deadlifted over 4pl8 and did lmao1pl8 OHP for reps for the first time so feeling pretty good. Passion for lifting is at an all-time high.

Kinda lonely, but I'm really not looking for a relationship at this point. Would be nice, but not the end-all-be-all.

I feel like I've made substantial physical/mental/soul gains after breaking up with my ex half a year ago.

Nice legs fuck u

>31y/o
>had my first kid with my gf early this year
>things were great when she was pregnant
>closest we've ever been
>hello, postnatal depression
>not interested in me at all
>doesn't touch me, ask how my day was, or even talk to me really
>try to kiss her, she moves away
>always on her phone "playing a game"
>like we're two people living in the same house, not even friends.
>been like this two months now

Fuck, I'm lonely

>Lifted in my boyfriend's home gym, felt weaker for some reason
>Got some good dicking though, almost destroyed my pussy
>Bf helped me with my kickboxing and taught me some BJJ
>exams for law school coming up, feeling confident

>thinking about asking qt coworker who I go in runs with out to coffee
>wondering how I’m going to do it.
>texting her and get pic related.


Feels good man

Could always get clean together too?

Actually taking care of the kid, eating less, sleeping less and breast feeding it cures postnatal depression.

Make her lazy ass get up and be a mother to her and your child.