Permanent laziness, no motivation

24 y/o, 5'9 and 167lbs at around 16% bf, I sleep 7 hours a day, no junk food and eat right, on and off lifting for years, stopped going to the gym months ago, I have no diabetes or any other health issue (except flat feet).

I feel like there's nothing in me, like I'm an empty vessel and I have literally no excuse coming from a loving and upper middle class family. I study full time with 2 part time jobs. They are not necessarely tiresome but I just feel nothing inside. I wake up every morning very tired and devoid of energy.

When I try to actually train it goes well for a week but then

>can't continue running cuz IT band hurts like hell, even though I foam rolled the shit out of it and seen a few specialists
>start to hit the gym again but then I worry that I have shit form, lack flexibility and mobility
>literally watch hundreds of videos of all the types of stretching, get overwhelmed and don't continue

Just end it already

Same here but I'm not a manlet. I go to the gym everyday and study full time but struggle to keep pushing. Ive tried hobbies but I dont have much reason to live anymore

Find something to lift for brother. Me, its to get more pussy.

lift for the upcoming race war, bro. We need strong men

hey man, since you are me but a bit fatter and flat footed, im going to go ham for exactly a year and report back with thread name "user, i'm back". when you're still a bitch, you can compare yourself to me, and see where your pathetic ass could have gone in a year.

Is it because I've hit peak testosterone and it's only going downhill from here

Please help

you need to find something. for some people it's a sport, or art, even their job. for me it's boxing.
find your something. that's your something until you find it.

yes, the whites are still majority in all the best places, we need to concentrate our strongest warriors there. also double the flouride for the next couple of weeks. we strike soon.

you have clinical depression. feels like hell right now, but know that it's just stuff going wrong in your brain, you wont feel like this forever.
go to your doctor and tell them you think you are depressed and they'll be able to help you.
unless you live in america, in which case tough it out or whatever you do when you get sick.

I'd love boxing but I'm afraid that it's a gains goblin and I heard that if you don't want to make it pro, they don't give a shit about you. I always wanted to race karts and cars but it's stupidly expensive...


How can I know? No I don't want to be mental illness fag it's all in your head, it's a choice

getting into sports at our age really sucks, i wish my parents made me do fencing when i was a kid and i actually got good at it

>ywn be the best at something
>ywn be a multi millionaire
>ywn be a chad with easy access to pussy
>ywn be an important or famous person
>ywn make your parents proud
>ywn be an awesome dad with lots of cool story to tell and full of cool tricks
>ywn have a close group of bros you go out drinking with
>ywn be an awesome role model to tour younger brother
>ywn be a normie with a family, goals and being a functionnal member of society

Life was a cool ride, it's time for an early stop

you will surely have some of these things, but no person on earth can have it all.
sure as fuck not with that attitude.

go to a boxing class, there are sure to be people who don't wanna go pro i guarantee it.
>gains goblin
why care? it will give you an awesome body that can actually do functional stuff.

every day you don't start is one day less practice. start or you will regret it even more in 10 years time.

Why bother? Been training on and off for 5 years. LITERALLY made 0 gains, only dropped bf, lowest was around at 10%. Plus I chose a physical job with thousands of other candisates for like a dozen of jobs. I'm so screwed time to load one in the chamber

I mean, if you feel nothing and want to kill yourself, you might as well take up racing karts. Worst case scenario you still feel empty, but with less money. Best case you find meaning.

dude, don't literally kill yourself because you are unhappy with your looks.
don't be that guy.
>10% bodyfat
as a former fatty, fuck you for acting like that's no big deal.

so now you can do one of two things:
keep wallowing in your misery and self pity
or
go to the doctor and get some prescription meds

the choice is yours.

>No I don't want to be mental illness fag it's all in your head, it's a choice

Are you choosing to feel like your life has no meaning?
Is it all in your head that you can find any meaning?

Go talk to someone.

No I want to leave some money (lol) for my family

Not really about physical appearance. I just can't do jack shit. It' s often a cycle like one week it goes well and hit the gym again followed by a month long binge of extreme laziness

I tried to give it some meaning by choosing one of the most male job possible, where you help people and you got a brotherhood to belong to. Turns out, I'm that awesome and although I do my job, I'm not the kind of guy that people want to be around with. I've come to accept that that loser status is a curse, branded on me. At least little bro is doing very well, I was able to pull him off from the path I took and does judo, swimming, has friends, isn't afraid and part of the cadets. At least I know I did good on that behalf

I am NOT*** that awesome. No I'm not a pussy, I won't talk to nobody. Cull the weak

>want to leave some money for my family

Nigga, I'm pretty sure your family would rather you not be dead. At least fucking try something before offing yourself. I mean come on man. There are literally no significant downsides to trying something new

I tried so much things that it made me poor. Wrong career choices and I am actually losing money from my job, imagine that. When your father says things like

>you know user, I got a old fine wine in the basement that is worth a lot. I know you had some trouble a few years ago but I will open it only once you graduate university. You will present me your wife and kids...then, I can die happy

Those words hurt so much because he almost works himself to death while I just live like a parasite. If I would win the lottery, I would just give them all the money, no other person on this planet deserves more than them. They shouldn't bear the shame of such a failure of a son

Sounds like your parents care about you alot. Even if you feel like a parasite, know that offing yourself will hurt them more than anything you could possibly do alive. I know this from experience. If you don't want to try something, or get some professional/medical help for your own sake, do it for the sake of your family. Do it for your dad.

From personal experience, I know it gets better. Of course, life isn't going to be a bunch of roses, and hell you may never come to like yourself. But when it comes down to it, living for those who care about you is the best way to repay them.