How you holding up?

How you holding up?

Let that shit out senpai

This fucking curve between my hips and ribs is pissing me off

Spent the last week eating, fuck my non-self-control ass.

About to go work out before my 3-day all-weekday work gets in the way of my workout

Hemorrhoids won’t let me shit it out...

Can't stop thinking about chubby/fat older women. I've been doing no fap for a few weeks now and all I can think about are all the chubby women I jerked off too. I don't know why I even jerked off to them. Like I don' think I could ever fuck one irl....okay maybe, but I probably won't tell anyone about it.

Its fucking killing me guys.
AHHHHHH

I wish I knew how to build a healthy relationship

I'm starting to feel like shit guys

I have a lot of projects I'm working on at work, my work load is doubling and now people are asking why it is taking me time to finish tasks when i'm super busy every fucking day. I get an hour for lunch and spend 8-9 hrs working

>I am paid well though
>I have one of those jobs where you make a ton of money but its high stress
>I also fucked up on some meetings today, didn't trust my own words and disagreed with my own statement.
>Shouldn't have done that since I second guessed myself and my first statement was correct
>I feel like shit right now. I've had a good couple of weeks
>Not tonight

have you not been eating your oats? fiber is necessary to a healthy diet.

i took two tests and a quiz today after only getting like 4 hours of sleep so my little brainlet mind is broken. i also still want to die some

...

Not good, bros. Not good.
Lol no one will read this but I don't care. I've been living with my gf's parents for almost 5 months now. They're both really overweight and don't have any food in the house except for microwave meals and junk like cookies and brownies. They eat out constantly. Obviously the solution is to get out of their house but my gf and I have been unable to find a place to rent. We live in a tiny town and there's never any places available because no one moves away and no one moves in. All of our stuff is in a storage unit and we've been living out of suitcases this entire time. I finally found a job but it makes me drive far away from home to work for just a few hours so I'm not making any substantial money at all. I'm just so stifled and stressed out by our living situation. Most days I don't leave the basement except to get in my cardio workout. There's really nothing I can do except wait for an affordable place to open up. Feels terrible, man.

I’m a weak willed faggot, keep fucking up my cut. Just fucking end me

move to a different town

Haven’t been able to use my shoulder in months, will be another 6 weeks at least until it is healed.
All gains and potential gains have been lost.

adhd is the bane of my existance, meds don't help very much.

iktf :( crazy about girls who are on the cusp of getting fat/chubby

I need to start taking some risks and asking girls out again. I had some really good success years ago and just tapped out of the dating game for a few years because I wanted to take time out for myself. I feel like a lot of women are interested in me but nothing ever comes of it because I don’t initiate dates and contact with them.

Not losing weight, but bodyfat is dropping. Switching to calisthenic/high volume mode for winter. Weights are in the garage and winter is coming. See you in a few months, old friends.

Not sure famalam.

>On one day
>Look juicy as fuark, confidence 110% - can literally talk to anyone, everything/everyone goes my way
>Next day
>Gains magically disappear in mirror, transform in to beta who can't hold conversation, want to spend all day in bed.
>Repeat for the week

Not sure whats happening brehs.

I missed my workouts for almost a week, and then I got fucking sick. Before this is over I'll have missed more than 2 weeks worth.
Also, S.A.D. came early this year, which is nice I guess.

>gf of 7 years dumped me a month back
>only girl ive been with, never approached girls before etc.
>just never talked to girls, let one girl define my life
>start getting my shit together, work, school, and lifting
>all of my lifts going up, gaining weight again, investments doing good
>download tinder, use old pics ex took of me
>get a lot of matches
>up one night and something just clicks in my mind, begin flirting and got 3 numbers
>on date with one girl, we end up walking to a park
>was wearing heavy jacket all night
>she stumbles a bit and grabs on to my arm and says "user I didn't know you arms were so hard"
>laugh it off and we keep walking while she holds on to my arm rest of the night
>realized I finally got complimented by a girl

wtf is going on Veeky Forums, im a 5'6" 172lb manlet and all of this is happening to me, im going to get fucking hit by a bus soon I guarantee it

>high test problems

>broke arm
>can't workout
CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES

It happens. Accept it, learn, move forward.

>started talking to a girl from work over text
>We talk for like an hour
>mfw she asks me "i can text you tomorrow if you want :)".

a-am i in there lads

Been hitting it off with this girl and I asked her out to lunch today. "I have plans" FeelsPrettyFuckingShittyMan, I was really into her and I thought she was into me but apparently I read the situation wrong. Fug

I've relapsed into my cocaine and ecstacy abuse and I've also stoped going into work, I'm about to end up off the rails again

Not the original guy but holy shit I've been getting oats in and am fighting the butt hole monsters too its crazy

Lol
Me this week. Usually I'm super confident but this week I spent my day walking around with my head down anytime I looked at a woman pass me. I just couldn't feel comfortable this week at all. I don't know senpai...

What the fug man get your shit together.

I passes my accounting exam today so I'm pretty happy about that. I need to find a major and finish with the degree so I can help out my family and myself. I've been in school for all most 6 years (dropped few classes/semesters) and so I'm considered a junior. The problem is that I can't seem to find anything I like. I've switched majors so many times and I just feel like if I found something, I would just switch again.

I thought about going into HR or maybe be a recruiter. I'll probably be making cold calls to people, so that kinda freaks me out. I'm pretty shy aspie guy, but I know that in order to be successful I need to be more confident and make people like me. I guess I just got to get over my fear and hope for the best.

I just really hope I can get through all this bs. I fucking hate being a 25 year old guy working in retail with a bunch of edgy high school cunts. Fucking driving me crazy

I need a reason to live, cocaine and Molly makes the darkness go away but all I do afterwards is sit in bed and stare at the wall or the ceiling for hours depressed

That bish is ugly af. How the fuck is she loved my so many people? Like she fucking high in ratings.

Started a cycle this week. Work has been progressively getting shittier every week. And winter is starting and I hate the cold, could be worse I guess

I do that but without the drugs lel?

What signs was she giving off to you that made you think that.

Was is it as blunt as saying "i have plans" or did she or you make an opening and say another time or something

The drugs take away the urge to kill myself

Skipped the gym for about three months due to changing and having a new baby but have started up. I'm feeling pretty good today, and actually went to the gym twice. My cardio is getting better rapidly but I lost a ton of strength on bench press, stuggled doing 5x5 with lmao1pl8 when I could do 2pl8 for 2 reps before. Gonna smash the fuck out of bench press every time I go for a while.

I've almost completely given up hope, I'm almost there, but struggling to let go of the last thread. Freedom is so close I can almost taste it.

fuck, 172lbs for 5'6 is a fuckton
good job user, glad you could recover quickly

>ugly
real nice user, keep your focus on the face when her tits ammounts to 1/5 of her body

She initiated conversations with me and asked me questions about myself. She always seemed to enjoy herself when we would talk. She told me she believed she had plans and that she would text me later. Later on she texted me saying she did indeed have plans with friends and was "so sorry". I feel like if she was into me she woukd have said maybe another time. Not sure breh

fitness-wise i'm fine. great, even. I get mired multiple times a day at work and the bus, supermarket, etc. I'm DYEL by our standards, but by normie standards I'm in great shape.

and that leads me to the actual issue.

when I was 77 pounds heavier I had no hopes of dating, I was depressed but I KNEW I had no chance of having a pretty girlfriend. well, now that I do have a considerable chance (5 chances a day, actually), the fact I'm a total social retard that hates people and every subject everyone else cares about becomes a MASSIVE issue.

I need to be so high in caffeine and l-theanine to even begin to PRETEND to care about any normie discussion that it's pointless. when I was fat but still hadn't developed that simmering self-hate that grew into hating everyone else I could still join conversations, even if nobody actually invited me to parties or anything. Now that people actually look up to my looks they bail out within 3 minutes of talking to me as it's pretty clear I'm forcing myself to stay in any conversation while deep inside I'm thinking how stupid they are. It's like my heart and brain disagree on how to lead life.

Nigga the drugs are whats causing that. Its called a comedown. Get some help, get off the drugs. You gonna die by suicide or overdose if you stay this course.

Im in love with this girl, but Im not sure she feels the same. We have been playing cat and mouse for months. Fuck my life end it

Is that it lmao. She had plans with friends, she isnt going to cancel them for you.

She probably is into you but was expecting you to ask another time or something. Iktf, when you're into a girl the slightest thing she does to show disinterested can put you off.

Ask her again but make it a bit more vague like say "if you're free this weekend, give me a text or something :)"

Are you me? Except for the l-theanine partpart, which I'm thinking of ordering

I feel you mane
sipping helps me a lot to get social, but if I don't i'm like whats the fucking point

her whole thing is mommy shit. Are you into that? Like do you want to fuck your mom or something?
I mean her tits are nice, but damn boi, gotta cover that face.

>Acne keeps getting worse
>4 exams in a few days
>Thought bulking would be easy but dont have time to always get my calories in
>some days even have to skip the gym to study/office hours
Well

Bretty gud. Work is going well and classes are going to finish well. Only thing is I'm doing no fap november. Which is great, went 3 weeks in october before breaking down but now I'm determined to do the whole month and already feeling good about it. Only thing is I'm going to have to do some online dating or something to get laid because I NEED TO CUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMM.

It's a vicious circle man

Literally me m8

I find it often depends on my sleep quality or amount. If im hella sleep deprived i sperg out and feel like a beta all day

I have the same issue.

Went from 33% body fat to 14% and now I'm no longer invisible to girls. Unfortunately those 25 years of not really having friends and obviously never having a gf have taken their toll. A lot of girls get offended as if I'm rejecting their advances, but I'm socially autistic and can't read the subtle body language signs that someone is interested.

I don't know who she is senpai
But from the thumbnail alone i could see she had huge tits, if you really like tits you cant really ask for anything more there
>mommy
She's milking then?

>best friend been crushing on girl for years but shes not interested
>Me and her get frisky at a party a couple weeks ago
>Tells me she likes me and could see us going further than just fucking
>Best friend stops talking to me
>Other friends all bitch about me behind my back
>I've pretty much ended it with the girl
>Friends all hate me now
Tfw no gf and tfw no friends

>Body

Always had this nagging pain in the back. Thought lifting would fix it, but nothing changed. Took an MRI, turns out I have osteoarthritis as a fucking 25 years old. Can't go heavy on deadlifts and had to switch to front squats, but my cut is working and I've reached 1pl8 OHP.

>Love

Couldn't be better. Found a beautiful, non-degenerate, white qt. Literally won the lottery.

>Money

This is where it gets tricky. I live in a shit town of a third-world country, and there are no jobs in here. I see no chances of myself making it if I pursue a conventional career around here, as I hate being in a corporate environment and most jobs will pay me 1500~3000 reais (I can do that writing online already).

Anxiety sometimes will strike me hard because all my income comes from freelancing. Planning to build an online business for more stability, but I'm having a severe case of paralysis by analysis.

On the plus side, everything around here is so cheap and our currency is so cheap that I can afford to live with 500 USD a month.

TL;DR - I think I'm doing fine, considering the hand I was dealt with. If I fix my monetary issues, I'm set for a comfy, anxiety-free life (aren't we all).

I’m so sick of Trump. I’m so sick of Trumps supporters. I saw a guy wearing an NRA shirt in the gym today and I started thinking about running him over in the parking lot.

>I’m so sick of Trump. I’m so sick of Trumps supporters. I saw a guy wearing an NRA shirt in the gym today and I started thinking about running him over in the parking lot.

>went on date yesterday with qt coworker
>It went pretty well (least I think. Girls usually don't smile, kiss you goodbye, and say lets go out again)
>still on to go running together this sunday+ got to local fair
>I can't shake the sense that somethings wrong though.

It's probably just me overthinking shit, but I worry that I fucked up somewhere with this girl already. idk

best to just point and laugh at them while we still can user, the ones who do it for irony will move on to something else and the geriatric non-ironic ones will be dead soon.

I'm scared senpai.

Have you tried getting into a normie hobby other than spending your days in a mongolian yurt-patching forum and try to relate with people in the same hobby as you? If not I'd give it a shot. You don't seem like an asshole, but you need something to make you relatable to them, and them you.

Just pick one that you're interested in and go from there.

>running him over in the parking lot.
go back achmed

>tfw max level psudeo intellectual
All the profs I know think I'm a sharp guy but in reality I barley have a 3.0 GPA

Feels kind weird, starting to half-believe them that I am not worthless. I even met someone who wanted to take me on as a PhD student. It feels like some kind of sick joke where I get to see how I could have been if I wasn't so stupid.

I'll probably be flipping burgers this time next year.

>a shit town of a third-world country
France?

Nope.

I’m having trouble not hooking up with subpar-looks women, merely because I don’t want to put it work for a hot grill. Help me

Nofap got me the motivation to go online dating and i eventually got a gf. Probs not the most healthy relationship but its something

This

Gotchya.

Do it man, even if you're not bright, you're likable and thats enough.
>4.0 GPA but bad personality
>Flipping burgers now

t. faggot

I think I’m holding up alright. On a cut right now but not losing gains and the weight is dropping so that feels pretty good. Feel in general more confident, proud of what I’ve done so far but still got 20 lbs to my goal. Love life is non existent but I’m not trying so can’t complian, maybe after my cut and some more personal gains stuff I’ll try for it but right now trying to change my habits. Pretty much dropped my videogame interest, looking to replace that with a hobby but I don’t really have any. Just spending my time either studying or lifting. Any left over time I just browse here or watch shit on YouTube. Considering trying to get back into reading and meditating but I don’t really want to. Social life is good. Hangout with friends besides my roommates every weekend, always invite me out to dinner with them and then to hang back at their place. Got drunk with them last weekend and they told me they’re really happy we’re friends so that feels fucking incredible. For a long time I thought nobody could like me so to hear that actually just hits me deep. Overall looking good bros. How the rest of you holding up? Love you guys.

try and make the phd thing work. at least youll never wonder "what if"

Same user. I've been trying to work on my obliques and I think I'm noticing some results.

why did she dump you? glad you're alright user sounds like you're handling it pretty well considering the length of the relationship

Jeez I wish I can let the shit out; haven't in like two days.

sorry about the high school drama. how's pre-calc going?

I know your pain my brother. As a Muslim, I get a lot of scary looks from white guys. I took a business trip to Texas and I swear I was being followed by a few rednecks. I felt like they wanted me dead because of the incident that happened in NY. I really wish people would stop listening to Donald Dump and Fox News. Like they really have no idea what they're talking about and it really pisses me off. Islam is a religion of peace. Just because there are a few bad people in our great religion, doesn't make Islam bad! Why can't you fucks understand that?!

I work hard (harder than the white guys in my town) and it pisses me off when they act like I am below them or some shit. I hope trump and pince get kicked out of office. I really hope Hillary goes in it again and wins this time.

We can only be strong, brother. I hope everything gets better or you!

t.enlightened

Much better since I started watching lectures by Jordan Peterson a few days ago. Everything has kinda clicked into place. Yeah, some things are bad, but always better yourself and have a goal mang.

>"they have no idea what they're talking about"
>"i want hillary to be president"
>being this retarded
News flash my sandy friend: Hillary is going to jail

u can do it

WHO IS THIS SEMEN DEMON

>work

Girl I met at the gym was showing a lot of interest in me a month back. Only thing is, I was going through a breakup at the time and didn't want any of that. Tried expressing my new found interest in get earlier today and she said she started seeing someone a week ago. Oh well. I hope it works out well for her.

READ THE FILE NAME YOU MONG

>Oh well. I hope it works out well for her.
Plenty of fish in the sea user

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