FRIDAY FEELS THRED

Another Friday night spent lonely at house.
As usual.
Making progress in the gym and job is going well though, it's my social life ( or lack of ) that's depressing me.

I'm 27 but I feel old because of "all" my injuries. Had knee surgery last year due to arthrosis in my left leg. Never really "perfect" afterwards. I guess I was too afraid for too long,but I didn't squat ever since and I just got back to using legpress. Did deadlifts every day 2 weeks ago (not even that heavy) and know BOTH my knees feel weird. I'm so jealous when I see all those webms and gifs and youtube videos of people doing a heavy leg workout. Meanwhile I am stuck with 90kg legpress at 95kg bodyweight.

To be honest you don't miss anything on social media. Sometimes I even wonder why I scroll through my fb timeline anymore. Only good reason is to use fb messenger. IG might be interesting if you follow the right stuff (national geographic maybe,some nice stories).
Most of the girls nowadays are sluts. Just take what is yours and drop them afterwards.

Anxiety, also have it
Live it through

Ur gonna start working with a different mindset, you can have decent legs with squatting your bw imo no need to strain your joints especially if u arent pro in lifting
Imo high rep is better and I always feel great after high rep squats.

Yeah... Gotta approach them tho, I have more than 100 approached behind but cant be bothered anymore, girls put their noses up around me, especially since my recent gains, like they dont want me to be even more confident...But that makes me not like them too much.
Didnt hit the clubs since all friends are with gf's or busy last few weekends.

Could have some blonde last night out but eeehh. At this point its lack of wanting to deal with them.

desu she was to close to my years, ex was 26 already talking kids (after 1 month ) so now no more 24+ for me.

Ideally Id want a teen with that ass breh.

Hope your LEFT leg gets better and better until its AL RIGHT (hahaha). HUman body is awesome just give it time, supplement joint stuff, and go ez.

>Not an autist anymore.
>Used to be a fat incel
>Start socialising
>Actually begin to enjoy it
>Lots of hookups, lost virginity
>I'm literally the opposite of /r9k/

This summer has been amazing, BUT NOW:

>Moved to another city to study
>don't know anyone here
>no one in class hangs out
>out of 24, 20 of them come back to their hometowns every weekend
>2 are asocials and don't even speak
>1 goes back to his town everyday
>1 is me
>So I don't know anyone here, no one in the class hangs out here
>living on my old grandpa's apartment, so its not like if I had any roommates or I was in a dorm
>Only come back to my hometown each ~3weekends, but friends are also study abroad so I barely hangout there too

So basically I am totally alone, and it's starting to destroy my mind. It's not like if I was an /r9k/ fag who gets crippling anxiety everytime he goes out, I'm actually trying and willing for it, but I can't help but be alone.

Jesus fucking christ, only thing left to me about to hang a sign/poster asking for friends in university's hallways.

Idk man. There have been classic WoW servers even during WotLK (albeit private ones). Blizzard could have made so much more money if they didn't wait 5 (?) add ons with that stuff.

>tfw when you still miss the old days doing WSG with a lvl 29 druid, using travel form and hiding with the flag in the weirdest spots

Great day at work everyone was positive and having a good time

>took my jumper off and for the first time felt good

I feel like I'm on the road to being my old self again after last year when the old gf dumped

Friends want me to go out tonight but I need to go to the gym and eat, guess that's a price to pay there's always tomorrow

lol

can u describe me hookup culture? From ur exp.

Never tried that dunno i want desu

Thank's bro. That cheers me up. Especially that cheesy joke

I know your feeling. On the one hand you want to have sex with a girl,but on the other hand you just can't be bothered to put up with their shit.
I've only recently experienced that "biological clock" stuff. Had something with a 32 y/o. She was talking about she wanted something with substance and stuff. I guess it's only partly about the age, but also a mindset. Some women are ready to have kids at the age of 20 I guess.
At least you have the possibility to go clubbing. Living in a small town in Germany. The clubs here play black music, charts and backstreet boys. Not really my cup of tea.

I'd love to have a young one as well. Stupid me could have had a 21 y/o easily. But after the first date I didn't really want to pursue it anymore. First date I essentially spent 30 bucks to jerk off in front of her. Also she smelled weird.

Niece's Birthday this weekend. She's 2 but she'll turn in to white trash like her parents, I can already tell. Brother-in-law smokes weed all day, no job (he quits any he gets within 2 weeks). Sister has a job but keeps getting traffic tickets and lost her car twice because of it. Niece started cussing every other sentence about 6 months ago. They get tons of government aid even though literally nothing is standing in the way of them making decent money.

The rest of my family has pretty much thrown their lives away. One sibling is making decent money, but only because she married a guy who started a business. I'm youngest and the only one to go to college, and one of only 3 who even got a diploma. The down side of that for me is that everyone else has way higher expectations for me which is making me tired every day.

I'm sad to be a part of society. So many things are just completely degenerate. Besides that, regular feels of tfw no gf, lonely KV etc. Cut is going well though and lifts going up steadily. Overall not too bad this weekend, just feel bad about my niece's future.

I feel like I have no general anxiety, maybe a little since im here lmao. Then again Im working at a customer service job and have a pretty safe job place and so on.

Then again the longer ive been employed in my current job, the more responsibilities I get on my shoulders so I guess it could just be work related stress. Not the biggest fan of me popping a betablocker every now and then as my resting pulse is really low to begin with, usually between 40 and 50.

hahah glad I can help m8

Ditto on weird smell. Gotta trust your instincts. One time this hostess in a club came over, we talked etc and she was hot but her breath stank.
Really snaps you out of it. My first association was if she sucked someones dick few mins before. Read a story online where one girl got cum in mouth and went to kiss some guy in club. Since then Im pretty fucking careful.

no h8 on backstreet boys come on our gen grew up with that music imo it brings good feels

You guys should start getting a haircut every 2 weeks.

you got a betablocker but dr didnt find anything yet presribed it to you?
How old r u man?
Are u using?

Gotta admit if thats the story and ur clean dunno why he did it. Shouldnt just throw pills like that. Im a doc myself and young ppl have more anxiety than actual heart problems especially if nothing showed on tests.

What tests did u made?

sad story. How many kids get fucked like that. Fucking sucks. Keep focusing on your goals and dont feel like u need to save anyone if they can save themselves but wont put the effort.

This is a very cute boi, what's his name

The people who come to the bar are retarded or jerks. There’s only a handful of nice customers who come and that’s not enough to outweigh the assholes. After that one Slavic dipshit I have a hard time keeping chill. It doesn’t help I have very little friends and don’t talk often to them and have to decline going to parties because I know people I hate will go there. I fucking hate this. Lifting is the only thing that gives me a drive now. It’s only a matter of time until I go Falling Down.

am an ex-fatty, still chubby, but getting into shape. fucking sluts (keyword, sluts) has always been easy ; 6'1" nice face, etc. used to sometimes fuck ugly girls (2 fatties & 2 ugly in the face) for taboo of it.. now i am ashamed of myself, feel inadequate to fuck hot girls & wife material bitches now.. I've been with about 6 girls i'm proud of and 1 i am indifferent about excluding the uglies and fatties.

is there any redemption for this??? Or will i be stuck in the hole of meaningless gross taboo sex????

his name is Girl

True that. There is even a saying in Germany that would literally translate to "I can't smell you" (aka I can't stand you)
Don't think she sucked someones dick before, just had an overall weird smell (body,mouth) but damn boy. Women are fucked up.

Yeah, it's definitely good feels music, but for partying / dancing I'd rather listen to electro, but good luck finding that in this dump

I don't even know how many weeks it's been since I went out on a friday night. Sucks not being a student in a student town and not having friends, man...

Every hole is a goal mate. Don't feel ashamed of the ugly women you had sex with. Laugh when you look back at it. Why not fuck them,just to let off some steam? Just don't reach for bottom drawer on purpose anymore
First time you will have sex with a good girl you won't feel inadequate anymore.

>mfw did 225lb deadlifts for the first time

Feels fucking good guys, I just wish getting a GF was as simple as doing deadlifts

das interesting

hey, at least you dont have to deal with migrants hahaha
Maybe you snatch some pure(tm) teen yet to embark on college and u mold her in your image.

Wouldnt surprise me since city girls are by default sluts.

>Sucks not being a student in a student town and not having friends, man...
are u me?

Which country man?

Actually I think you fuckers are right, I guess there a very low chance for it to be cause by anything else but stress / anxiety. My bp and pulse have always been on the lower and optimal side and I got no other disease that would increase my risks.

No, he didnt prescribe anything yet. I went to the kinda ER side of the hospital and not the normal time scheduled office. All they could do there was to check that I was okay at the moment. He told me to contact the normal office next week and get an appointment. A 24 hour surveillance film would probably be the best, but since everyone around here is a cheap fuck, and this is on the city, I might have to wait longer.

I work in a pharmacy though so I could literally pop a beta blocker from the packets that expire in the near future but I dont wanna do that.

No drugs, 24 M. They had me on heartfilm for the 30s duration, during which I felt (unfortunately) well at that certain moment and they found nothing. I have a bp measurer at home that shows arrhythmias if they are present while doing the test. Sometimes it shows it, sometimes not. I can pretty much feel when it will show it as I get palpations big enough for me to notice.

Good job man. Keep getting stronger!

Iktf bro, for some reason that full 45lb pl8 on the end feels infinitely better than all the 5lb increments in-between.

Proud of you man, keep it up.

you should wear halter 24 hours.

Some ppl especially sportsman get it but its not dangerous.

Nah mate, we have refugees here. I don't even know where they are from. They all look exactly the same. Same haircut and same ripped jeans and monochrome sneakers. Though some look indian,while others have more of an african face. But all of them have this oblong head shape. Weird stuff.

>tfw this would be easily possible, since I attend an almost all teacher and psychology university
Bro I am walking across the campus and fall in love every 10 steps. Good thing it's winter, I probably wouldn't survive summer (NoFap here)

>Which country man?
Romania.

>press finally moving now that i purchased microplates and added pin-press@chin to regimen
>deadlift stuck hard as fuck at 365
>squat has surpassed deadlift
mixed bag

Its simplerer if you kill everything that makes u individual

>Just moved to a new city for studies to months ago
>Knows noone and have a hard time making real friends
>Living by myself for the first time
>Talking to my girlfriend who's far away helps on the lonelyness
Anyways we just broke up with this monday but on the plus side my new routine is working great, I've started counting my macros and enjoy making food for myself

thanks, I dont feel as trashy mate

Yeah I was reading the recommendations for arrhythmia findings and thats mentioned there as a very base line tool. I dont really see a reason why they wouldnt give me one next week. We'll see.

>whey protein give me panic attacks
you are retarded

Thanks guys, I was afraid MemeLifts was going to be just that but it actually works. I started lifting about a month and a half ago, I was only able to deadlift 95lbs to start but here I am lol. My OHP is tough to progress on though, stuck at 95lbs atm

I'm scared that I will never fuck it out of my system. I am scared that no matter how long or how much I love my girlfriend a 20 something girl with a plump ass will walk by begging to suck my cock and I won't have the willpower to say no, because deep down I still feel pathetic, and the only way to make me not feel pathetic is to bang a chick that makes mens legs weak.

Holy shit nofap here too!

HIGH FIVE breh!
We're all gonna make it.

Romanian girls are qt material

ez pz breh rootin 4 ya

When it comes to advice on certain exercises you can maybe trust 1/10 posts you read on this board. Maybe the PLG threads are better,but I've never read through them, so idk if the advice there is any better than in all other threads.
Just do what feels good for you. Especially when you are a beginner it's important to find your "center" and learn perfect form (again, this might be one of the 9 bullshit posts)

OHP for me is incredibly difficult to progress as well. I'm stuck at 132lbs for what feels like an eternity.

>KHHV
>NEET
>manlet
>dicklet
>wristlet
>no friends
>unattractive
>losing my savings in shitcoins shilled by Veeky Forums but they just keep dumping most likely losing my entire savings by christmas because i fell for the shitcoin meme
the only things i enjoy in life is lifting because it stops me from wallowing in my self pity for the day and gets me out of the house and posting on this Bangladeshi Kite Testing Forum desu

all i do is lift and shitpost on this shithole i have no social life or hobbies

>FRIDAY FEELS THRED

Losing my good job soon

>I'm on the cutting block
>They've started reverse engineering my projects
>They now have a chance to get rid of me
>There's going to be people in the office who talk behind my back
>Found a guy below me who tested me this week
>Asked me a question and I didn't understand the question since I was working on something else
>Moved on with my day
>Decided to research what he was talking about
>I'm above him and he literally tested me with this and wanted to see how much I know about this issue...
>sonvabitch pretended to be cool with me
>But I know the truth, that's how normies are and humans in general
>If there's a chink in your armor, they find it and use it to take you down
>They literally tried to test me
>Next week all hell breaks loose.....
>Fuck my life
>Fuck my job
>Good news is I'm going to remain positive anyway
>Thanks for reading Veeky Forums

>Romanian girls are qt material

Yeah, but sex is... It's just not filling, man. I have fucked over 100 girls now. It's... I don't care for it anymore. I need to be social. I'm fucking 23 and I have no one.

I'm sad.

Good luck my man

Just saw the thiccest and juiciest white girl in brapshark yoga pants at the gym
>tfw you will never watch that ass clap on your average white dick

pls tell me what to do

over 100
So hookups?

How does that look like?

I dont have those numbers, but I always wanted a fulfilling relationship.

I love watching thick white women get black cock

shits overrated as fuck, just go to the bar and bang random sloots shits way better

I habe pretty high standards look wise.

Hookups. Friends with benefits.
I've only been in 2 relationships my whole life. I fell in love once in the last 6 years, but it was unrequited. I don't know why, cause we had so much in common. know I fell in love cause we slept together ( no sex ) and when i woke up next to her my first thought was "I could see myself waking up to her for the rest of my life".

>How does that look like?
Unfulfilling. You get to ask what's wrong with you. Why are you doing this to so many girls when so many want you and why can't you actually be attracted to them other than physically once or for a few times before you feel like you're done with them.

I'm maybe a 6/10.

This might be a normal way people live and I'm just struggling with this but I've only learned a lot about life in the past 3 years of my life. I'm 30 now and everything I learned before turning 30 was knowledge that was bullshit, the older I get the more I see what life is and I have recognized this journey and why I need to change it.

My family never thought me anything about living or helped me understand that other people exist and have lives. I have always believed everyone was just like me and we are equal. The older I get the harder it is for me to move on and see that my parents might have fucked me up but I need to get over it. I have to get over this feeling

I don't know what it is about today but I feel really fucking bad tonight, fuck Its going to be a rough one guys. I can feel it right now

Damn, I should cheer myself up some how

Damn.

You are still very young, I mean Im 28. 100 women by 23 must've started early.

Its no better living the opposite life. I was with one girl it was cool, no extra emotions from my side.

But I wish to have more sex its just that I have standards like no smoking etc. and most girls dont pass the test.

What I mean is - grass is fucked up on both sides.

>had successful date Wednesday, on for another one Sunday baring a last minute cancellation.
>still feel like I’m gonna get ghosted for some reason.
>in that awkward time while I wait for my friends to get off of work so I can go over and play vidya at their apartment with them and chill.

I do my best and try to stay away from my phone so I don’t feel anxious about “oh did she text back and stuff?” I mean it still bothers me some but at least I won’t risk looking weird if I just send her a text and wait until she replies without double texting.

And my friend just got classic halo 2 and it’s map pack for Xbox. All in all it’s comfy but anxious feels

Posted this before but whatever
>get to know freshman girl from one of my classes
>95% sure she’s a virgin
>we kiss a half dozen times
>been trying to get her one on one
>she keeps giving bs excuses every time I ask her
>ask her one final time earlier this week cause I’m not a lapdog
>she gives another dumb excuse
>then sends pic related
My plan is to ghost the roast. Am I correct in doing so?

I could tell you how alone i am too but itd be too sad. Really the only things to do are to go out and get involved with community-sponsered or uni-sponsored activities OR focus on yourself and become more comfortable with yourself until something comes along.

Being alone long enough turn you into an austist but you can recover from it. Humans need company but also need to be comfortable in their own minds. Develop your spiritual and philosophical strength OP.

imo bullshit excuse women are known 4 hopping from dick to dick
she is stupid gtfo with her

or else what? U should be in her friend zone.

Ghost the bitch.

Full time college student

No jobs want to work with my school schedule even though I go only two days a week...im 24 I may have to work at mcds...9.50 is not too bad just gotta pay my bills

if she's still with the guy, yeah ghost the shit out of her dude. if she just recently broke up with him and still going through the hard parts, I'd give it a week or two for sure. It's tough chilling with other people after a hard relationship, just ease her into it if you're actually into her.

>Sit with same guys every day
>Think we're all buds
>They're talking about drinking tonight
>Ask if I can join
>One of them says no it's just them
>Others say whatever

I want to fucking kill myself I am so tired of being alone. I spend all this energy trying to make friends and I just end up with people who only talk to me hen they're bored or need something. I don't even have alcohol to numb the pain

At least I got two PR's this week

>enlist in marines
>they hold pt every few days for people waiting to ship out
>my cardio is almost trash
>can't max crunches
>feel like shit being near the bottom of the ladder
>but now it's time for pull ups
>most people struggle to hit 8
>few hit 10
>mfw I breeze by 16 with perfect form
>after pt everybody is sweating their nuts off and sitting down
>I do another 10 for fun
Feels real fucking good. I'm the fucking pull up lord.

I'd ghost.
If she comes around and hits you up, cool (in which case don't accept any more lollygagging), but I wouldn't chase any more.

>Be me, 27 year old unemployed college student (changed my major after 3 year and started all over)
>gf is 26 and started talking about getting married and having babies and shit

what do i do Veeky Forums i fell too young to be doing this shit

You're not too young. You could have had a kid at 25 and been fine.

>changed my major after 3 year
JUST
Also fuck having children without having shit figured out first.

hows it being 120lbs and 5'3

if its too soon 4 u its too soon.
Same thing happened to me and ex

Im 28 now and couldnt dream about having kids.

BUT if I get the med specialty I want and meet my ideal woman, then Id consider it seriously.

185 at 5'9" nigger. Sorry you can't do pull ups.

Nearly died under the bench and my lifts havent been the same.

The next few months are going to be hard as fuck on me

But I wont give up, I'm not pulling the trigger just yet. Fuck I'm not done living, these next few months are going to be hard on me but life wont be over. I'm going to find a way to get another job and I have assets/income I can move around. I'm losing everything right now guysm, but it will be okay

I hope to bounce back fairly well from this

I have learned my lesson, you never play around with your job and you always take it seriously.

I've gotten more Veeky Forums and I have an okay face, yet I feel like I have nothing to offer to a woman.

She won't have fun with me. I'm not autistic or anything but I literally have no good hobbies. My social circle is very small and I rarely go out with friends, and "going to the gym" and "trading crypto" hardly qualify as "hobbies".

Any way to solve this ?

Forget about the sex. The sex gets boring. I do degenerate things. Spit in mouth. Getting my ass eaten. Choking her and leaving her bruised. Whatever it is... even that shit gets boring.

Find someone to actually love. Like, someone you can't fucking get enough of even when see them daily. ESPECIALLY when you see them daily. If I could have someone like that right now, at 23, I wouldn't need another 1000 hookups ever in the future.

But never settle for something less than that, user. Never. Otherwise you are going to waste so much time that could have been spent finding *her*.

>be with gf for two and a half years
>we're reaching a critical point in our relationship where we must decide if we are meant to be together for varying reasons rather than just being together because we love each other

As long as I have the ability to play music, I'll be ok.

Recently I switched to just doing weighted dips and weighted pull-ups along with accessories. For legs I really just do cardio... sprints and stair master and jump rope

Much happier this way as opposed to muh big 3 over and over again

What I don’t understand is that I’m positive I’m better than her ex whoever he is. Maybe it’s my unhealthy ego and being unable to understand women (but who does really)
Yeah that’s what I’m thinking. If she tries to talk to me or asks me why I’m not talking to her I have no idea what I would say without coming off as angry/vindictive

Tell us the story. Do you feel traumatized?

I've never really had a job besides some lousy internships at the uni... I'm trying to figure my shit out but I feel like I would be a bad person if I told her I didn't want to. Specially because she is a good person

Fuck feels, I'm getting tipsy by myself and downloaded a nice lil movie (The Founder), bought myself some bacon and gonna make a big ass rice with bits of bacon when I come off the buzz hahaha my life is excellent. FUCK YOU SENSITIVE BITCH ASS NIGGA.

No I dont, it was just embarrassing. It just now I get too cautious increasing weight.

>I have no idea what I would say without coming off as angry/vindictive

"been busy"
You don't owe her shit m8, don't put yourself below her and feel like you have to explain yourself.

>things going kinda well
>going on second date with girl i kinda like
>making decent progress at the gym
>just got hired at a new job that gonna pay me way more
>fastforward to date
>she shows up an hour late
>drags me around campus for 15 minutes before telling me she would rather reschedule
>messages me later saying she found someone else shes more interested in
>says im a misogynist and that I rage at melee

i fucking hate myself despite everything thats going on in my life. I don't even know if she's right about me. I genuinely dont know how or when im going to meet someone that actually wants to be with me. What the fuck do i do?

>drinking alone

Why

recently got back in the gym after a few months off due to a back injury, went twice this week and going 3 times next week following SS. Diet is going well too, I just need to keep on track at university as i barely go in to classes and miss homeworks every now and then. Trying nofap also but it's hard as i'm quite addicted. I'm happy my back injury is pretty much recovered because I missed the gym, I was very depressed after the injury and quit for months playing video games instead, I'm happy once again.

That sounds like some trauma. Actually being scared isn't normal. If you think you can handle it, increase the weight slowly, but with confidence.

Don't be afraid to reach out to a therapist for a month or two (seriously).

Maybe that guy who said "no" sees you as a competitor and doesn't want his friends to like you more than him.

Im glad u shared that man, I often thought I missed a lot during teens and early 20s.

Thing is I spent a lot of time already searching her and approcahing etc, still didnt find her. When u were out fucking I was at home on this site or reading. I would've liked getting some pussy ya know.
Its not like you can really "get out and search for The One"... You just approch when u see something nice or hope 4 the best in day to day life.

I wish there was a quest like initiation where a man travels the world to fing the right girl but irl we just live and hope.

Question - how do you get the girl to eat your ass, or how do u get her to react positively to having spit in mouth?

I tied my ex gf and did some light chocking, liked it, but never went above that.

>Don't be afraid to reach out to a therapist
Im not a soyboy who faps to traps my man.

But youre right will recover my lost confidence

>having friends
Hahaha what a loser
Ok that’s good. I will do that. Not sure it will explain why I won’t sit with her in class anymore but that’s even better I guess

I mean, he might. They're all friends in the Army. I used to be in it but I quit but still hang around them. They're all a year older than me and have known each other longer than I have, and they all live together. I'm just a stupid sophomore who lives alone with no friends

Dont have kids out of guilt.

tho its ur own life, might be perfect and might be great but most times its a disaster.
Your risk to take.

Do you love her like really love her or just "Yeah she's a good person I love her".