Just masturbated to a white Sissy getting fucked by a BBC. I need help Veeky Forums

Just masturbated to a white Sissy getting fucked by a BBC. I need help Veeky Forums.

>23 years old
>Live in canada
>Kissless virgin
>Parents hate me
>Shitty job that pays minimum wage
>No friends really
>Skinnyfat and weak
>Bad skin
>No car
>No future
>Spend all day on Veeky Forums and cuck porn when im not working

How can I change my life this year? Is it too late?

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amazon.com/Six-Pillars-Self-Esteem-Definitive-Leading/dp/0553374397
nathanielbranden.com/sentence-completion-i
nathanielbranden.com/sentence-completion-ii
laraj.ca/AGwiki/uploads/Fascism/IronmarchEditions/Helmuth Stellrecht - Faith and Action.pdf
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you could start lifting and either go to college or get a better job

>2018 Year of the BBC
my man, better set up a date of craigslist soon and get your boipussy pounded good.

I just want help...

this is just what has worked for me:

amazon.com/Six-Pillars-Self-Esteem-Definitive-Leading/dp/0553374397

it's also on libgen if you don't wanna buy it

read this book a bit and do the exercises daily

exercises can be found here (start them before you even get the book if you want)
nathanielbranden.com/sentence-completion-i
nathanielbranden.com/sentence-completion-ii

takes like 10-15min max to do the exercises

i've literally been in exactly your position except was massively obese as well. now i've got a good career, have had wonderful gfs, girls like me, have friends, bunch of cash in the bank, etc.

this shit happening to you doesn't even reflect on your character in my opinion, this sort of shit just happens to a certain % of guys these days unless someone in your life proactively keeps things going well for you. the good thing is that you can be that person and turn things around. so in my opinion don't even judge yourself for that stuff; i don't.

i can't explain it, but if you have low self esteem, bad shit is just gonna be happening to you without you knowing why. if it's high, you'll just find yourself in a position where shit is happening for you and you're doing the right things. i feel like people are unconsciously either positive or self-destructive and you can't control this on the conscious level at all.

>nofap, you have been pavlovian conditioned to like porn, all porn is cuck porn.
>exercise, even if it is ten push ups each morning (read the sticky, it is there for a reason)
>spend at least one hour outside a day, just go for a walk or smth
>start reading, begin with pdf linked below
laraj.ca/AGwiki/uploads/Fascism/IronmarchEditions/Helmuth Stellrecht - Faith and Action.pdf

The fact that you fapped to cuck porn made me dispise you. I am reaching put a hand here, but I know enough canadians who would put a bullet between your eyes if they had the chance.
Better yourself or kill yourself. Your choice.

The get you some help on craigslist white boi, the BBC is waiting.

Stop watching cuck sissy porn. All porn if you can if not, step back a bit and look at PICTURES of nekid ladies only. Start lifting too and eat better.

Happy new year faggot

Thanks for making me feel better about my life. We are all going to make it

also you can straighten all that other shit out pretty easily, just straighten your head and self-image out a bit and you'll be amazed at how fun and straightforward it becomes. everything just seems impossible if your head is in the wrong place.

education career: if canada has some equivalent of going to community college and lets you transfer to your country's public universities, that shit is awesome. i did that (high school dropout), saved a shitload of money, now applying to Ph.D programs.

skinnyfat and weak: nobody actually cares about this, most guys look like that. but getting in shape is good for your health and you should take care of yourself so you can be healthy and active into old age.

kissless virgin: again, nobody actually cares. i went from this to having way more experience than i need very quickly, at age 25 so even worse than you. if a girl likes you she'll just show you what to do. Veeky Forums posters use having sex as a means of assessing their masculinity because getting sex is really hard in their worldview or something. it's not a big deal. just be safe and use protection and don't do anything like going down on a random chick you don't even know (dont get STDs)

also make sure you keep up on stuff like getting physicals and going to the dentist in the meantime, thats a big priority in my opinion

>How can I change my life this year? Is it too late?
It's late, because you keep looking forward to the "date" or "this year".
You need to do it now, or you will decline.

Wow very edgy

oh yeah, i think lifting weights and exercise is good for mental health (?) though so it might be very good for you, just dont get fucking weird about it like Veeky Forums IMO

Focus on changing what's full on your control.

Stop fapping to degenerate porn, fix your diet and start going to the gym.

Then go for the next more controllable issue. Either start studying part time or search for a better job.

Don't know what to do about friends though. Haven't had any for 10 years since I don't enjoy talking to people.

Did you try finding actual, professional therapy?

>be me
>23
>haven't had a gf
>have had sex only 1 time
>live with relatives
>fatfuck
>look like shit
but then
>24
>get kinda fit
>look ok
>live on my own
>I can't remember how many times I've had sex, I don't count at this point
>There are several qts who could become a gf, I hope I'll have one by the end of the winter
It's never too late, at least for you.

this will probably be good too (therapy)

Therapy only works for faggots and cucks (which OP seems to be, so it may work).

what the fuck are you even saying

I've been to 4 different therapists, and all of them were useless pieces of shit.

The last time I went to one, I even brought my autistic list of stuff that I've tried (to improve), and the guy kept saying "oh I didn't know about that method. It may work for other people!"

After I told him how frustrated I was, he answered "and how does that make you feel?"

I hope he chokes on his boyfriend cum.

he only therapy he needs is the BBC therapy. Don't listen to this bullshit OP, just follow your heart and embrace the BBC.

OP is gay for doing it but what you just said was even gayer to be honest lad

I only ever masturbate using poppers and watching sissy hypnosis videos.

Get on my level.

You’re a bitter, bigoted social retard. Of course a method that involves having a relationship with a professional didn’t work for you.

>Shitty job that pays minimum wage
Start a course, doesn't matter if it's MOOCs or part-time/full-time college. Something to put on your CV to show you're not a bum.
>No friends really
I don't know how to make friends so I'd recommend going into cocoon mode for a while.
>Skinnyfat and weak
Cut first
>No car
Save your money
>No future
See first point
>Spend all day on Veeky Forums and cuck porn when im not working
The only way I could quit porn was to get so depressed that I saw no point in doing anything. Just remember that porn is designed to keep you addicted(especially sissy porn).

Start by not asking for advice on Latvian message board dedicated to early 70s Cinema

I only end up watching that shit when I'm edging and/or watching some normal porn. You can try Nofap, byt I'd suggest you fap only to imagination or your dick sensations. Porn escalation is the result of your brain's search for hyperstimulation, much like obese fucks crave for that sugar and fat hit. You're sex obese because of porn. Eat a natural diet, so to speak.

Very nice