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Bars open lads

How you holding up?

Made some crypto gains. I'm alright so far

>Company gives you a project
>Client has a lot of requirements
>Client doesn't respond to emails
>Client starts yelling on the meetings
>Client starts demanding shit
>Client doesn't fill out necessary paperwork for this project to be complete in my hands
>Project will fail
>I rather be back doing grunt work

I'm on my way from misery to happiness uh huh uh huh I'm on my way

I’ve been so focused on actually graduating Uni over the last few years that now that I’m about the graduate in spring, I’m fucking terrified. I mean it’s not like I didn’t do any extracurriculars. I do research and am a club leader. I have dreams for myself.

But I have no idea how to reach those dreams, where to start, or what I’m going to do with what little money I have.

Fucks i even paid for college on my own mostly and I’m still scared of what And how I’ll do when I graduate. I’ve been in school for years and The rest of my life is only like 90 days away.

Anyone else know this feel?

Got a girlfriend two months ago. She's everything I could have ever dreamed about (she cooks, sews, and wants to settle down in the country and have as many kids as we can afford someday), but she's a little pudgy in places and she's Colombian. Today, we got each other off for the first time. She sucked my dick and I fingered her to orgasm. Holy shit, I didn't realize the roast beef meme was real. Plus it tastes and smells weird. And I don't know I feel like part of me is losing that feeling but we already told each other that we love each other and then we talk about the future and stuff and I don't want to lose that feeling and break her heart but I don't want to lead her on if that's what's happening. I wasn't prepared for this, bros.

Fuck me /b/
>be me 19,yo
>meet 9/10 cute latina bad girl who's interested in me
> find out that she does a lot of drugs like coke, weed daily, acid and that she likes sex with gringos and black people
>ex bf broke up with her 5 months ago, now she wants to be free
>she admits : If a gringo asks me if we can fuck I'd say yes, but if someone asks me for a relationship I'd fuck off and cut all contact
>we see each other a couple of times and drink or smoke weed
>I like her, she's interesting and exciting
> I meet her friends, she takes my hand when we are with them or kisses me randomly
> I'm heavily confused at this point
> end up having sex, but can't get it up because of mixed feelings and fear (first time)
> decided to end this contact for a time
> tell her
> she's very understanding
mfw I want her even more now, and can't stop thinking about her
FUUUUUUUUUUCK

>Take a gap year after high school
>Did okay in school
>Can't figure out what to do with myself
>Liked writing but wasn't good enough to try and pursue it as a career
>Like practical work but not good with my hands like a carpenter or something
>Can do stupid grunt work

Wtf do I do

Went to the gym and got food with a qt chick from a mutual friend group of mine. Always thought going to the gym with a chick was stupid but it’s actually not bad when you’re both interested in fitness and shit. Overall was pretty comfortable being with this girl and there was no awkwardness or silences or anything. Feelsgoodman

How old is she? Maybe you can initiate something like going to the swimming pool and fucking afterwards in the locker rooms. Or you just tell her directly but in a nice way. Find some good words and maybe she can change something

fuck me too, now i am into her(the fitness chick)
but she is not. i asked her out two weeks before.
now i still go to the gym with her like 5 times a week, but just as friends. sad

I'm just frustrated and sad that the way she is makes it impossible for us to be together. Why the fuck can't she just love me back? I know how irrational that must sound.

no, he deleted facebook a year before,
always admire him for cutting off these stupid social media.
my guessed would be the breakup and his job.

some of my friends are going to his mom's to see his family later this month. it will be nice to talk to some friends about it.

not nice bruh, something to work on though.

You said it yourself, she wants other things to just one guy.

You have to just let her go do that. If she's one in a million there's 350 of her in the US

>Keep fucking up my calories when cutting
Usually I'm strong-willed and able to change, why is it different with food? I've been doing ok in that I haven't been exceeding maintenance, but I'm really slowing myself down here.

What do you usually change?
And do you have control of the food in your home?

Just accept you'll be hungry, it's quite a freeing concept. You stop trying to find cheats

Was gonna go buy a bottle of vodka to drink and cry while thinking about her, halfway there I told myself "what's the point ?" and decided to turn back home.

suicidal thoughts in my head constantly.
Anyone ever bounce back from deep depression and find a happy baseline.

If so what is the key to this?

I recently pulled together my study habits and have pulled straight As ever since. Changed my physical activity habits and have been making ok gains there, have yet to skip a single workout day barring gym closures,those lifestyle changes have been pretty easy. My problem with eating is portion control, which is harder to work with.
I do not have control of the food in my home, which does make it harder. I'm going back up to university soon, so it'll be less of a self-control test where I have to walk through the kitchen so often.
That's a good idea. Maybe I should try to associate that hunger with the positive outcome. I have lost some weight so far so I'll try to use that as a further motivator.

Both of us are 20, and I refuse to have sex before marriage.
But if I AM losing the feeling (and I'm not sure about that yet) then I'd rather cut it off. No point in spending time on a relationship I'm not interested in when there are more productive things we could be doing.

HUNGER MEANS ITS WORKING

HUNGER IS YOUR FRIEND

today I sorta failed at the gym, I dont know for me the squat and dl have become dependant on my mood. if I feel bad and tired I always do bad. however if I have a really good day I cant stop doing them and fucking love it. especially the squat either I get into the zone and squat really clean or it feels like I have the weight of the entire world on my shoulders and every rep is just pain and suffering until I eventually give up and rack it. I really wanna be a good squatter but with this hit and miss performance I doubt I will ever be. I just dont know some days I just cant get the right mindset and it shows, not like I cant move any weight but I am noticably weaker. maybe I am going to hard on my good days but then again my benchpress is always strong as fuck no matter what happens.

I am fairly certain that you could wake me up in the middle of the night and without warmup I could bench almost my max thats how solid my bench is. on the squat however when I dont feel well or am in a bad mood it feels impossible some days.

anybody knows that feel ?

>25
>get back from workout
>in a cut so every thing is fucking week
>still have fat on my stomach and thighs
>just want to see abs for the first time in my life
>have no friends after living in this city for over a year
>all my old friends are still finishing college
>stayed up all night thinking about my ex from over a year ago
>no gf

at least works going well I guess

lmao isn't this the same exact shit that men hate women for? user should try and get her more fit, if she refuses and doesn't want to do it then he has reason enough to dip. This isn't rocket science.

There is nothing wrong with acid when it comes to fitness. It has zero negative bodily effects. If you can't juggle when you are on acid you can totally juggle. Zero hangover.

Been there. I still get there this time of year. I bet you frequently torture yourself with your own regrets and shameful events from your past. You're really doing it to yourself. That doesn't mean its an easy fix, though. Start with diet and sleep. Never sacrifice sleep for exercise.

For the past few months I have been working on getting a better diet and planning to start gym this year.

It was difficult but I successfully quit drinking soda and eating junk food, now I feel like I'm ready starting to exercise but I have social anxiety and I am afraid of being judged when I go to the gym because I'll be the weakest guy there with pathetic flabby arms.

I'm three days into my 4 weeks vacation but nowhere to go and no one to go with.

Yesterday I had my first suicidal thoughts in years.

Started cutting just to set me some goal and something to do.

>4 week vacation
>nothing to do

pack up your car and go roadtrip to mexico.

>have a couple of girlfriends in high school
>opt not to go to college
>enter field with no women
>didn't realize upper middle class hometown would have zero girls my age since they are all in college
>introverted (at the very least), so when I do come accross a 19-22 year old girl, I squander the opportunity
>peers in senior year this year
>girls graduating are going to seem so much older than when I had my last girlfriend
It sucks to know that young love was over for me before I knew it.

How is my future? Obviously I have to approach people. I figured the fact that I have an established career, a car, and soon my own place would make me an attractive guy when everyone comes back. Maybe not, though, and I will still be lonely.

Last year did something like that, ended up spending most of my time in the hotel.

Do you not get to decide when you go on vacation?

yup
diet and sleep are fine. Been dealing with this for years and years. It's actually the norm with blocks of time where I am not like this.

I'm in great shape, but i still self medicate with gray area shit to numb the pain.

What else, give me advanced tactics that actually work

drive through the entirety of south america. at worse you get bored and turn around.

i just lost my virginity at 24. With a really nice girl, it was a huge relief and i feel good about finally losing it.
the whole range of emotions, body heat, feeling our hearts pounding & touching while doing it was so amazing. just the best thing i've ever felt.

but it bothers me alot that it took me this long to lose it, i really missed out on life man. i was close a few other times before but it was mostly myself that got in the way.
Whiskey dick, precumming hard in foreplay, someone walking in or i didnt have any rubbers. Things like that.

It just sucks, i could have learned a little bit more if it just worked out right then and there but it just didnt work that way for me.
But i wont beat myself any more than that.
I am just gonna take in the moment and just be satisfied that it is finally, finally fucking over with. I don't have that mark on myself anymore, people can sense it. Women without a doubt.
but i faked it and self talked myself to just relax to save myself from embarrassment when the subject came about. And again i'm so glad i finally lost it.

For me it's periodic but recently it hasn't been so bad anymore, fight it on and off for years and you will finally see the light

two months is no time at all lad, you guys arent getting married, ride it out for a little longer and see if its just nerves. If you really think shes not right for you then keep on looking.

I don't know man, people with everything like robin williams and Chester from Linkin park can't shake it.
How the fuck am I going to do it when my mental issues and bio ploar decision making makes it impossible to hold down a job for more than a year with out quitting in some rage

I gained like 5 pounds over the last 2 weeks. Fuck the holidays.

I'm also waiting to hear back about a possible new job, but no news so far.

A girls asked me too her school formal. I said yeah then asked her to my uni formal. She said yeah as well.

She just snapchatted me randomly. I was at a house party with her a month ago and was out drinking with her friends and her 2 weeks ago.

Am I the last resort here or might I actually be getting in?

>so much for dry january

Also the I homegym outside and with the shitty storms happening at the moment between not being able to workout or go outside I'm starting to get really depressed. What is life anons.

i'm such a loser i honestly cannot imagine what a vacation like that would be like man. im 25 and the only vacations i have been on were every year or so from 1-12th grades with my parents (went to a number of nice places as well... hawaii a few times, mexico, italy, yellowstone), and i went on a vacation with my mother to china after college when i was 22 (she was supposed to go with my father, he hates chinese people so he backed out, i didnt want to go but she kinda guilted me into going).

no friends to do anything like that with, and honestly the thought of going to places, especially foreign ones, alone scares the shit out of me.

also i couldnt imagine 4 weeks of vacation. even though my job is a low paying stressful wagecuck job, i actually kinda get sad on weekends because i just stay a shut-in all weekend. at least at work i talk to people

dude what the fuck? you're both only 20 years old, get your first girlfriend, you've only been going together for 2 months and you're already talking about having kids together? what th hell are you doing man, stop acting ridiculoius

Found a saved bookmark for poly amorous on my wife's bookmarks. She's cheated before. We're still in marriage counselling a year later. Things seem absolutely perfect... we have a beautiful little girl, and I'm trying to keep the family together. I fighting everyday. I cannot live without my daughter, even for a week. I cannot accept another man being her father. I cannot accept her being raised in a broken home. I will die before I see these things happen - there is no question. I do not choose to live in that world, death would be preferable without question. So I fight. I fight to be the best husband I can be. I fight to show my wife I love her. I fight for that new PR. And every day I get with my family, every happy memory I get is a gift. It could end tomorrow. It could end sometime in March. But I will take every day I get until the end.

And we were both virgins when we got married. We grew up together. We both have good families. There were no warning signs. Just jewish subversion and degeneracy at every turn. Living in a declining culture is not easy lads. My little girl needs a family and a father more than ever.

>didn't think roast beef was real
Wew lad

its better to have a child raised in a functional single parent home than a dysfunctional marriage.

End it. You only get one chance for sure at life.

this has to be copypasta

are you still around? 26 year old virgin here with no end in sight, wanted to ask some questions

I really hoped she had an innie desu

Just wanted to stop by and let all you anons know that good times are just around the corner. Just hang in there. Besides, we need the bad so that we can appreciate the good in the first place.

We’re all gonna make it

doing ok I guess
the gf has been cheating
she swears on everything she never cheated but she went to Vegas with a guy friend (already sketchy) said the room had two beds even sent me a pic of room with two beds go through her phone find pics from Vegas she's in different room with different bedding there's also other things but I don't feel like typing
wanna dump her but also invested so much time and money

I'm in the exact same situation. Probably will go for medicine

Thanks, but as I found out nobody really cares and all the blame goes on me

>Be me
>On a meeting with these people
>Two PM teams involved
>On a meeting and hear one of the PM team blame the person who is not on the call (they were not on the call and they blamed them)
>Few weeks go by, other person is back on the call and PM team is not there, same thing
>One week they said this person didn't do XYZ, and than another week they say this person didn't do ZXYZ

hahaha, behind my back you think they're this kind?

I've got to get out of this fucking house. I hate the constant shouting. Fuck me lads a lifetime of this has given me crippling anxiety.

Poor as usual. Another day spent alone, like my entire life. Another day hating being poor in a country that hates poor people therefore I can never afford the corrective jaw surgery I need. And ultimately, I hate living in such a dark evil world and being unable to do anything to change things for the better.

i was in the store and looked at some women in her 30s, she looked down as I made eye contact with her and she kept looking down

She's probably married or something, but I'll stick with I'm probably going to make it lads

>fuck you Veeky Forums
>I'm a chad now

:)

So her vag lips destroyed your feelings for her?
You have struck fear deep into my heart... This is my worst nightmare
t. virgin with somewhat long lips

>wanna dump her but also invested so much time and money

have you ever heard of cutting your losses you idiot? like when a sports team gives a player a huge contract or drafts him really high and he sucks? they cut their losses. stop thinking about the past think of the future

other pic when I called her out on it she claimed it was "glare"

Profession?

Yeah, everyone who goes to college. Funny how they sell this idea that if you keep studying for long enough, adulthood will explain itself

yeah I know man I'm getting stuck on the sentiment of the good times gonna just do the ole don't even say anything and disappear trick

I didn't mean it like that. That was my first time interacting with a vagina, and it kinda caught me off guard. Don't be afraid, just don't go in with high expectations that porn gives. My feelings for her are just... I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm feeling under the weather, I don't know

I hope you can keep that up once she starts texting you with "I'm sorry"s and "I love you!"s and "Take me back!"

fug

itll be tough honestly I got white knight syndrome bad and she has the most tragic life
but I'm just angry/numb to pull it off

Some high school faggots stole 10s and 25pl8s at a dead hour and the gym is too fucking lazy to order in more. The exact same shits got reprimanded for stealing shakers and belts at another location but the old manager was friends or some shit

are you me?

Are you me? I'm in a similar position but I can't go to uni despite scholarships (Poor). Considering a number of working class professions as i'm pretty good with my hands and I'm hardworking. Just try to think of something, it will come to you eventually.

>another year gone
>still haven't gotten the courage to talk to people
Fuck my life. What's so hard about talking to other people. Even the though of going up to a girl to talk gets my pulse doubling, stomach cramping and almost passing out.
I can't believe it's something that people actually do. It can't be.

>tfw i have never known what it means to "gain weight over the holidays" because im an emaciated twig and my holidays consist of being around just my parents who barely make any food anyway

MILITARY
LISTEN TO ME
DO NOT MAKE MY MISTAKE
I MAKE GOOD MONEY BUT COLLEGE WAS THE WORST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE.

Just received an email from uni, I'm getting kicked out of the business school for poor grades. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life.

>I can't go to uni despite scholarships (Poor)
What country are you in?

A girl just asked me out for coffee lads

>want to start to bulk up so i want to start eating oats like everyone else here
>ate oatmeal a few times a day in college so figured there would be no issues
>first try to have smoothies with a cup of oats and milk, fruit, peanut butter, almonds, yogurt, maybe olive oil
>get horrible gas before im even finished drinking it and horrible shits that burn when coming out, light brown, consistency of soft serve ice cream, and impossible to clean myself after

>just go back to oatmeal with milk, oats, peanut butter
>same exact thing happens, the horrible shits and gas
>now have to cut oats altogether (it isnt the milk, when i dont have the oatmeal but have same amount of milk im fine)

>also pretty sure these horrible shits with all the burning and wiping and cleaning gave me a hemorrhoid that ive had for months (asshole always itches terribly) so i ordered some cream for it

im never going to stop being a holocaust victim. ever.

May as well start writing as a hobby, user. Gotta give that muscle in your head the occasional workout.

Dunno what to write about? Start with anything. Hell, make up greentext stories and transform them into stories. Anything. Share em here when you get a good one and get some laffs.

I turn 30 in a few months. Still working at a shit job and living with my dad. Still no friends. Still no boyfriend. Still severely depressed.

There must be something deeply wrong with me. I’m sure of it.

Much better than i used to be.

Kinda uninspired with work at the moment. I sacrifice so much and there is not enough gratitude or money to show for it. I want to finish off my 3 projects this year and then see what work can offer me. If I don't like it I'm gonna apply to other places.

Thats why I started lifting bro it was my dream to become a Ranger but they caught my dairy allergies on my medical records. They said they could make an exception if I passed an allergy test but I failed miserably and had a reaction.
American

Do you have a state college near you?

I don't know if I should mention it desu

I've been complaining about work very often and don't want anything to get back to me

>Basically I'm the guy who gets yelled at
>I feel like posting this so I'll add to the discussion

>Be me
>Get project
>The person who gave me the project told me XYZ needs to be done before anything else!!!!
>Ask client for about 4 weeks about XYZ, they don't say shit
>Than get on a call with them one fine morning, and first words out of their mouth is well whyyyyy are you doing XYZ and not just XY as we fucking asked you to
>Everyone on the call goes quiet, everyone shuts their mouth
>Words out of my mouth, okay so we will continue with XY and Z can come at a later time, much later time....

Anyway, they fucked me and told me everything needed to be done

Than this happens, ordering, PM team fucks up, sales fucks up

$40mil on the line and they're fuckng up left and right, than it comes down to me why didn't you know about issues 1234

lol, im not in sales bitch

Man or woman(male) or woman?

All the state universities cost almost as much as private colleges (Northeast) and the only thing within financial feasibility is the shitty community colleges here and their degrees are worthless.

D-do you guys want to know how worse it gets?

>Ask PM team about something
>THEY CONFIRMED IN AN EMAIL IT WAS COMPLETED AND NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT
>Two weeks go by, on a meeting and tell everyone on the phone that that process was complete as told to me by PM team
>Other PM team loads up their project book and told me no, that never happened
Than I forwarded their emails (confirming that said work was done) to my superiors
>They dont care, lol sales/PM teams always fuck up

The thing that bothers me is they didn't even bother to check weeks before and just told me yea its already done...

Woman (male). I’m working hard to save money for my surgeries

Well, my suggestion was to do your first two years as a community/state college then transfer to a university and go from there but jacked up normal prices will fuck you up. I would search around for branch campuses. They are much cheaper.
>guy who finished state college, transferred to a uni branch, and got a B.S. while being paid to do so (through Pell grant because I'm a povertyfag)

My face when someone has a question at work and they want to know ASAP but you're busy on other projects