General feels thread

Feel thread, share good feels, bad feels and anything you have on your heart user.

I'll start

>Be working out since last summer and getting progress (dropped 12kg ad built some muscle)
>Started drinking too much again about a month ago
>Fucked my cycle and good mood and I fell back into feeling numb
>Let school work stockpile, weight go up, alcoholism kicking in again
>People are starting to notice I'm being more down
>I'm skipping school to stay at home just lying in bed feeling numb
>finally 2 days ago i say fuck it and make a list on what i want to accomplish
>pretty determined that I'm gonna make it and i want to get on the right track again
>lets see where this goes

Just like 30 mins ago a girl from class texts me asking how I'm feeling since she's noticing that I've been off. It hit right in the feels, felt good in a weird way.

So what's on your hearts anons, how you holding up?

I'm scared of intimacy and getting really close to someone because inevitably we will start talking about dating and sex and all that.

And I've never had sex, lads. I'm a virgin. And I'm 30.

I can't figure for the life of me how to gain the mobility to perform barbell rows.

Have you chosen path yet?
I would personally go for arcane or necromancer, but threw the v card several years ago

Fuck a whore user, It the only way

Nothing wrong with that but for god's sake don't be insecure about your dick size, if you genuinely are actually go and buy regular condoms, my dick is a little above average and they're tight as fuck. Anyone who tells others their dick is too small is a virgin.

>asked out oneitis 2 weeks ago
>politely rejected
>we're still friends and i thought i got over my feelings for her
>today all of it came back with a vengeance
>feeling worse about myself and the future than i have in a long time
FUUUUUUUUUUCK

Gf dumped me on Dec 1st, and I was down for a bit. But now my biggest regret in that relationship was that she dumped me and I didn't dump her. It all gets better bros.

There's a shy girl I always see at my campus, she usually just sits around on her phone. Any ideas for how I can start talking to her?

Plz use your powers for good

> Be skelly
>Making shit progress
>Still gaining weight slowly but steadily
>In one day, all of a sudden lose 2kg

I always weigh myself at the same time after going to the toilet, I really don't get it. Also.

>broke up with GF
>I initiated the break up 'cause I fell in love with female best friend and had sex with her.
>immediate regret but still dumped gf
>Tell her I kissed the other girl but not that we had sex to spare her.
>Eventually gf breaks all contact with me
>Also don't talk anumore with female best friend who I really liked.
>Feeling lonely and thinking about installing Tindr.
>Don't do it 'cause somehow I can't stop hoping I still have a shot with ex.

It's been six months already, I feel like such a fag for not getting over her while it was obviously all my own mistake