Veeky Forums feels thread

>tfw you know Veeky Forums is a useless time sink but too lonely to quit

I know Veeky Forums is the root of my lack of productivity, so it makes sense to stop going here
Whenever I block the site I do "hobbies" like reading, working on my car, going on drives, learning an instrument, learning a language etc etc
But every time it just makes me horribly lonely. I have no friends, so posting here with the only people who I find any common ground with makes up for that. I try to drown myself in my interests but that lack of any connection with other human beings is a killer.

What do

Also general feels thread (mental fitness)

Never forgetti OP and every other user, Zyzz is watching over you.

>tfw spent over 20,000 hours on gaming and Veeky Forums alone
I could have taken all this time and mastered entire fields of knowledge and sports but I decided to enjoy life instead.

I haven't spoken to another person (not including things like cashiers and shit) outside my family in 5 years.

What the fuck? How is that even possible? Don't you need to communicate with coworkers?

Veeky Forums is fine as long as you maintain balance. I find time to write a couple shitposts before bed even when I'm at my busiest.

But on a serious note why not take up activities that involve other real life human beans?

I dont know man, sometimes I do feel lonely, but people just find ways to dissapoint me. So I generally don't really care. Like I feel I can't have a good conversation with anyone, everyone is scared to be themselves and I can't respect that.

>been cutting hard for the first time in my life
>my body is changing into something I don't recognize
>tfw

It's fucking weird brahs.

>mfw i browse Veeky Forums at work while theres nothing to do and get paid 20€/h to do so

Are u fat bro?
Just wait till you lose weight around your face and start looking handsome, it feels so fucking good.

Yeah, I'm pretty fat. Been like that since I was 10. This is a really strange change for me.

This place is funny sometimes but depressing most of the time.

>implying he’s not a NEET

>desire to buy some chocolate cookies and a bottle of coke for breakfast at work right now
>5th day in a row that it's too damn windy to go out and do cardio, literally feel the wind pushing me sideways on the bike

fuck this weather and fuck me for being a fat piece of shit

swim? run instead of bike?

No pools, can't run because I'm 6'2 and about 220 pounds, I can feel it on my joints.

I got into a pretty steady biking routine in january, went 15 times for a 14 mile bike ride, it takes me exactly an hour and it's pretty good exercise for me. I am not even that picky about weather, I went in rain, slight wind, whatever. But for the past week or so it's been insane, literally can't carry groceries in a plastic bag because wind just rips that shit out.
I'm pissed off because once I finally decided to shed these extra 20 pounds and actually found the motivation and proper way for myself now I am not doing it and it's not even up to me. Fuck

maybe do some meme cardio while you wait for the wind to subside. stuff like 1000 crunches / sit ups / push ups
or the lay on your back and move your legs like you're cycling lol

but in all honesty if you want to lose weight, the key factor has always been diet, not cardio. the easiest thing to do while u cant cycle is just to not eat whatever amount the cycling usually burns.

breh I'm 6'2 and 220lb and I run just fine.

literally me but i have some friends and some other people that i chat with occasionally but everyone i know in real life is painfully vapid and self-absorbed so i come here to at least discuss stuff we're all interested in

i don't know how to solve this either, maybe take your hobbies out to people and see what you find there

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>having a job