Girl holds door for me

>girl holds door for me
>imagine life together

>she held the door for me even though I was one flight of stairs down
>I still remember this 8 years later

brehs...

Worst feel
>girl says I’m fast in middle school track
>can’t remember equations covered in class ten minutes prior
>remember this 2 second event ten years prior

>be on middle school track field in 8th grade
>2005
>gay friend tells me girl is into me
>meet up with girl later, waiting for parent to pick us up
>hold hands for 30 seconds

I can't keep doing this to myself. Going to bed now.

>Just found out I have a 70% in one of my core courses
>Can make it up to a C+ end of the quarter based on which assignments come next
>GPA will still be too low for me to keep academic scholarship
>Will more than likely lose it
>Gonna have to drop out because of a fucking faggot Politics of Reproduction class
>Tfw you wasted 3 years of college to end up in $100,000 in debt with nothing to show for it
>tfw you fell for the uni meme

Tfw full ride scholarship and easy business major 4.0
Tfw wanted to be a part time grocery store clerk and part time bee keeper in the country

Is this a new meme? Or is Veeky Forums really that full of pathetic forever alone virgins?

Is this your first time here?

seems like its completely your fault and you salty about it

>hangout with her 3 times
>start thinking about what colour our kids eyes would be

I have this exactly
>who was that on second leg?
>oh my GOD that was AMAZING

I actually ran that leg faster than any other 100m I ran before or after. Ironically I ran so fast because I didn't want the faggot next to me to win. He became my roommate in college and my best friend.

This is one of the most vivid memories I have.

>girl smiles at me
>imagine her being the mother to my children

I unironically have welled up and cried in class because I saw a cute girl and imagined a scene where our future child says Mama for the first time and I kiss my now-wife’s forehead

>wearing orange hoodie
>"wow user, orange looks good on you"
3 years bros

That’s cute as fuck desu

>"You have such nice eyes"
>y yeah I guess haha
>4 YEARS

>be me
>summer
>7 years old
>best friend, who is a girl and neighbor, play all day together
>mom puts out a blanket at night on the grass so me and best friend can have pizza and tell spooky stories
>we end up spinning in circles, hug for stability, and fall on each other haphazardly on the blanket
>we just lay there looking up at the stars for a bit
>think about this a few times a year for the last 20 years

>be me
>meet girl in high school
>don’t like her, unapproachable
>grill becomes friends with my twin brother
>turns out she’s hella funny and interesting and not libtard femocrat
>wanttoknowher.Java
>steal her snapchat from bro’s phone with bullshit excuse
>she likes my sense of humor
>just friends
>get that indescribable, intense, unhealthy feeling you get when you obsess over someone
>all i can think about
>eat, breathe, theOne(TM)
>she didn’t even think anything of me
>become best friends
>life is amazing but still i must have her
>ugly, noobie gains but she’s an angel/10
>goes to hometown for winter break. still has feelings for ex.
>heart shattered
>stop eating, stop breathing, still theOne(TM)
>she tells me that theOne got into fight with her ex bc she texted me so much
>as little as it meant, i was ecstatic
>feel better upon her return
>closer.Class
>share so many inside jokes, feelings, secrets
>spring break
>invite her over to watch movie
>i thought maybe we would spoon idk
>she takes my virginity
>years later
>still dating her
>i’m going to marry her
>mfw gf

comfy

>having sex with gf
>not really feeling it, not close to orgasm
>think of all the virgins shitting up Veeky Forums with feel threads and how they will never experience this
>grip her waist hard as fuck, ignore her cries, and slam my dick as deep as it'll go
>unable to stop, uncontrollably bust a nut inside
>she flips out screaming about not being on birth control
>lay on my back and smile

>in Japan
>staying with old man onnamountain working at the inn he owns
>a group of Japanese people my age comes to stay
>they're having a barbecue in the evening
>old man gives me a six-pack and tells me to go join them
>I do
>night goes on
>everyone is getting drunk and happy
>I've been talking with this girl for a while
>short, timid, mousey looking band girl three years older than me
>she has her hair swept over one of her eyes for some reason
>drunken me pays it no mind
>me, her, and one of her friends go to this spot 10 minutes walk from the inn to stargaze
>it's up a mountain road with no Street lights
>I hold her hand the entire way up there
>we gaze for a while hand in hand
>hold her hand all the way back
>we're both pretty flustered at this point
>we get back and sit around the campfire
>at that point I see why she had her hair over her eye
>she's got a really nasty birth defect
>I lose all interest immediately
>she's very much into me at this point
>lead her on for the rest of the night
>give her my number the next day and promise to stay in contact
>her and her friends invite me out to drink a couple of times after that
>I ignore them
>old man apparently know these people
>he tells me that she is a virgin and would have given her virginity to me
>I move on to my next destination in Japan and don't look back

I still beat myself up over this. I broke a pure heart out of my own vanity. I'm no better than the whores who mocked me for being fat back in high school.

post update in 9 months

Jesuschrist user

...

reproductive prejudice is normal user, you're fine

“user, I heard you singing.”
“Oh y-yeah.”
“No, it was beautiful.”
JUST

fuck i know this one

wat

>be me skating in the park
>aonettes turn up
>one a one tree shouts “user! Antonette (my crush) thinks your cute!”
>shout back “that’s good”
>continue skating with the bros
Just found out she’s having a baby with her long term bf

I know I'm biologically justified, but I still feel like a scumbag for doing it.

Holy shit, and I thought I was autistic this whole time. You never cease to surprise me Veeky Forums

>girl grabs ass
>immediate reaction without knowing what grabbed ass is to tuck it
>head jerks back as counter to ass flying forward
>Headbutt her something fierce and watch the blood flow from her nose like a waterfall
>try to play it off as not that bad
>it's lunch time and the entire cafeteria is now staring at that kid that bloodied a girl up for touching him
I hated high school

>Summertime, several years
>Was sitting down in the park watching friends play basketball
>Hot girl a grade below passes by and calls me cute out of the blue
>No idea if she was kidding or not, but I've held onto the memory because why not


Hated daydreaming about those kinds of things.

>look at girl walking towards me
>as she passes me, I look over my shoulder
>BRAAAAAAAAAAP

thats fucking weird. get tests levels checked.

>let girl cross the road
>smiles at me and says "nice car" (it's an old '89 miata)
>imagine life together

>drunk at a party
>your fingers are made for my pussy
>haha my gf would not like that
>5 years

it's fine
you'd be more of a scumbag if you took her virginity then ghosted her for life

DELETE

Pretty shitty thing to do, but sleeping with someone you find unattractive is sad

>tfw gf for 5 years
>slowly stopped hanging out with all my friends.
>only talk to her everyday.
>feels more lonely than ever, old friends all moved on to new friend circles.
>lost all social skills to make new friends due to only talking to one person for 5 year.
>afraid to break up with her because then I will be truly alone

how can having a gf feel so damn empty on the inside.

don't worry, you're still pathetic

That could have been the start of something, dude. :(

I was guilty of these, too.

That sounds so fucking humiliating for both of you

Does your name start with a J?

Veeky Forums‘s primary appeal is its function as a blue board /r9k/. I sure as shit don’t come here to talk about weight lifting.

>ITT: People who tried to assimilate into society and failed

yet here u are

>he browses Veeky Forums, that definitley means hes a piece of shit like myself, what a hypocrite

ok sweetie

>at a party
>oneitis says "oh you're a really special person to me"
>i respond "haha it's probably just the alcohol talking. I dont want to let you embarrass yourself"
>get up and walk off
>9 years

>hes been a joke all his life that now he makes a joke of himself so that people dont hurt him

...

Delet this RIGHT FUCKING NOW

That’s sad. Try not to beat yourself up though. You handled it well.

>be me, emotionless prick straight from the womb
>meet girl in high school
>she's into me
>talk about shit
>eventually get close
>talk about going on dates
>we agree on some
>i continually stood her up
>for 5 times in a row
>always had excuses about relatives being sick or emergencies and shit
>was just playing video games
>she still talked to me like it was nothing
>i continually reject her
>she never posted anything bad about me or talked smack behind my back to her friends
>eventually drift apart
fast forward 10 years
>get a gf with a banging body
>still emotionally unavailable
>only after sexual satisfaction
>though I truly do care for her well-being, she's the only person besides my family i care about
>however, i cant get high school chick of my mind
>i still wonder why i did those things

i know work out and read books to feel some sort of emotion

That’s fucking hilarious. Someone needs to create this scenario in paint.

>i sneezed in chemistry
>she said "bless you"
>still think about how I would have held her in my arms as she slept, how she would have looked at our first child
>it's been ten years now
I can't keep going on like this bros.

>girl asks me to give her a hug
>think shes making fun of me
>tell her to fuck off

bit too far mate

Fucking newfag

cringe

dude that's fucking awesome, I'm happy for you bro

>have younger, beta friend at work
>he’s ballsy and asks girls out all the time
>always rejected
>asks the new qt out
>she says she has a boyfriend
>I question this because she’s giving me the eyes
>you know which kind of eyes I mean
>I hit her up
>immediately receptive
>take her out and fuck the shit out of her
>friend asks if I’m seeing any girls
>I say yea
>mfw I have to lie about her so he doesn’t kill himself

I mean it’s not like it’s
his ex and technically I pointed her out first but I still feel bad for the kid

>tfw make fun of myself because it gives others the ability to laugh rather than feel awkward when I talk about myself

>make eye contact with girl during class
>imagine life together

sort yourself out user

>hate going to bed
>have recurring dream
>not really a nightmare but just of a girl in my class from highschool
>she used to sit in front of me and always smelled so nice
>in my dream she turns around and smiles at me saying 'hello'
>the only casual communication I've had with a woman in years is this dream
>never heard her talk in real life so I don't even know what she'd really sound like
>wake up crying

maybe if i bench 3plate i'll find love, right?

made a scrapbook of my best rejections from 2017 and 2018

>then i woke up

what did it look like?

You really should start using question marks, bro.

>
okay

get the fuck out

>he doesn't know about gymceling

Girl told me I had beautiful eyes. Remember every day for 4 years counting.. .

Question marks are for betas. You gotta leave it ambiguous, you know what I'm saying

fucking finally a breath of fresh air and mental health on this thread

these threads need to die this is Veeky Forums not /r9k/

Like this, but more hollow.

Go back and fix that issue

please go back to /r9k/, this is Veeky Forums

Delet this

>sit next to grill out of my friend group who is always copying from my notes
>annoying af so i block her view
>starts kicking me under the table
>can't take anymore so i wrap my legs around hers tight and she can't wriggle out
>first time touching a girl as a teen, can tell she kinda likes it and enter bonertown
>keep annoying each other resulting in touching and boners for like a month
>asks to be my partner on a school trip
>friends immediately make fun of me because i go with her and she's not in our clique
>don't do shit with her on the trip
>we sit with our own friends on the ride back
>i got peer pressured into being a bitch
>young love/nuts forever lost
>don't touch another girl for 5 years
>she was so thicc
>can't even find her on facebag to jerk off too

cuck

oh god it's not just me how do i fix this I need a gf pls

i will murder these girls. you can just smell the fucking smoke coming out of their pussies.
who the fuck forgets that they had plans with their friends that day holy fuck. fucking skanks, all of 'em.

good you figured that one out

What happened to her ?

>high school
>at a party
>girl I like asks me to dance
>say no
>says she'll suck my dick if I give her a dance
>say no
I was just a nervous teenager, bros, fuck my life.

Like an empty socket? That's not so bad. You made it sound like a Zuko burn. Just slap an eyepatch on it.

>tfw no eyepatch gf

doesn't sound too bad

What does a girl's hand feel like?

This is a really shitty sketch, but the socket of the afflicted eye was like twice as hollow as the normal one, with a dent in the skull near the temple on that side.

M8, at least you didn't just do a pump and dump with her. You've done good. She might find someone who will actually stay with her and love her, even if it's some omega dude.

I actually think you've done the moral thing, which was to not abuse her low self-esteem in order to get your dick wet. For what it's worth, I would actually think much less of you if you had done that, though I understand that you probably don't care about what some random user across the world thinks about you.

>fuck off

I have done this as well.

Well, thanks lad. I know I could have done entirely worse in the situation, but I still feel like a bastard.

At least I hope she got some happiness from the handholding and stargazing. That moment was honestly magical.

>m-mirin muh posterior chain ex-explosiveness.......

DELET

I hope she finds somebody who loves her and that her past difficulties make her even more appreciative of the pure love that she and her bf have built together

[spoiler]She died a few years later from acute lymphatic cancer.[/spoiler]