Bitching about 'that guy' thread; Text-RP edition

Anyone here do freeform RP shit? I do, and I have to say it's one of the most masochistic hobbies you can get into (Aside from spending $3000+ on plastic crack) and I'll outline some of the reasons why.

>Finding good websites/forums based around freeform is ridiculously easy until you start looking for certain topics and good communities that also enjoy those topics
>Making a character in the hopes that someone will find the base idea interesting and approach you
>Or alternatively making a character and approaching someone only to get turned away because they're "out of your league"
>All of the fucking OP characters you can think of
>Seriously, everyone was playing some kind of god or deity or the avatar of one of those enormous pricks
>In one place I actually saw some kind of meta-fetish going on where a player was playing the avatar of a god - which was another player. What the fuck.
>These players all have no idea what a balance of power is so you end up having to make something OP as well so you don't get one-hit-KO'ed by the hordes of 'fitenaos'
>Who are all coincidentally edgy faggot half-demons.
>Then you have the people that literally only join the scene to erp, get their rocks off a few times and never post again.
>They'll PM you (usually in-character) with something retarded like *gropes* or *kisses ur neck* and you'll have to deal with them being massive fuckboys after you say you don't ERP
>Usually something in the vein of "Lol, stuck up bitch"
>Or they're a mixture of fuckboy and edgelord and PM you to ask if you want to fight
>And they'll launch into hypotheticals that would never happen. Oooof course they will.
>"My character would use his darkness magic on him after tricking him"
>When meanwhile your character is nowhere near as retarded as what this sorry excuse for a well-written character is trying to imply

And of course;
>godmodding, metagaming, powergaming
>badmins
>FUCKING PONIES

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f-list.net/c/neda valencia
mochakimono.chipx86.com/rpinfo/dechaerrim.html
pastebin.com/aYqbfWe3
youtu.be/sn5SWIIOCFE?t=17s)
twitter.com/SFWRedditGifs

>Anyone here do freeform RP shit?

An RP with no rules or numbers is just a sad and pathetic chatroom.

One summer, me, some friends and a few Veeky Forums soldiers deconstructed a free form roleplay. We had the exact opposite happen; our characters were fairly low power manly men (town guardsmen, boxing alchemist, half-demon without a tragic edgy back story, old wizard with a body that was falling apart from using magic too frequently, tactical operator, Victorian porcelain doll given life) and everyone else was either a vampire, a werewolf, a demon or a literal god.

Most roleplay consisted of us drinking in the bar, or apparently "insulting" characters, and when challenging them to fight being told we "weren't worth their time" and them promptly teleporting away.

It was pretty fun for the two months or so it lasted before we destabilized the region enough to force the " Demon King" to be destroyed in game and then ban't and then we left because that was our goal from the beginning.

How did you destabilize the region by playing low power manly men?

1/2 I had some pretty cringy moments in a RP chatroom, but it was what ultimately got me to start focusing more on creativity. With that being said:

One of my highschool friends I'm still in touch with introduces me to this online, long defunct Meebo Gorillaz-themed chatroom. For no explanation at all, this room was mainly used for RP chat.

My friend had a character named Soul, who was pretty much if Squall had Psionics and decided to wear Zidane's tail as a trophy. He also had the same tragic Zidane backstory turned up with the edge factor (bleeding eyes and "rage mode" included and an online pseudo-girlfriend character.

Of course the character I ended up making was not much better. He was the definition of the True Neutral Balance, warhammer 40k armor wearing doofus that was also a super fedora anti-theist. His powers came from a fragment of a fallen god, and were mostly earth based. He also happened to have the power to infuse whatever earth or stupid metal contraption he could generate from thin air with Bane Runes that essentially served as sapping batteries for supernatural energies. Also, he had the most moronic name: Eveto'at, constantly pronounced Eve Twat by one of my asshole friends, and changed to Entemo'at later on.

2/2

Those two characters met each other by, of course, a long and drawn out anime garbage fight that ended once we both got tired and decided to have them form a bond out of respect for each other's power. They soon set out I suppose to put "OP" characters in their place. One of the first instances of them ever fighting someone I remember was against a character SO typical that I don't remember a damn thing about it other than it was probably a shitty furfag OC. But I cannot say the same for how we made them ragequit.

In short, after Soul went into short Circuit as he called it and of course did nothing, my character had the idea of INFUSING AN ENTIRE PLANET WITH BANE RUNES. Basically, the traction of the sapping became so great that it essentially drained the main threat's powers entirely (by that I mean they said NUH UH but we ignored just them). This caused the planet to overload and explode. After being left floating in space and the enemy slain, Eve Twat and Soul pretty gave each other a high five right after the furtrash OC ditched the chatroom in a fit (we weren't kicked for this btw, that's how very shitty the moderation was).

Of course the two continued to have some adventures after that, buuuut there's a lot of scattered pieces that aren't really worth remembering.

OP here. This one isn't my story exactly, but it's one that I've heard from a friend many, many times.

>Join a medieval-fantasy room
>For some reason there's a rule against OP characters but the two largest 'personalities' (if you could even call them that with how two-dimensional they were) were basically walking magical nukes (their words, not his).
>They were proud of this, and buddies with the mod of the room so people couldn't really complain or they'd get B&.
>Both of them were 900+ year old kitsunes with affinities for 'void' or 'atomic' fire magic
>Both were basically the same in the sense that they LOLBYPASSED every single fire resistance ever no take backsies guise for real
>One used to be a prince of [insert desert furry trash kingdom here] and had boned SO MANY QUEENZ NO RLY
>The other was a ripoff of Tokyo Ghoul, had mouths in her tails
>Eventually the moderator of the room starts up a 'war!' event and people are drafted.
>A few normal characters plus the two nukes
>Furfag #1 just casts nuclear fireballs at the armies while Furfag #2 shreds the enemy's ENTIRE NAVY in ~2 posts
>Literally everyone else bitches to the mod in PMs (or so I heard from my buddy)
>The mod finally caves and plot-holes in two fucking MASSIVE eldritch abominations that insta-aggro towards the furfags
>BOTH of them immediately get salty as the dead sea and fuck off after claiming the mod was trying to get their shitty snowflakes killed

Hearty keks were had.

>Freeform

You have only yourself to blame. Post more, though. If you got links to places, or even screenshots, we'd love to see them.

I've been banned from so many forums I've resorted to using F-list to sate my needs.

Send help.

Are you banned from accessing the site, or just from posting? Post links and screencaps to character accounts and RP threads.

Sample profile?

Can confirm, am aforementioned friend. It's terrible.

I have been free-form RPing since freshman year of high school. I began on the WoW forums, and my probably 7+ year odyssey has taken me to, of all places, F-list.

Think what you will of me. Pic related is a defunct avatar image for one of my characters, a sci-fi gunslinger inspired by Firefly and Aliens. It's 100x100 because that's the max size.

I avoid group and chat RP entirely, and play with single partners with as private of methods as I can manage. If you're willing to dig through literal mountains of shit you can come across some really great people and some really skilled writers. Over the years I've come to think of it a little less as roleplaying and a little more as cooperative writing.

Ask me anything. I doubt I can offer much in the way of good stories but I suppose I can offer the rest of Veeky Forums a peak into the mind of a freeform RPer.

Both, user. Can't access threads without a login, can't login because it'll direct you to a ban page.

f-list.net/c/neda valencia Most of my profiles are adapted to fit in with the playerbase, no bully.

what about that team

>spend 6 months playing camapagin
>3 people
>one is a hermit, ones a sage and I'm a folk hero
>both of the other PC's are "silent types" and pretty much never role play
>I'm a half orc and the DM's world hates orcs to the point of spitting at them on the street
>struggle to progress anywhere though diplomacy as the other too cop out by saying they're character would be too shy to talk or that they wouldn't want to
>most NPC's refuse to speak to me as I'm an orc despite me having 18 charisma and +10 persuasion and rustic hospitality
>we kill our way though the campaign and pretty much earn tons of money for ourselfs and the guild we work for
>suggest that we spend a few weeks enjoying the money we collected and that we should hold a banquet seeing as we need to win the favor of the town we are in and maybe form some business relationships
>hermit PC thinks this is a great idea but Sage says he doesn't want to waste time talking to towns people
>guild gives us another mission to find 3 legendary items
>don't know what it is or what it does or what it's called
FUCK THAT SHIT
>say that were not going to do it now if at all as that sounds like horse shit
>team mates complain that there was no point of joining a guild if we weren't going to take every mission they give us
>my character walks away and decides he's not going to argue and that I'm going to enjoy my money and they will have to wait
>they accept it and DM asks them how they want to spend their down time
>they tell the DM that they look for me
>i'm buying expensive armor and gambling and making friends
>drinking a shit ton but make a constitution savings thrown and manage to hold my drink, make like 200 gp gambling
>team mates sit at the edge of the bar watching me roll play
>ask them if they still want to have a banquet
>no you've role played enough lets get back to the mission
>we end the session there
continued

Yeah, I'm familiar with it.

Here, have a chart of who-fucks-who in a freeform community that I frequent.

Not freeform RP but I just had a PC ask me what gender his character was halfway through a session

>no bully.

Christ, Dechaerrim, keep it in your pants. What community/site?

I don't have many points in constitution. I may cry.

That one's over two years old, actually. I'm checking around to see if there's an up-to-date one.

Not sharing my secrets though.

>team mates complain that I was selfish for spending a whole session on down time
>say that they are pissed off that we didn't get to fight anything this session
>says that next session we are going to start the mission right away
>they're walking around with 3000 gold pieces in their pockets while wearing basic armor which isn't even the best of their armor type.
>DM said that at the begining of the first campaign that the first mission he'll rail road us but once we get to level 5 he'll let us do what we like
>we reached level 5 before the campaign ended due to us having to kill everything to proceed
>he changed his mind and said after the campagin
>after a 6 month campagin with non stop combat my team complains at me because I want to spend time getting equipped and establishing connections.
>DM says from now on seeing as the others don't want to RP that it's going to be a battle of the week set up.
>cant retire my character even though he's a purple dragon knight completely focused on diplomacy

>I may cry.
cute

Doesn't really sound like the DM agrees either, IMO. I'd either talk with him and stress the importance of downtime and plot, or explain to the other PC's that they shouldn't be murderhoboing everything and stress the importance of RP, since D&D/Pathfinder are both Roleplaying games.

Both of them being strong silent and broody is kind of shit.

Is not.

Here we are, a newer version.

Dechaerrim is still a jigolo.
Also sucks that you won't share your secrets. I've been craving a better cesspool to wallow in than the one I have now.

>had a freeform forum RPG going on for about three years
>boiled down to three our four people
>we quietly got rid of the setting's initial magic aspects
>tactfully retconned things to turn it from steampunk fantasy into alternate history 19th century political drama
>comfy and tactful collaborative writing
>survived being moved twice to different sites
If you can find the right people, freeform RPs are fine and can be very pleasant.

Meanwhile a friend of mine is moderator at some Sonic freeform RP site and has to sift through twenty applications for psychic coldsteels whose parents were killed by Robotnik, every day, kek

I've a couple of stories of 'that guy', but I think this one is my personal favorite.

>general zombie apoc RP
>working for some trader who snorts coke and deals guns most of the time
>aword has it that nearby there's some religious preacher
>rumor spreads he's a cannibal
>check it out when he's not around, obviously he is
>Surprisingly the trader had some morals.
>we both get suited up to deal with the guy, masks and whatnot just in case people are mad we kill him
>get there, apparently some 14 year old girl is fighting him with a screwdriver
>I get ordered to molotov the place
>I hesitate, but end up torching the place
>torch it, both of the girl and priest freak out
>turn and walk away, some guy from the shadows tries protesting our actions
>trader's like "thing's thrown already lol"
>starts yelling at us even though we're visibly geared, starting to get aggressive.
>whatever.jpg
>shoot him like once in the stomach to shut him up
>he does the ol' "looks at wound and slumps down"
>carry on
>about to leave when aforementioned girl comes along dragging the guy we shot (even though he's like, how heavy), begging us for medical assistance.
>she's unscathed somehow
>Point my Bizon at her, tell her to drop the guy and just leave.
>refuses, ask her 3 more times, still refuses.
>Have this little girl begging in front of me and the trader screaming in my ear to shoot her
>idontgetpaidenoughforthisshit.jpg
>spray her down with like 8 bullets
>have some internal conflict while the trader applauds my actions
>return to base

I personally didn't care at that point, because what was done was done, but someone came by an informed us that there was a 'young wounded girl who needed help badly'. It was the same girl, still somehow alive. Had to stabilize her because my character obviously wouldn't leave her there like that, but I was furious OOC.

The girl then recovered and freakishly admired my character's ways. Fucking hell.

I'm pretty sure Dechaerrim doesn't even have any new ones in that image. The current main gigolo is Ben - at the rate he's going, he should surpass Dechaerrim by June.

The only reason I won't push you further is because I could not keep up with the chuuni.

the ironic part of it is that the hermit is chaotic good and the sage is neutrual good while I'm chaotic neutral.

why do people call chaotic netrual murderhobos? I said ages ago it's always the people with boring taste that usually go murder hobo. they play to get their dick sucked, the sage is a super over powered homebrew race on top of that and litrually stays silent paying pretty much no attention until we get into a battle and whats the worst part about it all is that she never remembers her fucking character sheet and I have to remind her of what her own character is capable of.

>Join a Star Wars RP community which seems to have a good premise of being just after BBY, no Jedis, or Mandos.
>strict but otherwise real good and calm.
>join their discord chat and stick around, see how things are.
>new site so give the admin some help designing, pour hours of free work into site.
>begin my character app, have to tweak it for a while.

>one month passes
>they are still not happy with my first character
>randos enter, turns out they are a bunch of oldfag community members
>starting to feel like something is up.

>two months pass
>no one new is joining but I continue to help the admin and make some suggestions for recruitment. no replies.

>three months
>admin finally admits he feels I'm going nowhere - first character is now unsalvagable.
>remake new better character who fits in with others quite well. waiting for it to be accepted.
>suddenly admin goes dark.
>site goes dark.
>discord stops.
>leav

All of my creative works were destroyed. I never even got to RP. Pic related, all of our characters.

That's fucking stupid, did you at least still get to pass on your ideas to another community?

No, I AM the aforementioned friend, and that was bulshit

Somewhat, the EotE character I have now is a smaller, less in-depth version of the two characters I lost - The characters I lost were a BH who took the identity of their dead father to work, and a Stormtrooper who gets victimised for being a once-republic child citizen.

Now their just a BH Survivalist with some "deaddy issues."

I am still looking for a RP community to accept me but I've got a couple more months of slave work to do before I'm free.

We formed a coherent storyline that the GM really liked. She sort of realized how bullshit everyone else was and the Demon King tried to invade the Vatican Equivalent which was holy ground trying to draw us into a fight. We ignored him, and he ended up disintegrating due to the overwhelming radiant power of the place, and had his essence scattered across all planes of existence. Then the game reset and he was banned for starting a fuss.

No, I'M the batman! (For real though, he's the guy I was talking about and can likely provide proof.)

10/10.

Disregard I am the actual friend.

>as long as it's got rules and numbers, it's totes le kewl to pretend to be an elf XD

You are a sad and pathetic person.

Does anyone have the Corgatha Taldorthar story? I saved a screencap ages ago, but I accidentally deleted it. While it wasn't quite freeform, it was a nice story, and scared me off forum RPing something good, even one with rules and mods and shit.

>tfw I'm literally the guy and I'm literally talking to this faggot in teamspeak.
>tfw I'm on the same site she is.
>tfw I'm not gonna provide my profile because faggots be faggoting and they'll faggot after my ass.
pic related

Everyone here is sad and pathetic to some small extent according to society's standards. That's what brings us together, user. I love you, and that user you mentioned.

Post logs of the bullshit. Screenshot if you have it.

let me find this shit faggot if I get called out on the site for this shit you're going d o w n

[20:59] FAGGOT 1: So good time for things to start exploding?
[20:59] FAGGOT 2: FAGGOT 1, reel it back just a hair.
[21:06] FAGGOT 2: We talked it out.
[21:07] FAGGOT 2: GM's supposed to try and lighten up on us some, and there won't be anymore God Crystal butt stuff.
[21:07] FAGGOT 2: I have to try and tone it back just a hair too.

related, OOC log of them having to tone shit down to come back. could get actual RP logs but the shit list is huge and I can't be assed to change all the names and find a way to post it here. it's massive.

Have I found him?

mochakimono.chipx86.com/rpinfo/dechaerrim.html

Huh. Are you talking about the Stryders, or?

Nothing to do with us, as far as I know.

Liars. Both of you. I do not recall any of that bullshit and I am the aforementioned friend.
I don't understand why you insist on making shit up on the internet.
It's almost as if you were playing a role of some kind, in a form that seems somewhat free.

pastebin.com/aYqbfWe3
I AM THE FRIEND, UND I HAVE UNDENIABLE PROOOFFFFFFF.

But you are what you claim I am! A liar! I can assure you sir that I am his friend.

Disregard , obviously a fabricated story.

I'm the OP. This person is telling the truth!

No one asked you.
We know what is said about you OPs.

A liar AND a fag.

>thread about freeform RPs becomes a freeform RP

*glomps u* teehee~ *feels ur crotch* oWo what's ths?

We need to go deeper.

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Nice chart.

too bad every single character is played by the same three walking tubs of grease and acne who samefag-erp with themselves

One paragraph in and I'm already rolling my eyes? Carbon "fiver" reinforced bones? Fuck.

>Subirini Nosmaro

Is that one of the furfags names that you forgot to omit or is that someone else?

Some random, more than likely.

>pastebin.com/aYqbfWe3
I can't read this. I can barely even skim it.

>pastebin.com/aYqbfWe3

You better pay for my chemo.

I told you. I told you it was bad. I'm so sorry. I don't even have an image for how bad I feel.

...

We could turn this into a reaction image thread if you want.

I grew up doing that shit on Neopets n stuff. After a few years I realized I was a much better writer than most RPers. I was often dictating the pacing and directing the action. Most of what I got was people reaffirming things I had said and then adding one line of dialogue, so it felt more or less like I was RPing with myself and someone was just occasionally reacting to it. So I cut out the middle man and just started writing my own fiction.

Eventually it looped back around and I had all these settings and characters and situations I'd developed, but it felt a little empty without other people to react to them.

And that's the story of how I became a DM.

I make f-list profiles for characters I'd actually like to play now and then, because it's easier than setting up a whole campaign and finding nerds for it, but it's still the same shit. Bad people that don't really wanna be a part of a world and do stuff, they just wanna react to shit and/or masturbate.

Am good, these two work just fine for half the stuff I'd ever post here. Mostly because if this medieval shit keeps up there'll be more to show and it'll be horrifying as well.

I absolutely love joining up into worlds, even as difficult as it is to find on F-list which I use. Like the only good rooms I ever were in were restrictive ones. This one that was medieval, was fucking lit as hell. Then I was in two scifi ones...Both of which the owner abandoned after a while.

My character never got his legs back in either instance. It was sad. It was kind of nice, though. Everybody else was proficient in firearms and my guy was just 'I ride a giant metal lizard around, hack shit and smooth talk my way out of things'. The owner liked that. Kinda sad that he disappeared...

I AM SPARTACUS

The trick with freeform RP is that it works best in a setting in which combat is not a major theme. It should be obvious, but a medieval knight charging into battle needs some sort of mechanism to handle battle. Freeform needs to be something character-driven, where "success" is not defined as "killing the bad guy."
I actually prefer it to TTRPGs because I fucking love character-driven shit, but like all things that are "easier" (i.e., you don't have to learn a system), it's a cesspool of cringeworthy 12-year-olds.
I would love to someday get enough competent, literate players together to run a proper freeform, but eh, I'm not holding my breath.

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A FREE FORM RP OF A FREEFORM RP

That's why I like World of Darkness. I'm fucking abysmal at math and keeping track of a lot of variables. Since WoD 'Storyteller' system is easy enough a retard can understand it, and the underlying theme of the various games being more about diplomacy and preserving normalcy rather than berzerking in the streets or murder hoboing it up.

I like to think of myself as an okay writer in the sense that I can post a lot, don't godmod/meta/powergame and keep my characters' power levels below 9000.

Dave looks at his computer screen, and chuckles. One of the users on Veeky Forums has just suggested that they do a freeform RP of a freeform RP, and despite not really being THAT funny, it still gets to him. Clearing his throat, he begins typing an ironic RP post about him RPing. Maybe he'll get a few (you)s? Nah, he probably won't. The only way to get (you)s on this site anymore is to shitpost and directly disagree with an autist.

Deep in Ryan's carbin fiver bones, he yearns to belong so he cracks his knuckles and begins. Begins to type the story. It is the story of how he became something more than human. And yet, something Ultimately human. The pustules on his face throbbed as his burgeoning excitement caused his heart to beat faster and faster. He was ascending. Through his freeform RP of his freeform RP, Ryan was becoming a god.

And then, some faggot came in and shitposted a picture of a chicken and screamed to the gods "BEHOLD A MAN"

Chris looks at the other two while they spoke and sighed shaking his head. Being 2616 years old he had heard much of this talk before and would hear it again. It was true what they say, mortals never change...

[font="papyrus"][color="000000"][shadow]"Maybe you two should stop wasting time...this is why mortals are weak...now if you're finally ready to get some real work done...follow me..."[/shadow][/color][/font]

With a flick of his wrist, Ryan banishes some faggot from existence, his shitposting days were over. Echoes of his soul, his death scream, would be felt across the board for years.

It appears that Ryan's attempts to appear as but a simple poster had succeeded. For Ryan had fooled Chris, the only being to have lived longer than he had. But Chris had grow cocky and complacent in his old age. It was time for a new Veeky Forums order.

[font="wingdings"][color="000069"]"Heh... I'm done wasting my time alright, and I'll follow... But you'll never see me coming..."[/color][/font]

*stress sighs* I guess its time to end this *destroys the tavern* gee why are there so many people here GOODBYE.

Stop it.

*teleports behind you*
Not so fast.
*unsheathes my katana, Zatochi*
I've still got some business to do with you, heh..
*suddenly disappears, shouting at the top of my lungs*
BLUE LIGHTINING!
*thunder cracks in the distance as I hit you overhead with the sword, splitting you into two*
Like you had a chance...
*wipes the blood off, teleporting out of the area*

Guys what the fuck has my thread turned into. I leave for a few hours and WHAT THE FUCK.

*corpse turns into wooden log and dissapears*

"POOF!"

*appears behind you*

"hmph, sore dake ka?" (translator note: "sore dake ka?" means: "Is that all?"

*unsheathes lightning uchigatana +5 on the left hand and the one true keyblade (X-blade) on my right hand*

"UWOOOOOOOOOHHHH"

*slashes at you with both blades at the same time causing an X pattern of light to appear over your body*

"I'M NOT DONE YET!"

*Bites own thumb*

"SuMmOnInG JuTsU!!"

*Ayane from DoA appears wearing a purple bikini and begins casting a death spell* (youtu.be/sn5SWIIOCFE?t=17s)

*joins Ayane in chanting the spell at the last part*

"Go... BOOM!"

*your body and mind explodes and is pulverizes from existence and eternal fantasia*

"Let's go, darling, Our job here is done"

*Ayane and me dissapear into our ninja village to care for our six children (we had sex six times)*

*chuckling in the distance*
You fool!
*my body reforms as if smoke*
Don't make a mistake, I am death itself!!!
*takes out two shotguns*
Perish and accept your fate!!!
*I start spinning around in a circle, like one of my beyblades*
DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!
*I drop two empty shotguns on the ground, retrieving another pair within my trenchcoat, and headshot you*
Get cucked, kid.
*I leave with Ayane, she has deeply fallen in love with my edge*

Heh... Don't try to pretend this wasn't part of your plan... You can't conceal the truth from my Crimson Devil Eye!

As you reach your door, you smell iron. Upon opening it you see that your children have been eviscerated and left as mocking effigies to your hubris.

*Let's out a howling laugh*

As you turn to Ayane, you see her face slowly change into mine.

"Fififi, you see, I had been planning your demise for years. I sought out the Mane Mane no Mi (translator's note: gum gum clone clone devil fruit powerful). I knew I must bring you to heel both mentally and physically. Those six times Ayane had sex with you, it was me. Your ultimate humiliation. For you see, you were in fact having sex with me and not Ayane. Oh and one more thing."

*I point in the door*

"Your 'children'."

When you look in the door, instead of your children's corpses you see 6 logs, their insides drilled out, sawdust everywhere, wearing your children's clothes.

"Fififi.. A simple transformation jutsu. You never had a family, you'll always be alone."

*Opens dimension door.*

*Steps through to my own dimension*

"Fififififi... I could have killed you at any time, but this way is so much.... Sweeter..."

Jesus Christ it actually is real

...

Told you. Bask in the horrific cancer-inducing faggotry.

>dare myself to read through the whole thing
>that first paragraph
I can take solace in the fact that no matter how hard anyone I know tries they'll never get this bad. Maybe.

I don't think anybody has actually finished reading it. Do it. BECOME A LEGEND.

I fucked up tg
I screwed up in an online Rp and a player quit
Then when I asked him how I screwed up he read me the riot act
And I deserved it
So now I accidentally screwed a player by not allowing him to R P enough due to my dumbassness and now I'm drunk
I wasted his time and I can't make it up to him
What do I do
I can't do anything but apologize
I want to make up for it but I can't
How do I not be such a dumbass in the future

>What do I do
>Can't do anything but apologize

Apologize then, niggerfaggot

Explain more fully.

I did
But my conscience is still guilty
Feels like I owe this guy a debt
A debt that must be repaid
He told me 'you'll do better next time' and I'm like fuck
But I won't be able to make it up
Maybe I'm just a fag and apologizing is enough
But I don't feel like that's true
What do I do I feel like a piece of shit

>What do I do

On computer now so now I'm just drunkposting instead of drunkphoneposting
So basically I was running a social heavy 5e game but apparently I didn't explain it well enough and then one of the guys I recruited sort of got isolated because he felt there was nothing he could do, so he quit.
Basically he said the he felt the other guys were doing too much and he didn't get to do anything and I was treating it like an in-person RP instead of a text game, and that I textdumped too much
I do textdump too much, and I've been trying to change that, but I still feel bad. I tried to come up with an explanation, but then he pretty much explained why my explanation didn't work, and he was right.
So I accidentally left this guy holding the bag because I didn't think things through.

This sounds a little bit like what happened to me recently.

I am happy that people admit to their mistakes though.

Does anyone have a screencap of that thread were all of the guys playing hero were top shelf 'that guy' and the bad guys played 4d chess and got their characters killed/brain damaged and imprisoned forever?