6050 word essay due monday

>6050 word essay due monday
>can't stop reading Nietzsche

>8 hours of sleep due tomorrow morning
>can't stop checking the threads

>Nothing due any day
>Can't stop being stressed and feeling like I'm under pressure

>no friends
>no family
>no gf
>poor
>dumb
>ugly
>fat
>bad eyesight, bad hearing, bad balance
>dying within 60 years
>never going to contribute to humanity
>wondering if I should kill myself and get it over with
>just kidding about the suicide

No family? How'd that happen?

They're alive but we don't speak anymore.

why

It's nothing bad, it's just that they can't afford a phone and I live far away. Haven't seen or heard them in years, though.

why don't you go see them

I'm sure they'd love to see you again

>get into literature with shaky foundations
>read anyway
>read a lot
>come here
>eventually fall for the "start with the greeks meme"
>fall for the "you have to read ALL of them" meme
>it's true
>cannot stop reading the greeks
>haven't read anything not-greek for almost a year now
>don't know how/when to stop
>would like to read Nietzsche at some point