How do I stop thinking with my dick?

>Whores and drugs will make me happy

Hope you don't actually believe this senpai.

OP you just need to have a goal to work towards, doesn't really matter what it is. Just something to keep you busy so you don't watch porn all day.

Get a girlfriend
>tfw gf wants to give me a bj under desk while I work
>tfw associate cumming with proving theorems
>tfw magnficent insight comes when I do

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You have a shitty work ethic and poor self control.

Also you are loading up your brain with anime and Veeky Forums, you're basically holding donuts up in front of your face and asking yourself why you eat donuts more than other people.

Stop masturbating to porn, masturbate without porn if you really feel like it, avoid superstimuli

How is sex particularly disgusting? That does not seem very natural reaction to what is in fact, an act just as natural as breathing or eating.

Animals have sex all the time, and certainly without sex you would not have been born, it seems unwise to think the very process that lead to your existence, disgusting.

Think of it this way,

Disgust is a reaction which is supposed to create aversion (I dont want that or to be near to that) towards a negative thing, the appearance of the thing must have something inherently negative in it, to evoke a disgust reaction, or so we think.

If there is nothing inherently negative about something you are disgusted by, that means that your disgust reaction is in error, it is wrong. If you avoid that thing using your disgust, you will achieve no benefit and may be closing the doors to beneficial possibilities.

On another note, yes as humans we should try to be more than just animals.

i respectfully disagree

i am an intelligent enough animal to know i'm just an animal

my instincts are as follow; hunt, fuck, protect the pack, survive

awareness doesn't change my base instinct, its the only true thing about me

Sex is degenerate as fuck we should be growing genetically engineered humans in test tubes by now.

Masturbate more efficiently. Try to get it down to one hour. Stop doing meth or amphetamines

Pray to God

>Implying God does exist.

I wish I could stop thinking about dicks

I'm trying to write my master's thesis, but my mind wanders from homology to something else homo

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stop watching porn

I have to jerk off at least twice a day in order to be able to concentrate on my work.

Wish I could tear this drive right out of my brain to be honest senpai.

I don't know that feel, but I'm having my mind full of this one person I guess I have a crush on. The consequences are the same, since I can't concentrate on anything else at the moment.

Anyone here know the thing when you hardly have any emotions normally, but then something happens and you get flooded with them?

got you covered senpai

infinichan -> cuteboys

I like that board, but it only makes it worse. Thanks for trying, though

>Anyone here know the thing when you hardly have any emotions normally, but then something happens and you get flooded with them?

Story of my life.

I think it's called being neurotic as fuck and using emotional detachment as a coping strategy.

>Anyone here know the thing when you hardly have any emotions normally, but then something happens and you get flooded with them?
Yes, I know exactly that feel. I developed an intense crush last year and all of a sudden my normal activities (math, physics, art) became intensely difficult to concentrate on, while at the same time I experienced 100 emotions I never knew I had, at maximum intensity. I started mixing my time and space derivatives and shit, it was pathetic.

>I think it's called being neurotic as fuck and using emotional detachment as a coping strategy.
I agree with this. Once something pokes a little hole in the wall between you and the world/other people, it's like the floodgates open and you have no idea what to do. You might want to look up schizoid personality disorder.

Haha yeah I realized I was schizoid years ago.

Things are better these days, but it took getting my heart getting torn to shreds and crying constantly for 8 months to change.

Neurotic as fuck sums me up nicely

Haha, yeah... I felt like I was running out of energy and shit, but then this one guy I found on an imageboard asking where he'd get a bf from about 6 months ago, this guy I never thought I had any chances to catch because I'm like supersuper nervous and insecure but had some strange mixture of fuck it and yolo to add him in the first place, he asked me if I wanted to be his bf. I was already on the brink of blocking him etc because I liked him a lot and stuff, but had no courage to tell him, but he did it and I could finally let myself like him for real. Thus, the last month has been a mix of confusion, happiness, inability to do anything intelligent and serenity.

And, before you start calling me a normie, I'm a 24 y/o virgin, neither of us has any social life irl except his some old friend with whom he goed drinking and talking about philosophy and literature and shit sometimes, he's a weeb too etc. Sorry for this post. I just somehow needed to vent this out and I don't want him to think he's a negative thing in my life, so opening up to him would be stupid.

Wow, glad to hear you're recovering. I'm in month 12 of insanity right now, but fortunately it's mostly a pleasant blissful thing for me, except for the fact that it caused my adrenal glands to stop working. I assume your crisis was about another person?
No need to apologize, I find your story interesting. I'm also a 22 y/o virgin without much IRL social life (by choice - I'm friendly and well-liked but can't find anyone I really enjoy talking to) who enjoys philosophical discussion. So what are you not opening up to him about? You're in a relationship with him but afraid to show him how strong your feelings for him are?

I don't want him to think he's slowing me down. He actually makes me able to do stuff by giving me energy, but I'm just so confused and find this whole scenario so hard to believe, and this novelty itself is the distraction. I'm that type of a guy who needs time to adapt to big changes, and I'm regaining the control here. It'd just be hard for me to put it into words how the contemporary disorder in my mind works, and how it's not his fault or anything. Since I don't want to accidentally hurt his feelings or make him worry by being the social retard I am, it's better not to tell him this.

I hope you find someone whose company you enjoy. You seem like a nice guy.

Yeah I fell in love with someone rather prematurely assuming they reciprocated the affection I was showing them.

So I went from experiencing no emotion for as long as I can recall to being madly in love and then heartbroken in like half a year.

Also there was a language barrier and large geographic distance which made things a lot worse.

Which languages were these, if I may ask? Sounds sad

I see what you're saying. I also find my obsession to be a big motivator to accomplish things, even though it makes me too screwed up to function half the time. I think you could benefit from find someone to talk to about it, though, even if it's not him. In my case I have my sister, who finds my retardation hilarious.

Thanks, you seem like a cool guy too. Incidentally, I'm also insecure, and my crush is also a high-IQ schizoid, so I guess this is what often happens when a socially/emotionally repressed nerd finally finds someone he/she can relate to.

Japanese.

It's not sad really, just a misunderstanding on my part because I had 0 experience interacting with females.

She's one of those career women who have no interest in relationships so it's not as if she rejected me for someone else.

I'm over it now so we're still friends.

>I like that board, but it only makes it worse.

Find solace in the fact that with time everything gets boring.

Note to self: THIS IS THE LAST FUCKING TIME YOU'RE GOING TO FUCKING FAP. YOU NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON PRODUCTIVITY.

Please let this be the last time.

P.S. I'm not sure how I can play Visual Novels if this really is the last time.

That sounds really painful. I guess I'm lucky that my crush is not somebody that I actually can or should talk to/have a relationship with, for various reasons (but he is an actual person, not 2D, I'm not that autistic). Otherwise the probable rejection could have ruined me. So I'm stuck madly trying to find somebody like him.

Would you mind telling me what caused you to fall in love with him/her? I'm just curious but I understand if you don't want to talk about it.

Lol, funny you say that because I'm a career woman who never had any interest in relationships or the opposite sex until this thing happened to me.

Nothing in particular.

She was female and nice to me. And we shared some common interests.

I don't know, maybe I should talk to someone about it. I guess we have those roles reversed, since I'm the somewhat schizoid "genius" here and he, although probably smarter than me atleast in everyday things, thinks he's below me. It's a win-win-scenario in a way, since I can talk about deep stuff with him and he can see he's not retarded because he's an electrician. I guess he sees things through the socio-economical and/or social reputation goggles, yet he'd only want to live making music.

Do you have any chances with your obsession? I wish you had, otherwise you'll just end up hurting yourself by being obsessed.

Okay. You have a close (?) friend, you have experience and you have someone to ask feminine advice from. It's better than nothing.

Tru dat

While i understand the sentiment, my bigger problem is Veeky Forums.
I waste so much time on Veeky Forums.

GTFO me !

same here. have four exams next week and i havent even started yet. fug

at least you think with something
i mainly lose interest in every subject after getting the gist of it
maths is next

Nope, roles not reversed, I am the more abstract hard science genius type compared to my crush too - like your friend, he's primarily interested in music as well. It's awesome that your bf is an electrician, I've generally found that people who have to work hard solving real world problems - mechanics, engineers, builders, etc. - understand a lot more than people who've spent their entire lives in school or office work, for example. They know how to think for themselves.

It's impossible for me to be with him, but fortunately my obsession is mostly a constructive force in my life. It helps that I'm an artist so I can vent my emotions somewhat by drawing.

Ah, I see. The people more practical are good to pull us back into reality from our worlds of abstract constructions. He's also so sweet when he shows pics of all the crazy stuff they built for fun in school, zappers and a wireless lamp etc, he's just so happy when he tells about them. Music has always been somwthing I've enjoyed much but disliked talking about, not because I'd fear someone laughed at me because I like some artist, it's just somehow so personal a thing. But with him it's only natural to talk about it, and our tastes overlap so that we both seem to know just what to reccommend to the other to listen to. It's nice. I just wish he'd try drawing. I saw him draw a cat, well it didn't look like a cat at all, but it looked nice and he seemed to enjoy it. But, who wouldn't? Drawing is fun!

T B H, I for some reason thought he was a she. It's nice to hear you are not obsessing in a negative way. Nothing good comes out of that.

>Google "testosterone reducing substances"
>Consume/apply/inhale said substances
>?????
>Profit!!!

Your friend sounds awesome, it's great you found somebody that you love so much. I go crazy too when somebody I like talks about something he enjoys/is passionate about.

I think I understand your quirk when it comes to talking about music. I love music, but many of my favorite songs make no sense to anyone else I know (except my crush of course!). Drawing is my favorite thing in the world, I'd say your friend should keep at it if he likes it, and I bet you'd enjoy it too! It's just about the hardest thing in the world to become good at, though. In my opinion it's harder than graduate-level mathematics!

I'm a girl with a crush on a guy, but I'm unusually masculine and he's unusually feminine, so your assumption is perfectly understandable.

Not that person, but I've always been interested in unusually masculine women, what do you think is the reason behind your masculinity and does it takes shape in things you like and do? Or is it more in the Way you do things and react to what you like?

>double misgendering on Veeky Forums
This is something I've never even thought of doing. Just wow! This is the moment when I should order you to post your tits or gtfo, but this board is SFW, I wouldn't do anything with them and you need no humiliation.

Drawing sure is hard. At the moment I'm trying to figure out how to draw a reflection on a sphere correctly. A world inside it is rather simple with its curvature, but on is much more complex. This could be done in a few minutes by googling, but I want to do it myself. Then he'd have a "proper" reason to say I'm a genius rather than just because beat the crap out of hyperbolic geometry and like making tesselations with it.

Now that you mentioned it, your posts seem a bit more girly.

stop watching that lewd Fate series and you'll be cured.

I've spent my whole life thinking about the psychology and neurology of women and why they're different from both men and myself, so if you have any questions related to that I will gladly offer my opinion.

The main reasons for my masculinity aref: (1) relatively high testosterone for a woman (I know this from blood tests and because I'm somewhat androgynous looking), (2) I grew up homeschooled (secular) in a rural area until my mid teens, so I was sheltered from girl socialization and assumed I should devote my life to getting good at something instead of using my femaleness to exploit males.

It takes shape in almost everything I like and do, and the way I do things. I have the same taste in music and art as an angsty male teenage metalhead. But most importantly, my main goal in life is to actually accomplish things in my chosen field (physics). I am very intellectually opinionated/assertive and frequently argue with professors for hours about issues in science and philosophy. I have only ever seen ONE other female student - a graduate student - ask any inquisitive questions in class other than 'is this going to be on the test'. Male students, on the other hand, ask questions on a regular basis, just out of intellectual curiosity. The difference is quite shocking.

I can continue but you probably weren't asking for an essay!

Haha, thanks for the courtesy. Yes, drawing reflections is just about the most insanely difficult thing in art - to my knowledge, nobody tries to do it precisely (including myself) because most people's brains won't notice a bullshit reflection. Instead, following a few approximate rules is plenty accurate for most artwork.

Scientific knowledge (about optics, anatomy, and perspective) is extremely useful in drawing, but I find that it's best used as a rough guide and a troubleshooting tool rather than basing your whole drawing procedure on logical computations.

Of course, that doesn't apply if you're trying to draw a perfect spherical reflection to impress your buddies!

So I take it you're into math? Are you a student?

your environmental reasons ignored dominant pop culture, family treatment, etc. you can't possibly escape the feminine box because your physical presence stopped being as important
kik me @ fabriczygot and continue your essay, i will read when i'm home in an hour or so

Math is my major, yes. I'm currently starting my master's thesis on homological algebra (kek), or that I will be doing when I get my head cleared out. How about you?

I wonder if the reflection could be approximated considering the sphere as a circle and constructing some regular polygon around its midpoint so that one of its vertices would be the vanishing point. Then, using this vertex as the hyperbolic midpoint, one could draw a new circle and repeat the process. I'll just have to think about the radii of these new circles and so on.

I'm about to start my first year as a physics Ph.D. student. I'm interested in quantum gravity, astrophysics/cosmology, general relativity, and various other things.

Obviously you're way ahead of me when it comes to rendering the reflections on a sphere! What you said sounds only vaguely familiar from my studies of differential geometry. If you get it figured out, maybe you could write a paper on it someday - you never know who might find it useful.

I have to check out for the day, but it was fun talking to you. If we don't continue tomorrow I wish you and your cool bf all the best in your future endeavors.

Oh, that's some deep stuff! Or atleast it sounds like that, could be trivial to some. You seem smart, so you can do it. Just focus.

I don't know if I'm ahead of you, but there is this thing that doing stuff enough increases the amount of intuition on the subject, atleast for me it does. There was this game linked on Veeky Forums in which one was supposed to construct different figures using only lines and circles. Drawing stuff like that has given me intuition on geometry, so that was rather trivial for me. I guess I could try with pentagons soon, they are simple enough.

If you are going to sleep now, you could be European too. Am I correct or are you just tired? I have nothing against continuing this, but, just in case,thanks and the best of luck with whatever you are about to do!

I've found out that if I'm not in front of the computer it's pretty unlikely that I'll end up masturbating. So now I turn off the computer for a few hours a day and try to study, it works wonders.
Basically, eliminate all distractions or go to places where you can't fap, like a public library or group activities.

>go to places where you can't fap, like a public library or group activities.
>places where you can't fap
not yet, but with time

>not posting ritsu
into the trash

I've been out of school for a year and still have no job. Don't think there's any hope for me left.

Ritsu is the worst K-On

I give up for now, I just can't get this thing done at the moment

A year isn't that long, trust me.