thanks for your story man, i was expecting a troll at the end but you seem genuine.
I still feel like there's stuff missing in this story. WTF were you doing during this all this time you spent boxing / self improvement. Did you not think to work online? Hustle at a local business until you found the money you needed?
How are you still stuck in such a shitty area and how can you not manage your money properly by now ? It just doesn't add up. There's no way someone can be this broke at 31