Write what's on your mind

I want a lot the sex

I need to stop eating meat

posts like this keep me away from pomo

Can I type what's on my mind instead?

what's on my mind instead

do it
feelsgoodman

I should be asleep right now but I hate going to sleep, because I'm afraid I'll have dreams.

I stay up conscious, fully aware of my thoughts, emotions, and surroundings 16 hours a day and sleep is the only time in which I don't have to do any of that. I don't want that peace taken away from me, especially when I wake up and that overwhelming sense of "oh, I'm still alive" comes over me.

i dont want to wake up tomorrow lads

Not him, but i've considered it for a while.
I just eat nothing else, so i'd starve to death.
What do.

It's weird that my father's life is in shambles while I'm totally okay. It's weird to be the sane and responsible one in our relationship.

I'm getting almost no sleep because I have a puppy to take care of and that annoys me along with the puppy herself because she's super energetic and coupling that with little sleep it's just a bit too much sometimes. I like her, and I am going to get through this, but it is definitely hard. She's also teething, so she's biting everything she can and that often includes me. She'll get over this once her adult teeth come in, but both my mom and I will have scars from this dummy. Sometimes I think getting her may have been a mistake.

The girl I love (and has said loves me) isn't really talking to me all that much and that's annoying me slightly too. Once again, I am agitated because of lack of sleep. I have to be up in five hours. Shoot me.

maybe just explore all the foods you don't normally eat. there are some pretty great meat substitutes, if you'd be into that. also, there are so many types of 'normal' foods that just happen to not have meat in them. it;s totally doable dude

i wish i was a part of the secret super elite with all the power and advanced tech and life prolonging medicine like i read in my /pol/ meh mehs

I havent red anything because life is pointless.

Girlfriend of 6 years left. Used to the sweet solitude of her and i watching old movies/reading classics/cafe life. Moving into shared residence with 4 other students. Too used to sweet solitude. Starting second year. Hope to God I don't burn out. Poor and debt. Bad with money, spend all on books/food/records/ex. Stuck as Carpenter until I can educate my way out. Drunk.

>we invent these things for cows but not for humans

I thought this was the current year?
Where's my auto back scratcher? Fuck you Obama

Maybe it will really end this time

How do you explain this?
youtube.com/watch?v=7GpT6ycHoMA

Reading other people's thoughts on here and realizing that I'm probably too old for this forum.

same

There isn't anything inherently wrong with war or violence in general, and it's time people stopped pretending it was otherwise. It's in our nature to fight and kill each other. As long as there are humans, there will be wars. In a way it's good for us.

Ludendorff was right.

went on a date with this girl and I really like and I'm REALLY attracted to her
things are going well but I'm scared I'm going to fuck it up

For us to have met at all seems to be fate, but I don't think we should let being coworkers stop us from getting close.

Peeeeeeeeeeeeeewdie pie hahaha

I'm caught in this weird fucking web of mediocrity where, on one hand, I've got a lot of money in the bank and a good job and rent control and a girlfriend, but on the other, I'm an listless twenty something with no ambition, no college degree, and a burgeoning drinking problem.

Yesterday I moved from a small town to the city. University's starting in Thursday, but I have to informally meet the people I'm going to study with before that. I haven't lived on my own before this and I don't know the city. It's a bit exciting. Mfw.

yo what city, I just moved from a small town to city for school too.

and it starts tomorrow. and at this point i'm getting 3 hours of sleep max.

Jyväskylä.

I want to run but it's a rest day

Also I'm not sure what book to read next.

Read The Sorrows of Young Werther

He couldn't have stopped it.

It would be nice to just not exist.

So, you're like the opposite of me.

Though in few months I'll have re-payed all my debt and have 50G in the bank, so not I wouldn't trade.

how can you explain this?
youtube.com/watch?v=7GpT6ycHoMA

I find it really hard to view myself objectively/impartially.

I'm convinced that I'm not photogenic, but then that's something ugly people say. I've been single for ages, and get maybe 1-2 dates per year. On those dates, the girl in question usually says that I look better in real life than in my photos, and my ex also thought I looked good, which has me thinking that I should maybe spend some money on proper/professional photos. I find it really hard to perceive myself as anything other than unattractive, regardless of what people tell me.

The issue is that I have no social life right now, so my photos and shitty dating apps are all I have to work with. Hoping that'll change when I start college. My physique is thoroughly average, so I'm thinking of going to a well-renowned 'body transformation' gym here soon with a personal trainer/etc.

there is so much I don't know. not even about the universe, but about the processes of thought that produce me.
bounds and bounds unknown for every little speck of knowledge.
The drugs help tilt the perspective a bit, illuminate new and interesting specks, but not much more than that.
I feel like a fish in a tight nylon bag in the ocean
things might seem in order at a glance, but there is obviously something very wrong

your body is good with slow transitions
the process should be adding more and more nutritious vegan foods into your diet BEFORE you take out the meat.

running away doesn't sound that peaceful bro.
What's bothering you?

I'm bored of life...

>I want to run but it's a rest day
Cardio doesn't require rest days. A beginner can do 5 days a week no problem. My typical rowing thing is like 6 days a week.

Depussify yourself by lifting weights which do require rest.

>oh you like running? you should be a manly man and lift weights instead!
dammit Veeky Forums why you gotta be perpetuating the stereotype?

>instead
As well. C'MON.

i want to end it all

why does natural mean good?

not that user, but no it doesn't. if we survive as a species it will be because we transcend all of the primitive and destructive aspects of our nature.

I feel like I need to fart but I can't and it's very uncomfortable

Waiting for the campus alert as the signal to kill myself.

HAPPY COW
I WANT TO HUG THE HAPPY COW

i can predict everything my teacher will say

Sure is /r9k/ in here

There's a lot that can be unpacked from that actually

hair, scalp, meninges
cerebrospinal fluid
don't forget the skull memento mori

>transcend all
that honestly doesn't seem like a viable strategy. I like how Elon Musk tries to maneuver through capitalism and greed in order to get humans out of the planet quickly and safely, so someone may survive when shit goes down.
Now that I think about he is very much like the protagonist of Manifold Space.

>I like how Elon Musk tries to maneuver through capitalism
>maneuver through capitalism

lmao

RICE NIGGA

I need something novel to do, but the nearest museum is closed on Mondays.

If anyone will save a part of humanity, it's him. Unless he dies too early.

He uses capitalist functions to advance human interests. What's wrong with that?
>muh snowflake ideology

You don't maneuver through, you maneuver to evade.
>maneuvering through this brick of wall

I feel like my whole life has been an uphill battle with myself. I'm a privileged white middle classer, but I still struggle to find happiness and meaning even though i consider myself a member of the luckiest generation to ever walk the earth. shit sucks.

>being this autistic
Kys

i went out
taking a break
and i saw a girl
she flipped constantly
i didn't know her name
i didn't know where she was from

but she was there
just standing
i walked around
didn't know if i should talk

she had a bag
could have been hell
could have been heaven
but i took the chance

i went up
and her hand reached down
she offered me one
and i took it all

i went back in
and looked through

and she was gone

and the worst part,
all my belongings...
were gone...

to: armaf

I'm trying to drink away the part of the day I can't sleep away
Primer gray is the color when you're done dying

México es subdesarrollado. Que ridículo chauvinismo el que lleva a alguna gente a argumentar lo contrario.

>If anyone will save a part of humanity, it's him.
maybe be so, but I threw away my literery dreams for a career in engineering, so I'm gonna do my best to help.
there are many ways to make capital which are much less risky than inventing new technologies.
you need to analyze better. people aren't happy because they are in a good state, they are happy because their state changed for the best.
it is a rare, transient emotion.
Sure, some people are happy all the time, but that is not because they are white and rich.
stop obsessing about happiness and try to actually do something with your life.
(Came out a little preachy.)

You really don't

>Used to the sweet solitude of her and i watching old movies/reading classics/cafe life.
That isn't solitude. Solitude means being completely alone with only you and nobody else around.

I'm glad I have a sort of job again, and I'm glad to be starting grad school, but I worry that it's all going to leave me with no time to write fiction. Fiction is what I love more than any other thing, and I loathe the thought of being too tired/busy to work on any of it.

I debating buying a bookshelf. I'm in my 30's and have never owned a bookshelf.

why, i dont think theres a justifiable way to eat meat in 2016, unless youre a survivalist or some shit, or you live in a country wear meat is like the only source of food. im not saying dont eat meat, if you want to thats your decision and no one should tell you otherwise, but you cant morally justify it

shit

>attempting to morally justify anything
but why

I CUM IN THE FUCK

I wish these stories were coming out better

I have a load of work to do and I'm procrastinating. That's always been the way with me.

I'm going away for a couple of weeks and when I come back I'm moving into a new house. I've been promising myself that I will start reading more, exercising more, writing more, practising various instruments etc. but I doubt I've got the willpower to better myself to a point where I am satisfied. I also doubt there is such a point, and I doubt that I have the heart to live as I want to.

Why are you afraid of dreams? What dreams have you had?

>tfw you realize that normalfags think that the opposite of "boring" is "fun" and not "interesting"
>tfw you realize that women think the opposite of being distant isn't genuine affection but showering them with attention

Good to see its still everyone else that sucks and not me lmao

Same here, but I don't care. He'll die sooner or later. Don't let him hold you back. He wants you to be happy and successful, to live a better life than he had. If this means you have to leave him than do it. He'd hate himself if you are looking after him and after your dreams. I know its really exhausting to take care of mentally ill.

Yea puppy problems. If she's not talking to you, you know you have to do the same. If you are the first to contact her, it will be bad for your relationship. She will talk to you, she may be annoyed that you didn't call her/ talk to her first. Just say you thought she needed some time alone and that you are happy that she's talking to you at the moment.
>If you try to talk to her before that, you will come of as needy.

One day, babe, you'll get the life prolonging stuff. My crystal ball tells me you will not be part of the super secret elite.
That's just bad.

Then share, what's troubling you. Let the young see and learn from the older and more experienced

What happened on date? The culmination? The only way to fuck it up is by not being sexual. If the next time you see her you tell her " I really want to fuck you ". It will be weird, but she will like it. Almost always its better to be overly sexual than not touching her/ not talking about how you want to fuck her.

....

I mean natural as in inescapable. Some of the earliest human remains show signs of organized murder. We've been doing it for the entire Holocene and I don't see it going away. Other than the necessity of killing people who want to harm us, war has had some undeniable benefits for humanity. For example we wouldn't know a lot about how to treat head trauma if it weren't for the two world wars.

I just see it as a neutral, normal thing, that is sometimes actually good and I don't know why everyone gets their panties in a twist over it.

It is common to procrastinate because one has a lot of work to do. Its best if you remove something of the list, since the stuff you listed have nothing to do with your job or studying and look more like hobbies. Chose these which you like the most.
If fun isn't the opposite of boring, than you should be capable of giving me an example of some activity that is both boring and fun.

>war is normal
Yes

>war is inescapable
Yes

>war is good, because we learn about head trauma
....

You have to list a lot more arguments, especially outside of Veeky Forums. It sounds too edgy when you say head trauma only.

I have not kissed a girl in almost two years. I was not always like this. I think my parents do not like me.

How biring the Bible gets after the Exodus.

>Muh Tabernacle
>Muh robes
>Muh Sacrifices

When does all the Kike pillaging start? Leviticus looks ot be more of the same weird and wacky laws: The Book.

Surgery in general owes a lot to war.

If we have to go annihilate the out-group we might as well look at the positive side instead of looking at only the grim necessity. Pregnancy is very painful and sometimes dangerous but we get a baby or two out of it.

I tried to mix with the other university students, I tried smiling and being friendly and forcing myself to speak with them. I really did. But I can't anymore, I just want to give up and return to being that cynical shut-in with good grades. I want to give up my quest for friends or pussy and simply be myself.

You are much better doing that. Some people just don't want to socialise. I get it, it sucks. I can do it but I never really want to and prefer being alone. I always feel as though I have a burden to carry when I have friends around.

>muh morality

early to bed, early to rise, my niggers

the streets near my house were designed to kill, fuck driving.

Do you think that there is still anything to be learned from war? Medical stuff is no longer an argument, since we have already gotten the hang of treating a wound. What can we gain from war now. Will technological advancement slow down significantly if there was no war to drive the development of futuristic weapons?

draw them in paint pls

The truth is, I'm not really in love with them because they feel like they can make me a better person. I'm in love with the way that someone so beautiful can make me feel so completely inferior.

>Wish I was young and starting college tomorrow.

IKTF. It's my first year after graduating with an M.S. and I'm unemployed and miserable. The college years were so goddamn comfy.

I've continually seduced women with boyfriends over the last 10 years. It isn't necessarily a fetish for me, but it is certainly a trend. It started at the age of 16; after a period of severe depression, I returned from the mental hospitals and was immediately greeted by my best friend's hot girlfriend, who gave me a blowjob and would have had sex with me if I had been more confident. Then there was Morgan, the bane and love of my life, who maintained a rotating harem of two men throughout my teenage years, one of them often being me. Around that time I also became infatuated with the girlfriend of one of my better friends, and began worming my way in with her. Shortly after she informed me that she felt like I was the only person she could talk to, I fucked her and stopped talking to her. In college, I attempted to have sex with nearly every single one of my married professors, with little success outside of a single drunken make out session that ended in literal tears. I invariably dump all of my actual girlfriends after 2-5 months due to boredom. I am deeply unsatisfied with who I am on a fundamental level, and suspect that I will eventually kill myself. I've not taken my antidepressants in two years. I am old and bitter, but have only been alive for 26 years.