Why is everything so fucking mediocre?

Why is everything so fucking mediocre?

I study the day before and I can get a mark of 8/10

When will this fucking talent stop I'm starting to get fucjking depressed of my ability, I want a fucking job but I can't get one, everything is so slow, why are the OTHER students so slow?

Please, tell me, what do you do If you are too fast for the rest?
I normally stop studying until it's almost too late.

I'm already on uni and this fucking brain is...I don't know, just tell me plsease

And it has worked since I was on HS.

Well you are either
>a. taking babby courses
>b. going to a shit university

>Study the day before and I can get a mark of 8/10
Please consider suicide user.

^

>Only an 8/10.
What a fucking loser.
Study more, user.

>only a 8/10
That's because often I have no time to study all the topics due to I start studying 6 hours before the exam.
>shit uni
That's probably true, how do I get rid of this fucking routine?

I'm failing some non-math nor physics nor chemistry courses because I don't feel like wasting 8 hours on something so trivial.

This is why parents need to beat their children.

Drop out and suck dick for coke then.

>That's probably true, how do I get rid of this fucking routine?
Study more advanced things by yourself or spend time getting laid or jerk off and watch anime why the fuck are you asking that kind of advice here

>study more advanced things
I'm eating a precalculus book before I start with Cal I and II, thanks for the advice.

I already watch cartoons, but only once a week, and I do the same jerking off, or no-fapping.

My mind says that it's wrong to fail at uni. It says that this action will bring me horror. But my fucking routine defeats my reasoning. When I notice, it's aready 4:00AM and I want to study.