Holy fucking shit Veeky Forums

Guys I need advice
I started taking SSRI, my mind is finally free of depression and I got my imagination back, I've been traveling between all kind of forms and movements inside my own headspace for hours.
Also, my reading speed and comprension have improved.
Is this what sinapsis feels like?
I want to make up for all the time I wasted being foggy, suicidal and sad.
What math and physics books do you rec?
>inb4 start with the greeks
Sorry for my bad english.

you're damaged goods. It will wear off within the next 2 weeks and you can go back to being inert, occasionally jacking it to cartoons.

Please no

Seriously Veeky Forums, are depression meds a good idea? I'm so torn on the idea

First I had a pretty heavy panic attack, but then I started to feel good, is like my mind fucking actually works instead of being all rotten and over the place.
My thought pattern didnt stop being pessimistic but it doest fuck with my mood now.
This is heaven, I really hope the other user isnt right, I cant go back to hell.

It's quite literally trial and error.
No one can really tell you. For most people, they won't do much, but they easily make things better or worse for you depending on how your shit is working and how you interpret it.
Either way meditation and hypnosis are much more effective in the long run and have less negative effects so long as you don't get into sissy hypno.
I take buproprion, it's harmless and helps me get shit done. Don't expect effects right away and be honest with your psychiatrist.
If you get pills from a family doctor, do not take them. Literally just asking for trouble then.

Also take bupronin, used to take two tablets a day but I was cut down to one after it gave me the most fucked up dreams I've ever had

got this with lexapro, but i quite liked them.

id just like to counter the above user by vouching for sissy hypno
If that's where your mind takes you, follow it to happiness, just post some pics ok

Keep taking them. You will have some ups and downs down the road, but ignore them.
SSRI are a blessing. Seriously.
Some might say "stop depending on drugs," but it's not like that. Would you tell the same thing to a diabetic about their insulin? It's simply something your mind needs. That's the end of it.
Godspeed, user. You'll be fine.