a beautiful morning to check e-mails
thump thumping in my chest, i angrily reply
as a side effect of stress
ra-ta-ta-tatting, past my point of view
out into the distance
zooming, i digress
the grass grows greener on sunny days,
unlike today, few i have ever seen
like an unearthed memory, holding a dull sheen
to it, i assume, associated negative feelings
none present today, a day to hit
send send send send send send
and i’ll PPPPPP,
until no one see see see see see see’s
the darkness in mimimimimimi
my greatest fear, are clouds in early noon
the sun leaves home, refracting light in my room
reminds me of my day
i hope, full of pleasant memories,
too lost to do good,
wastes all of my energy,
running away away running
small children in a field
return to a place so familiar that we cannot sit tight
exciting exciting
a glimmer of hope,
returns to me in e-mail, sending, sending, sent
ascending my dear child,
to the edge of the earth
a beautiful mourning, feeling lost in the womb
i’ll cry cry cry cry out
and kick kick and scream
no one will hear me, alone in my room
close close and then open the door
a clear beam of light
phone ringing, birds singing,
a feeling of bliss,
to end off my morning
a lingering cough, and the smell of cold coffee