Tfw majoring in Chemistry and still find sufficient time to read literature on a daily basis

>tfw majoring in Chemistry and still find sufficient time to read literature on a daily basis

What are you doing with your life, Veeky Forums?

Majoring in Chemistry, except I've read 12 books this year already, have a 4.0, a 8/10 girlfriend, tons of friends, and compete in bodybuilding, you little bitch

Studying chemistry and telling everybody about it

Lying in bed listening to sad music because the girl I've been talking to stopped replying to my messages

its because youre the type of person who gets sad when someone stops replying to you. its because youre the type of person who has long ass conversations with girls via text. start caring about yourself more, others less, and develop a stronger and more independent attitude.

>college dropout
>short, fat, small dick, hispanic
>living with parents, 24 years old
>kissless virgin, no friends
>woke up at noon and then got in bitter argument with my mom for the 20th day in a row
>ate a bunch of poptarts for breakfast, felt like shit
>took a massive dump while watching clips of the bee movie and then jacked off, but missed and had to use a napkin to clean up all over the floor
>want to become a writer but haven't read a full book in months, always starting them but getting bored and dropping them
>the last book i finished was siddartha because it's like 100 pages and super easy
>wanted to spend last year learning a new language but learned only very basic japanese, spent most of my time watching anime and jacking off to hentai and JAV
>lungs and head hurts constantly from my nicotine addiction
>spend like two-three hours planning out my plan for this year and downloading various textbooks and creating study guides and book reading lists that I will never follow
>jack off again and then eat a bunch of hot pockets
>start to read a new book but then put it down and open my computer and spend the rest of my day alternating between watching cuck porn and writing "my diary desu" and various other low energy memes on Veeky Forums while chuckling to myself
>it is now 2:00 in the morning

Rate my life, Veeky Forums

>implying

>23
>graduated with bachelor in computer engineering
>now work as an office slave
>make 105k
>live in tiny studio apartment
>run 5 miles a day
>white/fit/fairly attractive
>diagnosed depression, anxiety, paranoia, and insomnia
>refuse treatment, except for the insomnia
>desperately trying to write, can't work up the energy
>spend most days reading, watching anime, and playing vidya
>spend weekends getting out of town to visit friends and family

rate my life

Only read 3 lines and I already feel like I'd kill myself if I were you

>Lit-fags completely assblasted by the superiority of STEMChads

keep going

>tfw you try to describe your life in as negative a way as possible to get sympathy from online strangers but you can't make it sound bad no matter how hard you try

Feels good desu

Get on that Prozac my man. It helps a lot

>25
>majored in history
>top of my class
>professors personally vouched for me and got me a job at one of the oldest museums in my city doing research
>mfw STEM fags took the safe-route and will be stuck doing soul-crushing work for the rest of their lives

>mfw STEM fags took the safe-route and will be stuck doing soul-crushing work for the rest of their lives
>safe route

Yeah, if you're an idiot.

Top STEM students didn't take the "safe route"

>Chemistry

oh man I am laffin

good luck when you graduate

Always have plan B my man

Environmental science. There's a good amount of chemistry involved.

electrician

>tfw anti-depressants are working

things are starting to look good bros

post-modern

>18
>majoring in CIS
>insomniac
>depressed since dad's death in December
>haven't had free time to read or do anything I truly enjoy (besides sleep) since October

feels bad.

>19
>Bachelors in Physiotherapy
>just finished Tacitus
>massaged a milf's thighs yesterday

>22
>Graduated with a BA in English last year
>Read 20-25 books per year
>Quit video games because I realize that they are a chore
>Quit my job at Tim Hortons because I hate customers and smiling
>Equally fearful of the boredom of office work and poverty of retail
>Join the Canadian Infantry
>It's an interesting job with good pay
>Everyone back home is still struggling in this shit economy
>Life is pretty good

Masturbating and trying to find a job.

Fuck Prozac.

Fitter Happier/10

>27
>work from home
>grad degree in literature
>married with kid on the way
>just bought a house last year
>read 100 books a year

It's a very cozy life.

>21
>mom died when i was 10, left me a trust fund
>live alone, no job, too much money, my only friends are my cousin and brother and they live 2 hours away
>dont know anyone here
>spend my days reading, exercising, doing psychedelics (just did 2ct2 last week), being lonely, vidya, masturbating for hours (yay drugs)
>dropped out of college twice now
>i have to get a job eventually
>oscillate between depression and egotistical superiority, diagnosed bipolar when i was a teen

>24
>writing my master's thesis in maths
>read on a daily basis for the last ~10 years
>looking forward to working 80h/week in consulting and not having time for anything else but reading and listening to music for the next ~5 years
>actually feels pretty good man

What do you do to make money

Teach (community college) lit courses and grade tests, both online.

Fuck you

im failing chemistry so i guess im halfway there

>Tfw majoring in Literature and still hasn't read a book in his life; teacher somehow thinks I'm some genius when I pretend to know shit

I study Natural Resource Economics

>Majoring in Chemistry
Enjoy working at Starbucks pleb, but hey..atleast youll have time to read!

Nobody even cares you chump

I was studying that but then I realized I hated science so I switched to Natural Resource Econ

you are like Kafka

Actually immersing myself in the humanities. due to your major choice and the work your gonna have to do, you will only ever scratch the surface of the works you read

my sisters are both on happy pills

they told me it has helped them so much they feel so different and just straight up happy now and really want me to use it too

i will never succumb to the pharma jew.

>Rate my life, Veeky Forums
1/4
See me after death.

>tfw neet and still find sufficient time to read literature on a daily basis

If you need a professor to explain a text to you, you are fundamentally incapable of making it. The biggest tragedy of the modern "School of Life" 5 minute philosophy summaries is they make genetic incapables think they could be philosophers.

>34
>last grade completed was 8th
>GED at 16
>construction and odd jobs
>joined US Navy at 21
>avionics tech
>seperate and get job a boeing
>shit sucks get job in construction managment
>100k
>wife and 3 kids
>read all the time
>not so bad after all

>The biggest tragedy of the modern "higher education" 3 year philosophy summaries is they make genetic incapables think they are philosophers.

Why is this a /r9k/thread?

A lot of people who posted have gfs or kids. How is that /r9k?

kafka got pussy, was tall and handsome, and was a great brooding writer.

>5'10"
>look like a 16 year old boy bc of my traumatic childhood
>everbody in my family has a different kind of mental illness, execpt me
>high functioning father though, he a professor and under the top best 1000 doctors in Germany
>studying psychology and chemistry at the same time currently
>finished my bachelor thesis paper in psychology about psychoanalysis last month ago
>getting my first bachelor degree next month
>feels good
>beautiful and rich girlfriend, her uncle is a successful author
>great sex life
>enjoy smoking DMT
>and the best of all: chess FIDE 2000

I'm ballin'. Amor fati.

>manlet with traumatic childhood and a meme-degree enjoys playing a highly repetitive board game
>I'm ballin'.

>can't even reply to the right poster.

>thinking STEM people dont like doing what they do

Majoring in chemistry is basically as useless as majoring in English unless you are doing Pre-Med.

Fuck off STEMfag

>he's so insecure in his career he feels the need to denigrate others

nigga that's literally what OP's post was

>19
>college drop out
>50% of the time im 100% i want to live the literary lifestyle
>the other 50% i just dont know
>diagnosed bipolar, pills make me feel like a tame version of myself
>addicted to the Internet
>started lifting
>reading 3 novels at the same time
>somehow managed to stop the urge to kill myself, feels un-lit
>acne
>0 lewd contact with a female on the last 12 months
>no job
Rate my life

"" / 10

>23
>last grade completed was 8th
>GED at 18
>construction and odd jobs
>joined US Army few months later
>logistics specialist
>separate and sit on GI bill, fuck around w/ odd jobs again
>shit is still sucking
>should have taken 45k salary job as single man when i got out immediately but that feel when you get out of the army
>no one loves me but i love booze
>it could be worse

I still havent used my gi bill. Cant find time for school with work and kids. Time runs out next year.

>21

>can't do anything for long periods of time that involve mental power as i get intimidated by the road ahead and the outcome

>even though have confident in all material aspects of life, the mental escape me and i live in fear of doing anything remotely accomplishing

i'm not happy with it. i just can't do anything.

I refuse to believe anyone can find that shit interesting. In high school doing labs for chem and bio were so useless and boring, I can't imagine making a career out of that mundane shit.

>tfw none of that except 10/10 model gf
feels good

Lol ok dude. No one is as immersed in "the humanities" as you. What a guy you must be

Majoring in Computer Science and still finding sufficient time to read literature on a daily basis.

>assuming stem people do anything like high school classes were

in reality, most stem jobs are creative and interesting if you have the skills and knowledge

>23
>CS major and hate it
>work a shit job at the moment
>everyday i just think about how much i hate my major and job
>should have gotten a liberal arts degree at least i wouldn't be so miserable
>haven't fucked in a few months but then again i'm not really trying

>21
>Med
>Often engage in orgies
>Read whenever I can

Societal 7/10 but your soul is shriveling Veeky Forums 3/10

what's your iq roundabout? supportive non-shitty childhood?

>i have to get a job eventually
why user? desultory?

139. It wasn't shitty, but not especially supportive. Neither parent got past high school and both of them have either been janitors or minimum wage production workers most of their lives. I'm the only one out of my many siblings to even finish high school.

>if you have skills and knowledge
Stopped reading there

literary genius in the making t b h

>19/M
>actor in multiple successful tv shows
>8/10 GF
>fairly autistic so find it hard to hold a conversation, make meaningful connections
>feel sad becaus there's no light at the end of the tunnel

literal meme person/10

die

This makes no sense. The top students have the easiest route, because they are top students. (And will probably get a good, safe, and nearly guaranteed job after they graduate)

On the other hand, the people bad at STEM would be taking the opposite of the "safe route" if they decided to major in something STEM. (It's harder, they're bad at it etc)

>18yrs male
>about to drop out of high school where I've (for the first time in my life) made some friends
>I haven't felt my fingers in a week, they function but it's like there's no blood circulating
>Concider suicide often
>When I don't feel well, I hear voices
>I've hugged and kissed, even spooned but still virgin
>Still managed to get cucked
>Spend my days stressing my schoolwork, never doing it
>I don't sleep often and eat bread with cheese and drink only unprocessed milk
>I get very well along with girls if I put on a fun act, but I can't be at all be personal with, they go away
>Still need girls around, when I'm alone I have a consuming lust
>Sometimes my body will simply shake with need of sex that my hand cannot ease
>I'm afraid I will frighten someone and that my family would know who I am and that I am not a happy child
>I have decided that I will bicycle through europe this summer
>I will kill myself on the mediterraenian shore during a sunset and hope no-one finds me

>killing yourself because you can't get laid in high school
>can afford a European vacation where he bikes around like a fuck stick
Sleep more you dumb retard you're stressed because you stay up all night on fucking Veeky Forums.

Nigga be happy you can make girls laugh if you need someone to talk to about your issues see a therapist

Exactly what his post reminded me of too.
A pig
in a cage
on antibiotics.

>0 lewd contact with a female on the last 12 months

He isn't a virgin. Not /r9k/.

>orgies

Explain

>23
>Last semester before I get my BS in physics
>Have nice offers from nice law schools
>no friends
>Don't enjoy anything besides exercise
>Fucked nerves in both arms from 4 straight years of working at a desk for 12+ hours a day
>See everything as escapism
>Only read because it feels somewhat productive compared to masturbation or shitposting
>take 2 antidepressants to not want to die

>24
>start law school on Monday
>nervous af been a hermit NEET the last few years since I quit my advertising job to finish undergrad
>would
>read at least a book weekly
>gym often
>started mediting recently
>recently started seeing a 6/10 Ivy League patrician qt but don't know where it's going
>still in love with my 9/10 ex
>stalked her trancontinentally last year
>wouldn't speak to me
>have attachment issues from being adopted
>sent a picture of DFWfleshlight.jpg to new girl the other day
>tfw she thought it was my fleshlight
>scared about being around crowds
>missed the orientation week
>city is hot enough to make me kill an Arab
>positive/mixed outlook about the future
>still have three years of law, then articles
>hopefully will get to Switzerland one day
>would be so easy to go back into advertising but feels like I'm wasting my creative mana
>want to write

Majoring in Law, living a very good life, can't think of any complaints.

There is nothing to afford in a bicycle trip from north to south
I will sleep in the sleeping bag and buy bread from shops on the route, I have nearly 800 euros so I can also stay somewhere in case of rain
Pic related is my travel plan. I might go to Paris too if I want to when in France
And it is not just that I can't get laid, it is also that I often have feelings overriding logic. I think about the situations rationally when it doesn't make any sense logically, for example when I was alone in my house four years ago I became very sure that in the bathroom there was a huge dust mite that breathed slowly. I heard the breathing and put a chair in front of the door to stop it from coming out. After that I thought that if it was going to kill me, I would stand better chance at first trying to kill it. I got an axe from the shed and broke the bathroom door into pieces. After hacking the door for some hour I realized that I was standing in the bathroom and there was no giant mite, this kind of stuff is why I don't want to live. It is sometimes very frightening but somewhat controllable with apathy and ignoring the voices but it doesn't make me happy.
Especially completely unsurpassable feelings that I get at first glance that don't make any sense and make things difficult

>see a therapist
B-But you are my therapist, Veeky Forums

>he plans on crossing kaliningrad
yeah good one genius

that thing fucked me up when i was hitch hiking down from the baltics.

Why? Is it the maximum security border?
I'd really love to visit Kaliningrad

do you have a visa for the russian federation?

Not yet, but I thought I'd send the request sometime soon once I fix the dates

>2013
>aggressive, depressed, mentally unstable high-school dropout
>poor as fuck
>friendless
>dysfunctional family
>every day feels like torture
>attempt suicide
>be put in a psychiatric ward as a result
>suddenly meet a very cute girl, potential soul-mate
>grow passionate about film and literature
>develop a relationship with said girl
>madly in love
>quit drugs
>find a job abroad, move with her to a new home
>travel all over the world w/her
>start a major in Literature
>adopt a doggo

>2016
>Gee Eff leaves all of a sudden and I can't reach back to her
>drop out of university
>doggo dies
>become more erratic progressively
>boss sacks me from the job
>left without a penny, forced to go back to my homeland, to my disfunctional family
>addicted to drugs
>every day feels like torture

It could be worse.

>It could be worse.
Honestly, my friend, how?

At least I feel like I have somewhat lived. If things had stayed the same I would find it difficult to harbour any hopes for the future.

The world's an interesting place and if I manage to deal with these problems I could even come to enjoy my lifetime.

Big families seem to be strong evidence for a genetic explanation of intelligence. My mom's side had brothers dropped out of grade school who can't tell their ass from their elbow, but one of the brothers tested around 140, went on to complete grad school and work at Disney. Environment just doesn't hold a candle to the genetic lottery.

So is it then just pure futile cruelty to chastise the genetic incapables of not grad schooling? Even if they work hard enough to push the pig through the python, it seems they'll just be bored and barely afloat...

As the first person you replied to, all of my siblings aren't necessarily genetic siblings. There were a lot of step-s and half-s in there, plus adopted cousins.

I would agree though, since we were all raised the same. Even received the same gifts on Christmas in different colors. Things seemed to go wrong for everyone else around puberty.

>would be so easy to go back into advertising but feels like I'm wasting my creative mana
you're hoping law will be a rich creative release?

>city is hot enough to make me kill an Arab
kek'

Oh shit, he completed grad school? And even worked at Disney? Must be a real genius, that guy.

>22
>married, no kids
>work as a ship in engineer in military
>have a nice house, pay nothing for rent, no bills except wifi
>social media has destroyed attention span
>currently reading 7 books, can't finish a single one

>24
>composer and pianist concertist
>have to pretend to be well-read costantly because everyone around me has a formal classic education
>have read half a book in 2016, 2 full books in 2015

>have become a master orator in my teenagehood (I'm autistic and I had to overcompensate in order to communicate with other people)
>vast lexicon (at least in my native language)
>god tier debating skills
>tfw no one will ever know that you're an ignorant philistine

I guess I should fix this situation, but my attention span is honestly way too low. I'm pretty sure that to manage to get well-read before my 40s I would have to drop completely any sort of internet leisure activity.