Recommend me masculine literature. I need something to toughen me up

Nothing like some hardened grease flakes in your eyes to make a man outta ya

Recommend me feminine literature. I wish I was a woman

Kys, please.

Nah he's going to become a cute MtF, seduce you, then trap you.

you forgot the part about chucking him

I would if I didn't have dependents

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Not going to lie it would be fun to be able to transform into a qt girl

i'm not a man, so what do i know. but i don't think any literature can "harden you up". there might be some lit that is capable of motivating you to get your ass up for a shirt while but it seldomly lasts since it wasn't intrinsically motivated.
guess the only thing you can do is do shit, fail, deal with the setback, try again anyways till you master it and can feel sone pride about your achemievements. the problem lies in two areas as i have experienced. getting your ass up in the first place and keep going after the setback. what i do in such situations is i break the next steps down and then internally pull myself trough them. no lame excuses. my mind has decided that i WILL do this or that so i order my feets and hands to move.
recognizing that you mostly don't do things out of fear of ebarassing yourself and realizing that bot vbeing afraid of being embarassed boils down to not goving a fuck about what others think and having a sense of humour might help.

guess living a life that isn't just sheltered, secure and safe is the only way to harden up

The dream is that I could live two lives, one as each.

Ladies! do you wanna touch my AK?

buddhanet.net/pdf_file/allexistence.pdf

"If a man would be stabbed 900 times a day with sharp spears for hundreds of years without dieing, but still feeling the pain,
this would not even come close the amount of pain experienced in hell" - Lord Buddha