Oh come on, it's not "therapy-tier" bad. Just... weird...
>country
Pay Denbts Land
>first or second year
Just finished 1st
>take 2-3 days break
I actually haven't stopped. As soon as I got done with my finals I started work on the subjects I missed/failed.
>start with 3 hours with breaks in between
I could get behind that.
>also why the fuck did you get in pysics
I got in because I wanted to do "great things". But I figured out I'm just not smart enough, so if I manage to get out with a 7/10 and then get an 8-8.5/10 in my Post-Grad, it'll be enough to do something other than farming or fishing.
>you gonna stop that. upload the exercises later
Fair enough, but I still need the solutions manual to be open. I have the digital copy, not the physical form.
>man that´s fucking autistic honestly,
I know, but how do I stop it? I mean, all hands on deck... I used to think I was this universe's Doctor Doom for a while. I started reading Alistair Crowley for fuck's sake.
>Use all of your energy to self improve
Easier said than done. I wasn't like that. I went to the gym, I was studying a bit of german and coding on my own, I read. Nowadays I'm just a fat slob.
It all started during the final years of school. My tutors (more later) were really fucking bad at their job, but they were "family friends", so my parents just wouldn't get rid of them. When I say bad, I mean "coming to tutor at 23:00, eating chocolate, forgetting their books and leaving 20 minutes early while calling me fuckface if I screwed up an exercise". I ended up writting 5/20 in tests. We did eventually get rid of them, and I got on the right track, but I never really recovered.
Tutors: Just accept that everyone has either tutors, or goes to the "extra-school". No exceptions. The why is a long story. It's a country thing.