Al/ck/

This really motivated me to not get addicted. I'm too much of a happy person without it I couldn't imagine feeling what you are feeling

Woke up in a huge pool of my own piss today. Can't flip the matress because I did the same on the other side.

Keep telling myself to get it together but for some reason I just don't.

When are you going to stop drinking your life away?

youtube.com/watch?v=BshxCIjNEjY
Just throw it all out

I want to drink but am on extended release pain killers so can't keep anything down : (

so weak

Butt chug

egtrgbvfrfrd

I've got a midterm today and I'm drinking absinthe. Why is it so fucking tasty?

Also, I've sort of turned my dad, stepmother, and step-sister into alcoholics by urging them into drinking more and more. I think I might be the devil.

15 days sober.

Today I noticed a change, I went to work and was actually happy for once. I also laughed genuinely for the first time in forever.