>be passionate for science
>study it as much as I can
>can't become a scientist cause I suck at math
>can't even get past the relative basics
>no matter how much I try
Is there any pain worse than this?
Be passionate for science
quitting will feel much worse. nothing makes sense in life until your late 20s anyway. you're just gonna have to fake it until then.
>nothing makes sense in life until your late 20s anyway
explain
Yes, the pain of realizing that advanced maths aren't essential to every STEM field and that you're just a retard from the outset.
>implying you need to know any actual hard math to do science
huh?
what difference is it going to make if it won't make sense to you until it makes sense to you several years from now at which point my explanation will not be what you will use to make sense of life?
I should probably be more specific.
My main area of interest is physics.
You see my problem?
it's true. your brain isn't fully developed until after 26 years old. i am much more "aware of shit" than i was just a few years ago and i've been a hermit fuck, but it just happened. i noticed this and simply attributed it to a fully developed brain.
>You see my problem?
No.
>t's true. your brain isn't fully developed until after 26 years old
I always thought it was early 20s that's why I asked.
> i am much more "aware of shit"
Do you mean being more adept at grasping complex problems kind of "aware" or just being more mature and knowing what you want from life?