Yes
I went down the following path
>Stop caring about the fact that I have no friends
>Study all day
>Get straight A+'s, settling for A's sometimes
>Major in Computer Science, get great GPA and internship experience
>Multiple offers from top companies
>I now make hella bank
>My life is set
>R-right...?
Fuck no. I'm still suicidal. I'm still miserable. I still have no friends. Yay, I get to go to work and work hard for a multibillion dollar corporation's benefit, then I walk home in the rain and pace around my room contemplating suicide all night and shitpost on the internet, when I've lost the motivation to read and study even more
If I just study some more everything will make sense right? Get a bit better at math, learn a bit more theoretical CS, learn some more algorithms, learn more about AI and machine learning. Then my life will be good right?
No, I'll just be a more effective tool for this corporation
Fuck life, fuck everything, I want to kill myself. Why didn't I focus on learning how to make friends. Why didn't I focus on talking to girls or some shit? Why didn't I do ANYTHING but this? FUCK LIFE
FUCK MY LIFE.
(((THIS))) is the best path? The responsible one? Get good grades, get a good job, never break the law, make tons of money?
Yet live alone in a miserable apartment in with nobody to share my life with, walk home alone every day, go to sleep alone, wake up alone, go to work alone, work alone in my office, eat lunch alone in my office, walk home alone, be miserable all alone
Fuck my life