In home

>in home
>fast reader, make clever observations on what I read, brain works fast and clean
>in school
>one hour per page, dont retain shit, have to read several times to get the basics of the text, brain feels slow and and dusty
Why does this happen, how do I fix it
Please help me, this is not helping me reach my goals

Sounds motivation related.
Or maybe you smoke weed, bu only at home (or only in school)?

I really came to post that I'm 52 years old, and your pic is giving me flashbacks to third grade.

Does being at school cause you any kind of anxiety? That could make things harder.

No I'm not smoking weed
How does a 50 year old find this place

fascist entryism.

Well, it used to but I dont really feel anxious anymore
But I dont know anyone there and I dont feel in confidence to joke around or whatever, I get blocked, maybe thats why I dont feel anxiety anymore
Your post really fired up my brain

So, you are a virgin?

that's not an appropriate question for the internet

There's not a better place on Earth than here.

Creepy

look, at least have the decency to hit on me irl
ffs no wonder you can't get laid

so you're literally a paid shill is what you're saying

This is what happens when a 50 year old tries to be funny.

Stay on the thread subject or go back to r*ddit.
Should I email my case to Jordan Peterson? Or will he just send me to the guys who give pills? I am already taking one kind of pills and I dont want more.

if i was getting paid, i wouldn't be here

Leave grandpa alone

>How does a 50 year old find this place

Googling "goofy shit leadsto FunnyJunk.
FunnyJunk leads to Imgur.
Imgur leads to /b/.
From there I wandered through /p/, /po/, Veeky Forums, Veeky Forums, /n/, /pol/, /news/ and finally Veeky Forums over a 5-6 year period.

>This is what happens when a 50 year old tries to be funny.
That wasn't me.

>there's a 52 year old fascist shitposting on Veeky Forums

how pathetic can you be, old man

Guys please stop talking about the old user and his sexual life and his fedora ideology and help me
I'm not genius but I really feel dumbed down in school, and thats when I need to be on my best

I am 78 and found this page looking for illegal streams of wheel of fourchan

Are you going to chase me down a hawaiian alleyway with a switchblade?

>tfw to old to read pynchon

Can't imagine why this would surprise someone.

Because there are newfags and there will always be new newfags
Now help me

not with that attitude

>>there's a 52 year old fascist shitposting on Veeky Forums
Wait, how am I a fascist again?

you have to be more active when you read school texts, because information is dense and they're boring as heck. read with a pen and a notebook. summarize every paragraph. make up some bogus task to artificially motivate yourself. you don't have to write down every factoid, just trick your brain into staying engaged somehow.

The problem is not the text, my brain just dies when I'm in school
When I study home it is really easy... boring, but easy, and if it is hard I still can get it, but I need to be able to use my full capacity while I'm in school so it is not such a waste of time

no trump no kkk no fascist usa
fuck white old people

oldanon here.
One of my third grade teachers let me read outdoors, to see if I would concentrate more out of a classroom environment,
Or maybe she just wanted my goofy ass out of her classroom.

>no trump no kkk no fascist usa
>fuck white old people
I'm American, but I voted Jill Stein.
Why do you assume I'm white?

Get a cup of tea, put on noisil, get a cozy blanket and

fascist are trying to get into the green party now? holy shit

I think I figured out
I think my brain blocks himself because I used to feel so much anxiety and depressed in HS
Now that I'm in a similar enviroment my brain says "oh this fag can't handle this close everything or he will start releasing cortisol and fuck me up" and I end up in this vegetable state, is like a reflex or something
I guess the reflex will stop if I just keep going to classes, Im not a anxiety depression ridden faggot anymore so I think I will handle it
Or maybe not and I will fail and end up homeless
Any psychology students here? What do you think of my theory? Is it too retarded?