In home

>in home
>fast reader, make clever observations on what I read, brain works fast and clean
>in school
>one hour per page, dont retain shit, have to read several times to get the basics of the text, brain feels slow and and dusty
Why does this happen, how do I fix it
Please help me, this is not helping me reach my goals

Sounds motivation related.
Or maybe you smoke weed, bu only at home (or only in school)?

I really came to post that I'm 52 years old, and your pic is giving me flashbacks to third grade.

Does being at school cause you any kind of anxiety? That could make things harder.

No I'm not smoking weed
How does a 50 year old find this place

fascist entryism.

Well, it used to but I dont really feel anxious anymore
But I dont know anyone there and I dont feel in confidence to joke around or whatever, I get blocked, maybe thats why I dont feel anxiety anymore
Your post really fired up my brain

So, you are a virgin?

that's not an appropriate question for the internet

There's not a better place on Earth than here.

Creepy