3D environment inside your mimd

Is there a way to express these visualizations into drawings?

Yes, by drawing :^)

Also CAD software.

Not sure if this is a shitpost, doesn't everyone?
Not only that but I've lived in that schizoid world for a good deal of time and constantly switch back and forth between living a instantaneously rewarding life, with an idealized personality, and IRL where I am crushed by the insurmountable weight of problems I am obligated to burden myself with and my personal incompetence. I'm very smart but can't keep focus, I drift to whatever is the most gratifying and can't seem to work without losing my train of thought and drifting off. I suspect either being on amphetamines since I was a young child fucked my mesolimbic system or my executive function is naturally this dysfunctional.

In my case I'm very stupid but I always try to imagine the outcomes of my actions is way easier if you picture it inside your head.
Also I think "What would a smart person do in this situation", then I imagine a white humanoid figure solving the problem that I'm facing.

Mine seems more like a movie where I imagine part of something happening and the rest is implied. like writing a book with moving pictures

I imagine all kinds of crazy situations. When I was boarded in school I would always imagine the craziest shit I could think of, like deconstructing the room I was in and re arranging it into an animated object. Like making the celling fall apart in little triangles and open up into the sky or breaking the window and doing some Harry Potter shit with the pieces. Also, my imagination is far better than any porn.

Hoo boy I just read my post here.
I need to sleep, that was not well worded

I think the wording was fine. Just went from G to R-rated real quick.

I did lucid dreaming for years. I built and designed all manner of shit. I found that it was more fun to just let the creation go on autopilot. Autopilot usually ends up pretty wild. Sometimes I have problems trying to do things, in the lucid dream, that can't happen in the real world. Like weird physical feats or magic powers.

I also use visualization extensively for designing things, when preparing for something, or while watching someone else do something and I want to train doing it. The latter one I visualize that I'm doing exactly what they are doing as I watch them do it, right down to near muscle tremors. Then when I go to do something I've never done before, I've pretty much already did it several times and am already pretty good at it.

>while watching someone else do something and I want to train doing it.

Like what? Tennis or some shit?

Yes, anything from video games to martial arts at the dojo. You just mirror what they are doing in your mind.

Yeah doesn't everyone only really see this? I know you can "see" these things but I doubt vividly

You only see the black if you are concentrating on it specifically.

Yep. Some of my stories are developed this way, in the background. Inputs from everyday life and certain parts of the subconscious are bridged and undergo processing to be woven into the story. It writes itself.

Going to greater depths requires dissociation and time. It takes a while to shift my mindset into functioning that way. I never managed to build the infrastructure to make it fast, arbitrary levels of completeness, and completely fluid. And it always comes at a cost.

I used to enter into a trance state where I would become my environment. Dissolve into solution, but there aren't really any good words for the whole spectrum of ways it could be. I would use objects as proxies to my subconscious. Ask them questions. They gave answers, and could change my state and the low level architecture of perception. The answer was coming from me, and going to me, Everything was me. There was no such thing as me. Shit was intense for a while.

Another thing I'd do was overlay certain concepts onto my senses, and treat the structures and functions of my environment as a representation and extension of self. Internal made external, both as a manifestation and an interface. It could be simple systematic sensory distortion / alteration, or could effect high level experience and self. ie a tree bent over would become a gateway, its vertical outgrowths akin to a spectrum of chains of logic existing at a specific moment in oneself.

There is also great power in a name. Parts of oneself can be created, removed, and separated simply by assignment of a name.

I gradually dun goofed it all up though. Eventually was terrified of door thresholds and certain patterns, because it would make me be somewhere else, and therefore someone and something else. Any function like this will eventually become automatic. Just like the tetris effect, or looking for telecined frames all day, You'll start seeing interlaced frames when you "pan" your visual fields.

>with people having personality
Isnt that some mild schizophrenia?

How is this different from basic imagining things?

Revit?

Big ups to and for all of you.
Mental, imaginative, and physical.
My innerverse (universeinsideyou.com) is on its way to transcending the Kardeshev scale, and has solved the Fermi paradox through combining Clarke's fourth law and the Drake equation. The universe has become I and, in a sense, I shall become the universe once more.

Bumping

>not seeing geometric patterns constantly deforming

this.

this is the pinnacle of popsci epidemic.

Very. Sometimes it's almost breathtaking if not a little concerning, like I'm observing at every scale at the same time. Easy to get lost in. I'm worried I might imagine things happen and have no way to distinguish it from reality.

I create music in my mind consisting of abstract objects which interact with each other and generate rhythmic and melodic elements depending upon their interference patterns, as well as modulations of the parameters of the generators

Imagine a bouncing ball. Now imagine every time the ball hits the ground it triggers a drum sound depending upon how hard it hit. Now imagine gravel on the ground which creates subtle melodic flourishes when it's struck at just the rich angle. Now imagine this all happening under water with the viscosity being modulated by parameters

Now imagine external parameters modulating the gravitational constant and the quantity of gravel. Now imagine these modulations being controlled by signals external [0, 1]

Now imagine this entire environment generating its own "representative signal" and imagine N other environments generating their own representative signals, and they are interlinked in a looping structure so that the resultant feedback loop creates a generative structure creating sound without human intervention

This is my grand vision of the future of music. Now imagine individual environments being arbitrarily complex, for instance utilizing machine learning techniques like pattern recognition to detect when interesting patterns occur (interesting being defined by data of extracted patterns from other music that was previously analyzed offline) and propagating them further in the network by duplicating their signal and feeding it into other environments so that interesting noises propagate faster than uninsteresting noises

Then imagine a global filter finding the beautiful sounds with harmonic interactions and ignoring the rest - the result would be a generative symphony of arbitrary complexity and abstraction

I will stop rambling I'm sure nobody cares. But I'm currently studying mathematics and signal processing to create this as open source software

Nope, you're strange user

Is it?

I have conversations with people in my head, it's usually so I can explain things to myself or analyse something, usually myself. I'll have a vague image of the scenario in my head but it's fuzzy.

Same
I did LSD and mushrooms a lot when I was 15-16ish and I remember seeing 3D images rotating in vivid detail when I closed my eyes during some trips. A book I read quoted Tesla as describing something similar. Something about him saying him always seeing complex machinery interacting when he closed his eyes.

yes, and this is not transcendence you retard.

Suit yourself.