Be me

>be me
>autistic sperg
>work from 8:30am to 5:30pm
>commute around 30 minutes each way
>too exhausted to write / read anything significant
>sister just bought a house near my mom's house
>lives alone
>often works out of the country for weeks
>both mom and sister encourage me to quit and focus on writing for 6 months
>just won a short story competition

BUT

>no skills
>no friends
>mental health issues
>almost 26

Any advice Veeky Forums?

I have to decide like today if I'm going to tell my boss I'm actually quitting (I told him I was resigning last week after my flatmate committed suicide) or if I'll work the same job (same hours etc) for another year.

It's a huge fucking risk moving back to my hometown, where the only jobs for people like me are minimum wage.

Have you started with the Greeks?

Please no meme responses, if only for this thread.

Came here to post this.

CAN WE READ YOUR STORY, OP? Any asshole can win a short story competition. How do we know you're good? Whether you're good's obvs the deciding factor.

>just won a short story competition

Same guy?

I'm not claiming to be good. But I have previously written a novel that was accepted for publication, which I withdrew. But I simply fail to write anything worthwhile while also working full-time, more than full-time really.

Yes.

Okay well then do it

I'm fucking terrified of being a lifelong NEET and having a mental breakdown caused by the isolation and self-disgust at living with my family

>just won a short story competition
>no skills

wut.

Everybody is. From what I can tell you can write, so go for it.