Is anyone else's brain filled with a constant barrage of bullshit? I can't quiet it down and I'm losing it

Is anyone else's brain filled with a constant barrage of bullshit? I can't quiet it down and I'm losing it
There are too many things to think about

1) Attempt suicide
2) get admitted
3) get seroquel
4) get sedated
5) get rx for 3)
6) pay using disability
7) ?
8) kys

Alternatively choose a single aspect of reality to focus on, e.g. color or shape and do that for a little while

Yes, I have this. It's called ADHD. It's like listening to the radio when it isn't quite set right

> ADHD
god damn it I'm too old to just be learning this

Unless it's something I really love or something that is presented with the utmost clarity by a great mind I'm an easily distracted nut case.

Thomas' Calculus must be a great text because it actually captivates and focuses my attention so I can learn and get 100% on university calculus tests.

This^ absolutely.
Normaly my mind and thought processes wonder all over the place, only focusing if i concencrate enough.
But there are certain moments of clarity. It can be a good book, some interesting topic or problem. Sometimes i also wake up with clear mind for most of the day, others i am just mess of thoughts.

I hate this

I can help you quiet down Senpai~

Im studying Calculus II right now and my brain seems to go on semi-on mode when Im sleeping so I start doing math unconsciously. It sure messes up my circadian rythem.