Al/ck/ alcoholism general

LADS I. AM DRUNJ

>uncle fester
Yeah, reed canary grass. It contains gramine, which will eat your kidneys alive. Last time SWIM checked though, it was still legal to buy mimosa hostilis root bark, which is absolutely loaded with DMT and the extraction is easy.
Used to love me sum DMT in medium doses. The hallucinations are absolutely incredible, a hundred times more vivid than lsd or psilocybin, without the loss of self-control I get on shrooms or the inescapable duration of lsd. 20 mins of incredible hallucinations followed by like an hour of generally feeling euphoric.
I overdid it a couple of times though. 'Breaking through' I'd achieved, which consisted largely of my feeling incredibly confused, seeing colours as shapes (don't ask me to better explain that, I cannot) and being amazed by the fact that I had hands. Having achieved the whole 'breaking through' thing though I decided to push it harder.
Hard.
Really, fucking, hard.
I vaped 250mg in one hit.

Everything was triangles.
I'll say it again. Simply: everything was triangles. This is as good an explanation as you're going to get, of the experience I had.

I 'came to' covered in vomit, gasping for breath.

Love DMT in medium doses, but probably won't ever use it again. It's VERY harsh on the lungs, legit like inhaling burning plastic, and it smells like DEATH.

Going to stick to benzos, weed and booze, I think.

Anybody got tips for dealing with reflux? It's manageable if I don't drink, but most weekends I wake up at 7-8am and I start binge drinking immediately until I pass out anywhere from 12-3am. Eating definitely makes it worse, but regardless, the burning sensation of my stomach acids pushing there way up my throats is nearly unbearable at times. Pepcid alone used to do the trick, but recently I've had to add pepto to the mix when it's really bad.

Sodium bicarbonate works wonders for me

Don't start drinking on an empty stomach
Eat carbs with lots of fibre before you start drinking: 4 slices of wholegrain toast with vegemite/marmite for example
Avoid sugars and caffeine before drinking
Avoid acidic drinks like soda and juice when drinking if possible, if not definitely don't consume them prior to drinking
Watch for foods that give you acid reflux even without drinking. If I have pizza while drinking anything more than a few beers I'm getting acid reflux
If you're getting hardcore acid reflux while drinking take two heaping teaspoons of baking soda and add them to a glass of water. Stir the shit out of it and drink as much of the awful concoction as you can, always provides some relief for me

Will be trying it this weekend. Thanks.

If I could JUST stop pissing on everything. That's all I really need from life at this moment.

Had a room mate walk into the kitchen shitfaced and piss in the dishwasher like it was perfectly fuckin normal.

Fuck
I need to go get a drink. Just got back from the psych, she scrambled me up real good

>Feel like I'm blogrambling and still not really conveying anything worth posting
Not at all mate, its interesting getting some insight into the people that post here and what led them to the point that they are at now. Funnily enough, I would wager that a lot of us have similar stories (albeit with varying quantities) - I know I do. I try not to think about my end game too much and where I will end up, but it won't be sober. Main focus at the moment is to keep my income steady and not let my tolerance get too stupid. Getting drunk is the only thing I enjoy in life and I don't want that to be taken away.

Would be pretty cool if others share their stories too. Aside from the few named anons there must be quite a few who post here regularly like myself.