You wake up

>you wake up

What is the consistent and ever present philosophy behind all of your actions? Or is desiring one absurd and a sign of weakness?

The preservation of my culture, country and people.

That's an intellectual utopia if there ever was one. One cannot seriously consider such a project feasible since Freud. To think that one's actions could be plausibly entirely rational is a joke. At most you could varnish with a philosophical patina the actions that you are going to take for who the fuck knows what real reasons.

My ego.

To become the person I am

man is something that must be overcome

I want to be happy by finding love. I suppose that's existentialism.

i'm a pagan with bipolar disorder so every few hours i feel like i have a new calling in life

To be good to my fellow man in a sincere way and build my community through deeds and action.

This. God Save the Queen.