Are there any books about being the ugly beta in the office who nobody talks to while everyone else is friends and has...

Are there any books about being the ugly beta in the office who nobody talks to while everyone else is friends and has lunch / social events with?

Are there any books about having redpilled truths stuck in your mind and constantly validated through real life observations?

Are there any books about wasted youth, despite going to university?

Are there any books about being the worst person in the world at small talk or socialising with coworkers and how even outgoing normies stay silent in conversations with you?

Are there any books about repeatedly telling yourself that your real life starts tomorrow for over 2 years in a row while fooling yourself every time?

Are there any books about the fact that being extroverted and having a similar personality or interests with your co-workers are necessary to advance at all in the working world?

Are there any books about the fact that the media and pop culture interminably encircle the same "red pill subjects" in utterly tedious ways?

Yeah

my diary desu

Houellebecq's Whatever.

>Are there any books about having redpilled truths stuck in your mind and constantly validated through real life observations?
Pic related might qualify. It's about a dude in a terrible marriage, but terrified of finally getting a divorce because of how fucked-over he'd get in divorce court. Meets people who have been through the wringer, people with potential strategies no how to avoid getting fucked-over, and the ending is pretty fucking intense. Won't give away anything beyond that. Been told by a fellow in his 50s who's been there and done that, that it brought back some bad memories. It was a compliment, and I took it as such, as unfortunate as it is. Yeah, it's my book, I'm shilling, don't care. The novella is quite cheap for both the ebook version and paperback. Nobody has yet bought the paperback version.

Came here to post this

Post office by bukowski

correct answer

sometimes i wish women could see how much of the attention they get is because they are women, and not because of their personality or anything internal to them

not because of their skills or accomplishments, or the things they have to say, or even the charming quirks of their mannerisms, but all the attention that is strictly due to men generically being Interested in Women, in the most general possible sense

i wish they could see how it seeps into everything, systemically, how many institutions are undergirded by it, how much of the whole society is founded on it, how they are saturated by it every second of every day. how it runs like a shock through every institution, all the sinews of power and decision-making, how all the pathological fixation on feminist virtue signalling is sustained by sublimated forms of it, how men are trained from birth to see "Women" as a unity that judges their virility rather than as individuals. but also how it comes out spontaneously in the simple things, like how men are more deferential toward them, more considerate, how men are subtly desperate to win their approval and be useful to them, how they get smiled at and laughed at and praised and how they are overall much more well-received by men than men are by one another.

and then i wish they could live one day as a mediocre man, so they could palpably feel that they had suddenly become invisible and that the world had suddenly become a cold uncaring place in a trillion tiny interconnected ways that they can't quite describe or grasp hold of

i want to see all the booktube channels evaporate overnight, as women collectively wake up from their nightmare vacation in maleworld, having seen how much of their entire existence was a complete and utter lie, and they spontaneously reject and repudiate all male attention and affection as a result

i want to see feminism free itself from its present distorted and twisted state as a gigantic shit-testing and courtship ritual that reifies traditional gender roles of feminine passivity and male activity a thousand times more than it undermines them

i want to see one woman wake up from the morasse of cocklust that drowns all of them 24 hours of the day 365 days a year and say "wow, there sure are a lot of fucking penises between me and my goals, all eager to blow cum on my face in exchange for achieving my goals FOR me and then handing them to me on a silver platter and congratulating me for achieving them (or making it easier for me to achieve them, like i'm a child who can't do it on her own). i sure with these penises would fuck off and actually let me be a real person. i don't want free views on my youtube lol. i want views for merit only. fuck off men"

Stfu beta faggot

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I'm a progressive feminist but also I agree with you a lot.

Are there any books on how all of those things you just stated are opinions and how liable to change and volatile real life situations are and how people who try to perpetuate power by lies are skating on extremely thin ice?

Any good books on scandals? Preferably corporate?

Notes From Underground

I feel you man, I really do, but to do this you'd need to change the whole species manner of reproduction. So long as there's one cock willing to let pussy achieve by proxy things will be the same in the world.

All we can do is not perpetuate it individually. But damn is it hard when girls are displaying themselves constantly and won't even admit to it.

The secret is you don't need to like the same stuff as your co-workers, if you're pleasant, friendly and extroverted they will want to talk to you and you'll get ribbed for not knowing basic stuff. But, if you've properly befriended them, they'll introduce you to it and the problem will be resolved. There isn't a grand conspiracy, it just sucks to be introverted in a culture which requires extroversion. You mention sucking at small talk and I know it's hard but if you practise you'll get better.

t. Nerdy kid at high school, few friends, but befriended jocks in my class in college.

It's actually called "Extension of the Domain of the Battle"

I don't know where you guys get this shit from.

That one by Eliot

>and then i wish they could live one day as a mediocre man, so they could palpably feel that they had suddenly become invisible and that the world had suddenly become a cold uncaring place in a trillion tiny interconnected ways that they can't quite describe or grasp hold of
I wish some talented Veeky Forumserati could turn this into a compelling novel because it would be the literary work of the millennium

your whole post is beyond based btw

How to Win Friends and Influence People
Stop being so pathetic and solipsistic. Other people are just as miserable as you.

But most women are aware of those facts. That's why they care more about improving their appearance than their personality, because they fully know a great personality isn't going to get you noticed if you're ugly as fuck

I can't say what's going on in most women's heads, but the way feminism is written about and the FEW women I've talked to frankly basically never mention the fact that all men basically want female approval and it has nothing to do with seeing women as lesser than them but in a perverse way much more

and every "bad thing" men do to women is a reaction to not being able to attain this

It's not only female approval you want, it's male approval too. Everyone wants to be loved. Since it's something obvious, they probably didn't feel like they needed to state it.

it isn't like that though. if people kept the thought "everyone wants to be loved" in their heads, they would act completely differently.

feminism doesn't start with the thought that men want to be loved by women but that men are evil (indifferent to women's suffering).

The smartest Guys in the Room

Would they act differently, as in start being very nice to everyone else? You can't be very nice to everyone. You just stay polite with everyone and very nice to those closest to you, which is the current global state of mind

Feminism starts with the thought that patriarchy has always skewed the cultural balance in favor of men, and that women could become powerful if that balance was changed. The belief that all men are evil is just a vocal minority of feminism, and feminism is made of dozens of different, sometimes opposite, schools of thought

It doesn't make me feel good that I've had these same thoughts
I thought your post would get shitted on based on the observation that Veeky Forums gets all bitchy when someone says stuff like this
I don't know if all these stuff was common "knowledge" of men before the feminism started to show
I really would like to get this stuff out of my mind because I can't really interact with women anymore without feeling this shit in the back of my mind, I try to tell myself this is all internet brainwashing but sometimes is just too evident in real life
I don't think women are inferior to men, but society, the way they are raised, maybe, is what turns them into really weird beings
Either way, any of this being true of false, I'm fucked

it's the struggle as old as time m8
I think when the illusions start to dissolve it feels like everything is fucked, but the fact is men have been dealing with this shit whether they knew it or not since we were scarcely more than monkeys

congrats on writing a book, my dude.

Just rape them all, and blame the patriarchy.

Actually a good answer

wow bro truly insightful women r totally vapid products of culture surrounded by men their whole lives haha and dont face the sexual recession of aging and disapointmen

bump

And they will, once they turn 35

holy shit stop shitting up my fit and lit boards with these preachy delusional threads you fucking r9k pieces of shit

Add 'spending so much of your life agonising about being a kissless friendless virgin that you give yourself cancer' and you're pretty much describing Fritz Zorn. I would recommend it.

pretty much came to post this.

most of these /r9k/ faggots can be cured by simply getting older and seeing how bad women have it overall, especially ugly women.

Thanks, my dude. It's actually 6, and a 7th is probably roughly a quarter finished. Hoping to try an historical fiction sometime, and I also might give a non-fiction a shot. Something firearms-related sounds like fun.

OP are you the London frogposter?

This. Read it, OP. Mars should be required reading for every angsty shitposter on Veeky Forums. Learn from Zorn's mistakes, don't fall into the trap of nihilistic self pity.

Thanks for posting this!

>""I am young, rich and well-educated; and I am unhappy, neurotic and lonely. I come from one of the best families from the Right Bank of the Zurich lake, also known as the Golden Bank. I have had a bourgeois education and all my life I have been well-behaved. My family is passably degenerate, which is why I have without a doubt a heavy heredity and am damaged by my social environment. Naturally I also got cancer, which goes without saying if one considers everything I have just said"."

Fucking awesome.

Recs like this make visiting Veeky Forums worthwhile.

>is just a vocal minority of feminism
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My Twisted World

I would be curious about this theme but from the point of view of an ugly/plain woman. Possibly autistic or emotionally damaged, disconnected from reality. Without a "she gets the guy"or other ridiculous YA cliches.

Any suggestions?

Damn, Claire Danes looks like *THAT*?

>I really would like to get this stuff out of my mind because I can't really interact with women anymore without feeling this shit in the back of my mind, I try to tell myself this is all internet brainwashing but sometimes is just too evident in real life.

The internet (well, maybe just Veeky Forums) tends to have the unrealistic expectation that women should offer intellectual depth and great conversation. They never will but they're very good at providing emotional support. I guess it's why their ideas always come across like emotional reactions and why shit like feminism doesn't seem coherent half the time. Honestly, being with and around women is much easier when you don't expect them to be intelligent in a cold and rational way.

Notes from the Underground