What broke PKD?

>Maybe—after 14 months all I really know is that I don’t know anything except that it happened to me, and what I saw during that short time was real.
Anyone here read The Exegesis?

Surviving too much of and too many drugs

doing a shit tonne of drugs and occultism are a cocktail for schizophrenia

le bump

"You are the authority" my therapist said to me and i was like: woah dude what the fuck man fuck thank you oh god damn it now i can be a deluded junkie again and believe in my nutcase fucking IMAGES OF FUCKING FACES IN THESKY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

"you're welconme he said" and shakened my hand and got me out of his room and back into he world which iwas now able to face since i had reconquered my confidence. There were some stereo sound effets in my ears but it was alright because i had moved into the fucking TUNNELS beneath the citiy were outlaws and such were living especially people who were political dissidents. I was so fucking loaded with rage that i was ready to bomb up the whole world if i could but such opprtunities were not given to me. Learn Learn Learn Lenin had said while he got cucked by reality and i decided to follow this advice so i learnt all about how to do stuff right on a social level. but in me was still raging this mad fucking beat from electronic sounds and i couldn't tame this innermost volatile violence which proeppleed me towards acts of madness. In ym desparate situations, as society decided to enforce sanctions on me for casually milking and killing several dozen pals and selling their seeds to rich woman i evaded this juridisction by going into a monastery on a hidden island in the south sea.

"You are welcome here" the grandmaster said and eyes the jungle surrounding the monastery. "Mind is like Tiger" he said and gave me a roundhouse kick. I was perplexed but also humbled and bowed 3 times in earnest submission.

He nodded and said: Good boy. You are learning. We will take turns now and then thi sall started.

But Radical Eric was not caught in this web of intruiges. he was part of a group of radical students who had organized as to form a new mode of existance. Their idea was not so much to revert from Modernism but rather to change the path modernity was taken. This was to be acoomplised as they said through the systematic destruction and reconstruction of the worl. As to maximize both aesthetic pleasure and tus living quality while also increasing economic effiency it was an absolut eneccesity to destroy the world as it was.

All of a sudden our mothers called and implanted feelings of guilt in us. Where once had been pre will on a collecitve level now guilt and doubt penetrated through the cunited walls of masculine schemings and intruiges started to emerge. It was true then that the mothers call to feel guilt was stronger than the man's illusionary power to assert his will on the world.

After all had been lost we met again 40 years later now CEO's of non profit organizations in the first world and all of us taking viagra and going to psychoanalysts as to take care of our sex lifes.

"I'm struggling with my wifes fantasies. I just can't keep up and i fear she may be seeing another partner to fulfill her sexual desires" a bald man who earned 200k per year said into the round, with sham

He figured out that we're all screwed

He saw the Black Iron Prison.

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Kek, when will women learn?
She looks busted as fuck now and the time gap isn't even that large

Well it shows what kind of degenerated discipline gender studies/sociology has become.