Fall hard for a girl

>fall hard for a girl
>find out she and her close friends are all privately educated with wealthy parents
>she shows some interest in me
>low self-esteem and self-sabotaging instincts kick in
>react by acting indifferent or with subtle hostility towards her
>she loses interest
>find out recently she has started dating a Jewish guy
>he makes at least twice as much as I do
>just found out his debut short story collection is being published next year

What legitimate reasons do I have not to end my life right hecking now?

Because life is as full of joy as it is sadness and there are so many things you can do that will make you feel good and happy and whole. I agree with you it's shit how the rich are published regardless of talent.
>reading Norton's PoMo anthology
>every author bio mentions them graduating from a college I'm too poor to even know exists

dont fall in love with rich people if youre not rich as well.
the issue will arise in some form or another.

True. My first wife divorced me because her parents threatened to withhold her trust fund if she didn't.

After meeting this girl I literally refuse to date a common girl from now on. Her style, elegance, intellect and natural beauty are literally not found among women of the lower orders unless you date someone who is 16 and mold them into that sort of person.

I see it happen all the time.
money and class are easy to deny but there is value in respecting the implications.

It sounds like you have completely internalized the propaganda of the ruling classes and turned it into self-loathing, enjoy your life of quiet desperation I guess?

you fucked up my man.
the things you like about her are basically synonymous with money. You might even wanna be ashamed of yourself for this kind of self-hating practice.

>Because life is as full of joy as it is sadness
not true by the way. there's a 3:2 sadness:joy ratio, i've calculated it

Because you must shitpost on /pol/ and /r9k/ to make the Jews pay.