>Friday night
Why are you here? Haven't you got a lot of potential educational experience to be gained about the Dionysian side of the human condition tonight? Isn't all that completely essential for insights for your future masterpiece novel or your reading experience? AND you might get to fuck Stacey? Oh... you have a chance with Stacey, right?
because i like too much to feed my pets and wash my toes, to find time for wine is to find time to trick the blind man, eh? we all know joyce went blind as a bat, stole his wine, borges too! Homer too clever. shame shame. missed opportunity.
Because I'm a ugly shut-in piece of shit loser.
The dionysian is always the underbelly of that which dominates. In times of extreme repression and emotional censorship, the dionysian may express itself in it's excess and overcoming of all inhibiting boundaries.
But in our time to be in line with the dionysian you must shut yourself away as much as you can, doing so in excessive, radical proportions, as to counter the culture of positivity and excess (socialization and hedonism).
:(
Its summer and everyone left so here I am killing some loneliness.
Such is life.
have an epic fap sesh for the ages
I'm moving out to the city in a couple of weeks and I've having a quiet month in to save money for that
Also all my main friend group are all busy this month with work etc., and I've got lowkey beef with some folk in my side group so I'm kind of distancing myself from them till it blows over.
How about yourself Oh-Pee?
I'm not exactly popular. If people didmt know who I was that would be nice.Not averse to going out, I just wouldn't enjoy it. No point.
I made this topic . That sums it up. I am going to read until I sleep, wake up, do some chores, go to the gym, then go around London drinking coffee while browsing my phone and feeling sad about life.
don't got any money right now, fampai
What differentiates an 'epic' fap session from an ordinary fap session?
I'm not really a frog in any real sense of the work, but damn do I get what you're saying about the jealousy and resentment. That greentext about the maths book you wrote is pretty much to a tee how I'd react too.
Sometimes I wonder where this intense self-pressure to constantly be at the top of the pile intelligence-wise came from. I suppose at the end of the day it's a good thing but man does it also lead to some embarrassing insecurities.
But I kind of resent your jab at Christianity near the end. Religion in an authentic sense has no relation to any reasonable definition of intelligence. And don't delude yourself into thinking that you're heroically resisting the Christian spook because it would solve all your problems. It's perfectly possible to be a miserable christfag.
I don't feel like it. I might attend to a rave party tomorrow tho
same.
Life is stupid. I try to be careful not to revel in it
regular fap session is like you just want to let off some nut real quick before you go out for the weekend or you don't have that much time so you just pick something on the frontpage of pornhub real quick and try to get one off as fast as possible, epic style is like you can get naked and kick back and just browse around for the perfect thing that matches exactly what you're in the mood for and then take some time to edge for a while etc. i don't know, are you a chick or something? how can you not be aware fap sessions come in different levels
It never took me more than 20 minutes to fap, after that it gets painful.
Just a final browse. Then I'm going to finish the last line of this note I'm writing to my ex-girlfriend, drink a bottle of wine, take 50 Triazolam, put a plastic bag over my head, tape it around my neck, and sort of just fade away.
I'm not even depressed. I'm just tired of being so bored.
>painful
what? did your parents subject you to jewish genital mutilation or something?
No.
Did anyone else read the OP in the Bane voice?
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then what the fuck are you doing
Stroking my dick? It stops being pleasurable after a while for me.
If you hate boredom you're going to love brain damage :^)
i'm most likely gonna get drink with my friend tonight. then tomorrow i'll 'quit drinking for a while' for the 10th time this month.
well u don't have to hold it with a death grip, jesus
>Why are you here?
because being here keeps my mind on reading, which is important to me at this point in my life.
>Oh... you have a chance with Stacey, right?
I'm not devoting my time and energy into pursuing her so no.
>implying I don't acknowledge this
I don't really, but my dick loses sensitivity and cumming is painful after prolonged arousing.
>not phoneposting with one hand and drinking rum and coke with the other at a party
>not ignoring the qt who came to tell you she liked your watch by dfwposting
It's like you're actively trying to fail to be patrician
>while browsing my phone
this directly effects or creates
this
> and feeling sad about life
Not telling oyu to talk to everybody who seems to also be alone in the coffeeshop but howabout jsut taking in what is around you?
I hope you don't go into a Starbucks for coffee, do you?
Phones are an absolute poison to so many people's minds.
>Not telling oyu to talk to everybody who seems to also be alone
those chicks who you think are alone are always just waiting for chad since he's running late after working out or whatever, don't do it
dude it's like 6:00 where I am I'm going out later chill what are you my dad lmao
I buy Starbucks or whatever type of coffee and drink it outside the store. Drinking it inside while alone would be too much of an affectation and i would look like a desperate loser. Sitting on public seats doesn't bring that fear
Don't go to these cheap (not money wise) stores.
Find yourself a real café. Might have to go a bit further than the tourist attraction places but those places are more likely to be thought provoking than a Starbucks line.
You won't need a phone if you go to an interesting place with a lot of character.
Hee's a challenge: Go without your phone. Take something else if you have to but not electronic ffs.
Use your goddamn imagination or did they already kill that part of you that was able to imagine stuff like when you were a kid.
First of no but chics are often shallow and insecure so a very good majority of them is not gonna be in a popular café on her own.
Hope you aren't as pathetic as such girls to feel bad about being alone there, user.
>Friday night Why are you here?
>Implying I should be somewhere on a Friday night
>further implying I should be celebrating for no reason among plebs.
Get the fuck off this board, chad.