Told myself I'd stop drinking coffee because it harms my sleep, costs too much...

>told myself I'd stop drinking coffee because it harms my sleep, costs too much, and the worse sleep makes my gym lifts worse
>feel sad about being the ugly loser loner beta at work and hearing people talk about parties
>can't really bear giving up coffee because water and regular food provides pleasure but coffee and junk food provide jouissance, the decadent and possibly self harming version of pleasure (one of the few insightful abstract things Zizek has said)
>having coffee at lunch

So either I'm a weak willed faggot or I have profound existential reasons for acting the way I do.

>With dopamine depression, you may use sugar, caffeine, or nicotine as a quick fix to temporarily feel more alive.

>This is no coincidence — they all increase dopamine.

Coffee's great

don't be envyious when u hear people talking bout parties they become boring/annoying as fuck as soon as you hit your mid 20s.
the only "parties" I go to nowadays are raves, where noone drinks alcohol in very irregular intervals because the molly fucks wih your dopamine if you go to often
--> avoid junk food because it's kinda like masturbation - makes you feel good in the moment but afterwards you always feel bad about yourself
--> coffee isn't half as bad as people say, up to 3 cups a day are still consired "healthy consumption" so don't worry about it, drink water and coffee and you're good to go, if you are having problems with sleeping train harder my man

sex is overrated

How much coffee do you drink on a regular day?
If you're quite sensitive to caffeine then I suggest drinking less and not after 6 PM
You can still enjoy coffee and sleep like a baby. I'm quite lucky that coffee has barely an effect on me so I can drink like 10 cups a day and sleep just fine (I usually drink between 4 to 6 cups a day tho)

normble's lives are so vain that it's funny if it wasn't sad

Is there anything as sad as young man unable to convince his mind to align to his own goals

The mind is a child. Easily distracted, easily immersed, and if untrained, flees from any form of accountability and responsibility.

>he doesnt drink loose leaf

god I hate plebs so much

rn drinking superior iron godess, a nice keemun and mei leaf's ruby gaba

on the other hand you have infinite curiosity and energy, never get bored, learn faster and see beauty in everything

I will always remain a child and I am very glad. not OP if it wasnt obv.