Hot and sunny day in London

>hot and sunny day in London
>feel awful seeing attractive women everywhere who consider non Chads subhuman
>feel under pressure to do a million different things in my free time (learn programming, make money somehow etc) and read shitloads of boring as fuck classic books or else I'll be called a pleb
>everything feels like work, every activity consisting of a hierarchy filled with drudgery

I can't really emphasise enough how demoralising it is to see Chads and Staceys everywhere. I'm an ugly subhuman locked out of any opportunities. Going to the gym never made a difference.

My youth is being wasted yet I have no way not to waste it. I have no passions. I hated my degree. In short, I've never done anything intellectually fulfilling in my life. And the working world is nothing but a test of normieness by normie clones.

Currently sitting outside, hoping my youth will spontaneously become good.

Background:
>aged 26
>no friends or social life since 18
>no female attention ever
>went through university with zero social experiences
>became the loner nobody talks to within two days of my current job
>never been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on all the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women all have 5000 tinder matches and think the average male is ugly

Yes, you feel like a loser. But why did you post that? Do you want help?

stop watching porn

And not a single mention of books was made that day
If the mods have any mercy they will finally permaban the lonely londoner so that he can move on and stop shitting up the board with one of these threads every day or two

Deal with the hand you were given and stop whining.

What do you really want to do?

R9K exists, please leave. Depression is boring and has no inherent value in it, I don't understand why anyone is depressed.

Start lifting weights, running, and read a few books. It won't kill you. A man must constantly exceed himself or die, be a man, work to be a better man, or kill yourself, that's the choice.

Also stop watching porn

I do all those things. Being ugly and a non normie is a social death sentenfe

you unironically need Jesus

>stop watching porn
But why?

Being a normie is a state of mind. The first step of getting into it is not considering "normies" as a distinct and impermeable group from yourself.

Also being ugly does not matter unless you are literally deformed.

No, your absolute shit attitude about every aspect of life can be smelled from a mile away and repulses people.
I can name a dozen friends of mine that are both ugly and weird but live fulfilling lives anyway because they're kind, generally happy people. They are my friends.
Anyone using the terminology of normies and chads is so far down the /r9k/ rabbithole that I'm not sure you can be saved anymore. That board destroys any chances a young, lonely dude has at escaping it.

Porn totally fucks with your brain and waking state of consciousness. I bet this is you, isn't it?

cuz it will keep him complacent

hey guys i'm in a similar material condition to op but am trying to improve myself. saw a super cute waitress at a local restaurant the other day. is it some sort of breach of social norms to try talking with her to acquire her number next time i head there?

Perhaps you should leave London. Move somewhere else, somewhere with fields and forests, and women who aren't stuck up city bitches. You don't have to stay in the city to have a life, in fact you might just find a life if you leave it.

>chads
>staceys
>normie
Anyone who uses these words should be banned from this board.

If nothing else he could meet a nice 6/10 grill in a bible study or something

>is it a breach of social norms to ask a woman for her phone number

user, you've lost the battle before you even fought. Men ask for what they want, because they want it. Don't try to fake being an alpha male either, you're past that. Just chat her up a bit, gauge her interest level, and ask her if she'd, "like to get coffee sometime," if she seems interested.

Depending on where you go, I've seen 10/10s in bible studies. That's mostly in the American south though, couldn't speak to the state of the church in England

No?

I see. How is your life after quitting porn different to before?

You live in L O N D O N, and none of those qualities on that infographic apply to you? Why are you even here complaining then? If you're a perfectly well adjusted alpha male, you should have no problems getting women. You probably just need to gtfo of London, cities are cancerous

I don't live in London and I haven't been complaining about anything.

Some of them apply to me, I like to smoke weed and wank often.

Since OP is in london, he could become a muslim and marry some religous muslim girl or like others rape some white bitches.

>I like to smoke weed and wank often.

Well, its not like pussy is just gonna walk in through your front door and grind on your dick. Leave the house, talk to a girl, if she's uninterested just fucking walk away like she aint shit and talk to another girl. damn.

>>feel under pressure to do a million different things in my free time (learn programming, make money somehow etc) and read shitloads of boring as fuck classic books or else I'll be called a pleb
How about taking trenbolone instead?

Seriously, have you considered steroids, drugs?

I get girls sometimes, not often but sometimes.

I just want to know what's wrong with porn and what are the benefits of not watching it?

MGTOW. It's the only thing that will save you.

Stop being spooked.