I'm so fucking bored with life...

>oh, the one who barely said anything?
>I never see him speak to anyone or even say hi when he comes in
Yeah, well if you're going to literally ignore people then don't go to lunch with them, obviously.

>"mind if I join you guys?
>meet with an instant "yes"

>oh cool, thanks.
>*catch up alongside them* So how's your day going?

I feel I'm on the same path as OP. I'm 20 and have been NEET for the past 2 years and don't see it changing. I have basically run out of money, but not having a job for 2 years has me anxious as fuck now, and it's hard to get motivation to go get a job or do things when I can just not.

I lift 5 days a week and look ok, but it is fucking impossible for me to escape the cycle. Lately I've been waking up around 2-3 pm it feels so shitty. Every time I plan to get a job or start school again I just say I'll do it tomorrow and then never do it.

Just never change and keep doing this until there is literally no possibility of change. Who gives a shit, your life is worthless. Less competition for me, and you're scared of losing anyway.

>he thinks 'tough love' can encourage these kinds of downtrodden career cowards
lel
t. coward

It could be much much worse, user. So be thankful for what you have.

Today open your Bible and start reading Matthew Chapter 5.

>doesn't do anything
>surprised that he's bored and unwanted
>blames others
The only positive is that you do feel guilty about being such a fuck up, instead of using at as motivation to change anything, you prefer to waste time whining about the situation you created ... shouldn't you be old enough to see that passive bitching doesn't fix anything?

The real world is a lot easier than first grade. Kids got underdeveloped brains and tend to lack empathy. Most adults have sympathy with people who try to do something and are receptive to that.

I'm so fucking happy with life. I feel triumphant and wonderful learning tonnes of stuff in my free time and making a bit of money at my interesting job and reading lots of enriching books. If I'm not doing everything everyday for 16 hours a day then I feel quite alright, because sometimes you need an off day. Procrastinating life by wasting half an hour or so on the internet in between wholesome social activities and reading minimises my stress. It's crazy logic but it is what I do.

I do quite a bit at my job and stay there for so few hours despite my contract saying 9-5, because I work so efficiently since I love my job, you wouldn't believe me if I gave details. Nonetheless, being a moderately attractive human who doesn't apply autistic wolf-pack dynamics on complex human psychology is wonderful work when you are surrounded by attractive (both of body and soul) people everywhere, especially younger people who have so much eagerness and love of life. I am locked out of /r9k/. /r9k/ is a scam that wants to use me up and throw me away. The board for autists is a place where they go to socialise with their clones and be judged by their clones.

Background:
>aged mid twenties
>plenty of friends and social life since age ~2
>I enjoy talking to women
>went through university with wonderful social experiences
>became the guy most people can talk to within two days of my current job
>Often been to pub, club, or party
>missed out on none of the 16 - 22 formative social experiences that people look back on fondly (teen crushes, school prom, school dances, university fresher's week, any sort of relationships at all)
>know that women are human beings of just as great complexity, facing as many experiences, wonders, thrills, challenges and issues, as any other human being
>feel completely happy and engaged with others due to being a functional human being; lifting weights made my outlook even better

Based.

This person doesn't exist.

>someone comes to Veeky Forums to start a /r9k/ thread

Why? I'd like an answer.

I wouldn't wanna meet you irl

Work out, eat healthy. Establish concrete goals and make a schedule for your week and respect it. Buy skincare products, try slimmer clothing after getting fit, boost your self esteem. NoFap. That's how I started to SLOWLY feel better after breaking with my only girlfriend. Still haven't talked to any woman after her, but I'm feeling better.

Saying hi does help, after a little while. Just a quick "hey _____" as you walk past while slowly integrate you. You probably won't be mr. popular, but people will say hi back, and depending where you work you'll probably have chatty middle aged women tell you about their kids. That'll make make you seem like less of a loser, and you'll slowly be accepted. I feel for you man, I was never a chad, but I used to tear into socially awkward people. Your depiction of Chad is how I'd act, tearing into others to endear myself to the Chads and Stacies. I'd fill a role, they liked to belittle other people, I was clever enough to know where to hit people where it hurt.

Although, I'm glad I don't do that anymore, I feel like shit about it everyday. Fuck, one of my targets I had to talk out of killing himself, as he had no one else. It was a real eye-opener.

stop putting the pussy on a pedestal (OP). best of luck

To complete German idealism

>Work out, eat healthy
>Buy skincare products
>try slimmer clothing after getting fit
>NoFap
(pic related)

I had a temp job the other month and it felt a bit like this. It was on an industrial estate so I sat with the other temps while we ate. Both girls. One was alright and we'd laugh about random shit while doing the job. The other was really dumb and took up 90% of the conversation talking about her life. They knew each other from school so would discuss what people they used to know were doing now and there was literally no way not to sit there awkwardly. I'm so happy it's over.

>28
>dropped out of high-school
>been living on social security for a decade
yeeeee boiiiiiiiiiiiii
probably going to kill myself soon, heh

This. If you're not in a good place and aren't self-confident then literally no relationship will last more than a few months. You'll get passed the honeymoon stage and then grow bored of him/her and she/he will get bored of you.

Clubs. Volunteering. Jobs. Doing something productive in your life > girls.

Reading isn't productive btw. It's a hobby for downtime (unless you're a student).

I know this is b8 but I'm currently forced to be in the army(probably againts me overall but gotta protect the country or whatever), I have some time to read, no time to work out, and I'm still an autist with women(although the army opened me up immensly).

can't wait to get out and do something with myself, the army really bottles up your energy, it's like masturbation, except it is the burning feeling that you get after you do it for like 3 hours straight, for a full 3 years.

Unless you're born in Bumfuckistan there's always a way to improve your situation. Look for your options. Good luck, user.

Coming from such an antisocial loser, I won't take that too personally.

Still alive OP?

Kek

Kike

HOW MANY TIMES HAS THIS BEEN POSTED. FOR FUCKS SAKE.

> tfw you just want to be able to focus on what your """friends""" are talking about but its completely inconsequential

just end it all, senpai
my fixations on high school crushes are more real than my attempts at forming any attempt at relationship with the bottom of the barrel retards that I meet through my work and my acquaintances

being alive was a mistake