Write what's on your mind

are you saying your gonna kill yourself for attention, or to exaggerate, why would you actually, you are only in school? And have a chance to start a relation with a Japanese girl? What does she study, what do yo ustudy?

everybody else is an incredibly lame category to be in

ex opiate addict here

drugs are a nice band-aid for your boo-boos, but unless you properly dress the wounds, they'll fester into something much more hideous. painful antiseptic over gangrenous amputation, any day my friends

as for ameliorating depression, all I can say is: baby steps. rome wasn't built in a day, but pompeii only needed one to die

tell your psych exactly that. and if you can't, write it out then read it aloud. that's exactly what I did (I literally had the same frustration) and it was really useful for moving forward

stop complaining, stop regretting, stop comparing. try doing

don't worry about Veeky Forums. that's retarded. and for the love of god stop trying so hard

good shit man your friend sounds like a dedicated motherfucker.Thanks for the advice btw.

biggest roadblock in my experience has been getting wasted on the weekends which leaves less time to work on other interest, is that in the culture at your school?

>ameliorating

Uhh my undergrad was really lame when it came to parties, but my brother attends a huge state school and does chem engineering and film theory. He rages but is still doing honors chem and writing published papers. I would say you gotta do what you gotta do to tolerate orgo, just hydrate and be willing to sleep less if you still wanna have fun.

Grad school is a little different in that students go out to commiserate about having chosen a profession of no monetary value, but I also cannot understand how people go out for drinks every night in such an expensive city (answer: they don't pay for anything).

You take yourself way to seriously

You've said this a few different ways now. How does it harm you? What are you doing for your own situation my guy? Never been called that irl so aside from riffing too hard on the ending of Bolano's Antwerp for my first post what's your gib?

Go read something from a tradition outside your own and drink some water. It's just a fatbugs thread.

This is too earnest to be a shitpost. Don't worry about being part of a literary community here, or anywhere. Wear this place lightly. It's just a bunch of faggots talking about memes but also some actual good works. You don't need a community to approve of you, just think and express ideas in a way that is pleasing. You'll be ahead of 99% of all wannabes and posers. MFA is shit, just finish it and be grateful.

-OP

I'm a marine biology student, she's a psychology student. I lost literally everything that wasn't in my suitcase almost 4 years ago. My parents passed away in that period of time, and my best friend killed himself. I pushed away most of my other friends except for 2. I don't have money to keep paying for school or rent anymore.

To be honest my father left an inheritance of half a million for me, but when he was ill his brothers manipulated his will in a way that it would go to them. I've been having to deal with lawyers and government agencies for 4 years, it seems it's finally going to be resolved in February, so I decided I'll do it then, if I don't get the money. I must seem really lazy right now, wanting to kill myself just because I want easy money without having to work.

not the best word choice? then let's say 'remedying'